Consideration

Page 479

Why do I feel so tired lately.

To do anything.

Not been getting any peace around here.

Sorry if I wasnt up to your expectations.

I won't be surprised if you'd leave too.

Maybe I'm just not ready yet.

I'll take it into consideration.

Love, Eran.

Here we go again.

Current Song Mood: Rihanna Ft SZA - Consideration

[Rihanna:]
I come fluttering in from Neverland
Time could never stop me, no, no, no, no
I know you try to
I come riding in on a pale white horse
Sending out his to less fortunate
I do advise you
Run it back, run it on back
When you're breaking it down for me
Cause I can hear you two times
Run it on back, will it ever make sense to me?

I got to do things
My own way darling
Will you ever let me?
Will you ever respect me? No
Do things my own way darling
You should just let me
Why you will never let me grow?

[SZA:]
When I look outside my window
I can't get no peace of mind
When I look outside my window
I can't get no peace of mind

[Rihanna:]
Let me cover your shit in glitter
I can make it gold, gold
Heard you're tryna sell your soul, baby
But I'm not sure, you're running low, lately
I needed you to please give my reflection a break
From the face it’s seeing now
Darling would you mind giving my reflection a break
From the pain it’s feeling now?

[Rihanna & SZA:]
I got to do things
My own way darling
You should just let me
Will you ever respect me? No
Do things my own way darling
You should just let me
Why you will never let me grow

When I look outside my window
I can't get no peace of mind
When I look outside my window
I can't get no peace of mind

[SZA (Rihanna):]
Getting can't get no peace
Getting can't get no peace
Get, get, getting no peace
Can't get no peace
(Get, g-g-get no peace oh)

Work

Page 478

Just got back after a looong day.

Got to see a lot of new acts today.

I'm so so impressed at how people craft their own selves.

And how much passion they put into doing what they do.

And it makes me realise...

That I still have a lot of work to do.

I'm gonna work harder.

And be my personal best.

Love, Eran.

Ps, the new Riri album is dope!!

Current Song Mood: Rihanna Ft Drake - Work

[Rihanna:]
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
You see me I be
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
You see me
Do me dirt, dirt, dirt
Dirt, dirt, dirt
For some of that
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
For you I got love, love, love
Love, love, love
When I came for my
Turn, turn, turn
Turn, turn, turn

Join me I deserved it
No time to have you lurking
If I got right then you might like it
You know I dealt with you the nicest
Nobody touch me, I’m the righteous
Nobody text me in a crisis
I believed all of your dreams are fruition
You took my heart and my keys and my vision
You took my heart off my sleeve a decoration
You mistaken my love I brought for you for foundation
All that I wanted from you was to give me something that I never had
Something that you've never seen
Something that you've never been
But I wake up and everything’s wrong
Just get ready for work, work, work

Work, work, work
Work, work, work
You see me I be
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
You see me
Do me dirt, dirt, dirt
Dirt, dirt, dirt
For some of that
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
Duh, duh, duh, duh
For you I got
Nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah
Before the tables turned, turned turned turned

Baby something please
Baby don’t you leave
Don’t leave me stuck here in the streets (no, no)
If I get another chance to
I will never, no never neglect you
I mean who am I to hold your past against you
I just hope that it gets to you
I hope that you see this through
I hope that you see this true
What can I say?
Please recognize I’m trying baby
I been...

Work, work, work
Work, work, work
You see me I be
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
You see me
Do me dirt, dirt, dirt
Dirt, dirt, dirt
For some of that
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
For you I got love, love, love
Love, love, love
When I came for my
Turn, turn, turn
Turn, turn, turn

[Drake:]
Yeah, okay
You need to get done, done, done, done
That’ll work, come over
We just need that slow the motion
Don't give that away to no one
Long distance, I need you
When I see potential I just gotta see it through
If you had a twin I would still choose you
I don't wanna rush into it, if it's too soon
But I know you need to get done, done, done, done
If you come over
Sorry if I’m way less friendly
I got niggas tryna end me
Oh, yeah, I spilled all my emotions tonight, I’m sorry
Rolling, rolling, rolling
How many more shots until you’re rolling?
We just need a face to face
You could pick the time and the place
You spent some time away
Now you need to forward and give me all the...

[Rihanna & Drake:]
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
You see me I be
Work, work, work
Work, work, work
You see me
Do me dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt
Dirt, dirt, dirt
For some of that
Work, work, work, work
Work, work
For you I got love, love, love
Love, love, love
When I came for my
Turn, turn, turn
Turn, turn, turn

Work, work, work...

Love Strikes

Page 477

When was the last time I felt this flustered.

I don't want to put my hopes up high.

No more expectations.

But I do sense good vibes.

And I want it to stay.

Even though I know I'm gonna feel hesitant.

I don't know if it's the start of something new.

Hopefully, something even better.

When love strikes, there's nothing you can do.

Just let it hold you, and lead the way.

Love, Eran.

I've been saving this song for a long time.

Current Song Mood: Katharine McPhee - Love Strikes

Summer fades and winter takes its dreary place
That’s what I have seen
Love is failure and I never win the race
That’s what I believed

If love strikes once and one time only
All I’d have is broken dreams inside of me
But my hands trace love hearts around you
And what you see is how my color scream
That love is striking me

Thought I’d spend the greatest years curled up alone
Without someone to kiss my neck
Thought I’d feel the winter cold more than anyone
‘Cause I wouldn’t have the family that I dreamed since I was born

If love strikes once and one time only
All I’d have is broken dreams inside of me
But my hands trace love hearts around you
And what you see is how my color scream
That love is striking me

You came late, but I left the light on for you, babe
I never let my hurt burn my hope away
And now I give you all that I saved

Summer fades and winter takes its dreary place
But now look at the smile on my face

His love, love is striking me

If love strikes once and one time only
All I’d have is broken dreams inside of me
But my hands trace love hearts around you
And what you see is how my color scream
Love is striking me

Over & Over Again

Page 476

Been recording the whooooole day.

Pretty sure I pushed my voice too much but idc.

I have something in the making.

#COMINGSOON

HEHEHEHEHE.

I have so much love in me right now.

Appreciating everyone I keep close.

Been reminiscing good moments lately.

I can't help but keep replaying those lovely moments.

..

Over & over again.

Love, Eran.

I don't know..

I have a good feeling about this.

About you.

Current Song Mood: Nathan Sykes Ft Ariana Grande - Over & Over Again

From the way you smile
To the way you look
You capture me
Unlike no other

From the first hello
Yeah, that's all it took
And suddenly
We had each other

And I won't leave you
Always be true
One plus one, two for life
Over and over again

So don't ever think I need more
I've got the one to live for
No one else will do
And I'm telling you
Just put your heart in my hands

I promise it won't get broken
We'll never forget this moment
It will stay brand new
'Cause I'll love you
Over and over again

Over and over again

From the heat of night
To the break of day
I'll keep you safe
And hold you forever

And the sparks will fly
They will never fade
'Cause every day gets better and better

And I won't leave you
Always be true
One plus one, two for life
Over and over again

So don't ever think I need more
I've got the one to live for
No one else will do
Yeah, I'm telling you
Just put your heart in my hands

I promise it won't get broken
We'll never forget this moment
It will stay brand new
'Cause I'll love you
Over and over again

Over and over again

Girl when I'm with you
I lose track of time
When I'm without you
You're stuck on my mind

Be all you need
'Til the day that I die
I'll love you
Over and over again

So don't ever think I need more
I've got the one to live for
No one else will do
Yeah, I'm telling you
Just put your heart in my hands

Promise it won't get broken
We'll never forget this moment
It will stay brand new
'Cause I'll love you
Over and over again

Over and over again

Over and over again

for him.

Page 475

Like finallyyyyy!

A proper meet-up with Buddy since POP hahaha.

 I MISS YOU BODOOOOH.

Wanted to strangle him all day hahaha.

Had so much fun!

Went to check out the newly opened Waterway Point.

Man, it was so crowded.

Pretty dope man, but the crowd... mehhh. Took us hours just to find a place to eat.

Settled with Swensens :)

Went to buy our movie tickets, then headed to Buddy's super secret super hipster place to have our shoot HAHA.

Feeling2 5th wave ah.

This one super wrong HAHAHAHA.

DOPE AF.

And mandatory selfies.

So cute. <3 The one in white.

:D

Hehehee :D 

Went back to Waterway Point to catch our movie; The 5th Wave.

My goshhh Chloe Grace, one of my fave actresses <3

So funny during the romance scenes, Buddy kept having a heart attack.

'THAT SHOULD BE MEEEE'

Hahaha.

The movie wasnt bad haha y'all should go catch it.

Pretty tired right now.

But it was worth it, for him.

Love you Buddy. 

<3

Love, Eran.

All I need is you.

Current Song Mood: Troye Sivan - for him.

We are runnin' so fast
And we never look back
And whatever I lack, you make up
We make a really good team
Though not everyone sees
We got this crazy chemistry
Between us

Jump starting your car 'cause this city's a bore
Buying e-cigarettes at the convenience store
Making new clichés on our own little tour
Let's ride

You don't have to say I love you to say I love you
Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons
We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue
Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money
All I need is you
All I need is you, you

We try staying up late
But we both are light weights
Yeah we get off our face, too easy
And we take jokes way too far
'Cause sometimes living's too hard
We're like two halves of one heart
We are, we are, we are

You don't have to say I love you to say I love you
Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons
We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue
Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money
All I need is you
All I need is you, you

[AllDay:]
Eat a pill stay and chill, you don't need to go
I'm about to bring emo back if you leave my home
I'd panic at the disco and you'd rather watch a TV show
Then I'll squeeze your booty real hard like I'm kneading dough
Pizza boy, I'm speeding for ya
We can get married tonight if you really wanna
Me in a cheap suit like a sleazy lawyer
And if you break this lil' heart, it'd be an honour

You don't have to say I love you to say I love you
Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons
We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue
Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money
All I need is you
All I need is you, you

From The Heart

Page 474

Everyone seems to be thinking carefully about their future.

Me?

I still have no clue as of yet.

I hope it'll all be clear to me soon.

I wanna focus on myself first.

My dreams.

Lately...

Lately I've been writing down more lyrics and melodies.

One day...

It'll all come together. 

I believe in it.

Go for what you strongly believe in.

Fight through.

This is a reminder for me too.

Do it from the heart.

Ps. Heard this old school song the other day. Now it's stuck in my head.

Love, Eran.

I'm giving you everything.

Current Song Mood: Another Level - From The Heart

I know you've heard these words 
A hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so
Your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart
And brought you lies

Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong
And all for you
You can trust this love
Honest that's the honest truth

[Chorus]
From my heart
I'm giving you everything(everything)
From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there(I'll be there to love you) 
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel(all I feel is)
From my heart
From the heart

I will protect you 
And respect you
And be all you need
And when you reach for love
You only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down

They're staying around
I'll help you through every storm
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for

[Chorus]

I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Giving all I got with..all I've got is

[Chorus]

How Deep Is Your Love

Page 473

Family time today! 

It's been ages...

Had brunch at the famous Ambeng Cafe.

Soooo goooood. The quantity was HUGE.

But my family.. can finish anything haha.

Been feeling rather.. empty lately.

I've been bumping into many people who've caught my eye.

And then I'd look away, because I know I'm no match.

 I kinda miss that feeling of being in love.

Kinda.

But I'm too tired to start over with anyone anymore.

Really.

Idk..

I'll just.. wait.

& just focus on my passion for now.

Idk about you.

Are you sure it's what you want?

Let me ask you.

How deep is your love?

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Calvin Harris Ft Disciples - How Deep Is Your Love 

I want you to breathe me
Let me be your air
Let me roam your body freely
No inhibition, no fear

How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
What devotion are you?
How deep is your love?
Is it like nirvana?
Hit me harder, again
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
Pull me closer, again
How deep is your love?

How deep is your love?

Open up my eyes and
Tell me who I am
Let me in on all your secrets
No inhibition, no sin

How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
What devotion? Are you?
How deep is your love?
Is it like nirvana?
Hit me harder, again
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
Pull me closer, again
How deep is your love?

How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?

So tell me how deep is your love, can we go deeper?
So tell me how deep is your love, can we go deep?
So tell me how deep is your love, can we go dee

Dancing In The Dark

Page 472

Its been a while since I went out and had fun!

Hahaha.

Reunited with le Kukubandungs today.

We headed for Prata house and were really noisy as usual.
Always attracting attention HAHA.

Throughout the whole day we took photos and this Anjek couldnt take proper pics of us lmao.

We headed to this cafe called S'mores and had some ice cream and cakes.

Laughed my ass off so many times cause these Kukus are so nonsense! xD

Dilwale vibes?? Bahahaa.

HAHAHAHA.

So good!!

We went to Thompson Mall later on and walked around for fun. 

Made fun of almost everything.

So much fun today.

I need this..

Thanks a lot guys. 

To more outings in the future 

;)

<3

For now, I'll keep dancing in the dark.

Current Song Mood: Rihanna - Dancing In The Dark

Come on
I wanna dance in the dark
Come on
We're gonna light up the night
Come on
I wanna dance in the dark
Come on
We're gonna light up the night

Underdogs dance in the middle of the night
Can see the night skies in the mirror of your eyes
If you don't dance, make sure you got the rhythm
Make sure that your heartbeat beats with the rhythm

I wanna run wild in the middle of the night
Right under the moon, bodies glowing in the night
Nothing in between our skins but the rhythm
Make sure that your heartbeat beats with the rhythm

The nightime is the right time

I wanna dance in the dark
And never stop
We're gonna light up the night
Like shooting stars
Whenever you hear the sound
Don't be alarmed
Oh, oh, oh, dancing in the dark

I wanna dance in the dark
And never stop
We're gonna light up the night
Like shooting stars
Whenever you hear the sound
Don't be alarmed
Oh, oh, oh, dancing in the dark

Underdogs dance in the middle of the night
Out here with the stars like the creatures of the night
If you don't dance, make sure you got the rhythm
Make sure that your heartbeat beats with the rhythm

I wanna dance dance in the middle of the night
Can see the night skies in the mirror of your eyes
If you don't dance, make sure you got the rhythm
Make sure that your heartbeat beats with the rhythm

The nightime is the right time

I wanna dance in the dark
And never stop
We're gonna light up the night
Like shooting stars
Whenever you hear the sound
Don't be alarmed
Oh, oh, oh, dancing in the dark

I wanna dance in the dark
And never stop
We're gonna light up the night
Like shooting stars
Whenever you hear the sound
Don't be alarmed
Oh, oh, oh, dancing in the dark

I wanna dance in the dark
Come on
We're gonna light up the night
Come on
I wanna dance in the dark
Come on
We're gonna light up the night

I wanna dance in the dark
And never stop
We're gonna light up the night
Like shooting stars
Whenever you hear the sound
Don't be alarmed
Oh, oh, oh, dancing in the dark

I wanna dance in the dark
And never stop
We're gonna light up the night
Like shooting stars
Whenever you hear the sound
Don't be alarmed
Oh, oh, oh, dancing in the dark