Change Your Mind

Page 1162

The past seemed so recent..

It's always the end of the year that shit happens to me.

And I know you go through it too.

Well I hope.. this year it'll be different.

I know parts of you are still broken.

Parts of me are too.

And thats okay.

Thats what.. we're meant for.

Right now.

To heal each other.

And have each other's company.

Thank you for having the courage to share all of that tonight.

I want to change your mind.

Change.. your life.

Cause you've changed mine.

And I can't thank you enough for that.

So let me... be your song.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Tori Kelly - Change Your Mind

He came to me like a song
Like one I knew all along
And daddy he got a hold on me
I know you think that it's wrong
But he grew on me like a rose (Hmm)
The sweetest I've ever known (Hmm)
I swear that he got a hold on me (Hmm)
And now I can't let him go (Hmm)

No one ever said it was easy
And I love him
You gotta believe me
No, it don't seem right
But I'll change your
Mind, mind

Trust in me
I'ma need your blessing
Oh, I love him
I'm confessing
If it takes my life
I'ma change your mind

He spoke to me like the rain (Hmm)
I knew that I would have to see him again (Hmm)
And as he poured out his heart on me (Hmm)
I was a moth to a flame (Hmm)

No one ever said it was easy
And I love him
You gotta believe me
No, it don't seem right
But I'll change your
Mind, mind

Trust in me
I'ma need your blessing
Oh, I love him
I'm confessing
If it takes my life
I'ma change your mind

Oh, oh, ohh
Oh ohhh
On, no, no, no
I'ma change your mind

You look at me like the sun
And I can see that your mind's made up
But daddy he got a hold of me
I swear that he is the one

Light On

Page 1161

It's getting harder to leave you each time.

I'm just.. so comfortable.

With you.

Around you.

In your arms.

Even with the light on.

You keep me safe.

In your safe haven.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

Thank you for spending time with me.

It was worth it.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Maggie Rogers - Light On 

Would you believe me now if I told you I got caught up in a wave?
Almost gave it away
Would you hear me out if I told you I was terrified for days?
Thought I was gonna break

Oh, I couldn't stop it, tried to slow it all down
Crying in the bathroom, had to figure it out
With everyone around me saying, "You must be so happy now"

Oh, if you keep reachin' out
Then I'll keep coming back
And if you're gone for good
Then I'm okay with that
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)
And I am finding out
There's just no other way
That I'm still dancing at the end of the day
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)

And do you believe me now that I always had the best intentions, babe?
Always wanted to stay
Can you feel me now that I'm vulnerable in oh so many ways
And I'll never change

Oh, I couldn't stop it, tried to figure it out
But everything kept moving and the noise got too loud
With everyone around me saying, "You should be so happy now"

Oh, if you keep reachin' out
Then I'll keep coming back
And if you're gone for good
Then I'm okay with that
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)
And I am finding out
There's just no other way
That I'm still dancing at the end of the day
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)

I'll leave the light on, oh
Would you leave the light on?

If you keep reachin' out
Then I'll keep coming back
But if you're gone for good
Then I'm okay with that
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)
And I am finding out
There's just no other way
That I'm still dancing at the end of the day
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)

Oh, if you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
Oh, if you leave the light on

Say It

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'I just wanted to hear you say it'.

He whispered.

How do I feel this way so soon?

So soon.

I thought I couldnt fall in love again.

But I did.

You did it.

:)

How do two souls connect so perfectly?

I guess its the music.

Our passion.

And just.. the things we've been through.

The things we can talk about. And relate.

Last night you shared with me something personal.

And I just wanted to hug you so tight.

I never want you to go through that again.

Never want you to be hurt.

Cause you're my saviour.

And now, I'm yours.

Be strong, I'll see you soon.

Love you.

Just.. wanted to say it.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Maggie Rogers - Say It

Standing in the open light
Within the swelter of the night
I found myself staring at you
And every time our fingers touched
I felt like it would be too much
And too little to hang on to

I cannot fall in love with you
I cannot feel this way so soon, so soon
I cannot be this way with you
I cannot fall in love with you

I knew it when you looked my way
That I'd be begging you to stay
I couldn't say it to myself
I couldn't say it to myself
I fought that burdened pain away
I held on when you moved away
I couldn't say it to myself
I couldn't say it to myself
I couldn't say it
I couldn't just say it

And every evening, every time
I keep replaying in my mind
And wondering if you do the same
And if it makes you lose your breath
And if it makes you just forget
That all of it's a bit insane

I cannot fall in love with you
I cannot feel this way so soon
I cannot be this way with you
I cannot fall in love with you

I knew it when you looked my way
That I'd be begging you to stay
I couldn't say it to myself
I couldn't say it to myself
I fought that burdened pain away
I held on when you moved away
I couldn't say it to myself
I couldn't say it to myself

I knew it when you walked my way
That I'd be begging you to stay
I couldn't say it to myself
I couldn't say it to myself
I fought that burdened pain away
I held on when you moved away
I couldn't say it to myself
I couldn't say it to myself
I couldn't say it
I couldn't just say it

That I cannot fall in love with you
I cannot feel this way so soon, so soon
I cannot be this way with you
I cannot fall in love with you

Particles

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'Is this.. love?'

Yes.. it is.

It definitely is.

As the particles in the air made way for us.

And we huddled in our safe haven.

Warmth in each other's embrace.

Love in our eyes.

With dim lights and Olafur Arnalds playing in the background.

Yes sayang.

This is love.

And this is what healing feels like.

And I wish the whole world could experience what we are right now.

I love you so much.

Also, thank you for always introducing me to beautiful music.

:)

xx

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Olafur Arnalds Ft Nanna Bryndis - Particles

Here I am
Floating in emerald sea
Keep me dancing
Keep me as still as can be
And I try to keep the balance right
And I try but it feels like wasted time

But these heavy hands
They're pulling me down on my chest
Latching on, coloring all of my flesh
Quietly, you hover over me
And I fight but it feels like wasted time

Say goodnight
I know that I'm swallowed in sea
We collide, colors that devour me
Just say goodnight
I'm already down
I cry
Already down

Already down
And I cry
Already down

And I try
And I try
But it feels like wasted

You

Page 1158

It still feels surreal.

To find someone that loves me... for me.

That would do... just anything.

Maybe you're right.

Maybe I don't know how to react to all this.

But all I know is.

I want to hold on to you.

Only.. you.

Ps. Thank you for this beautiful song.

I love you.

xx

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Future of Forestry - You

You are a promise
You are a song
Smooth like a waterfall
A sea in the calm

You are the summer
You are the sun
You are the desert plain
Where the wild horses run

I want you to know
You’re the first thought
I want you to know the grace you’ve made of
I want you to feel
That you’re my dear, o-o-oh
And I want you to know

Deep as a valley
Sweet as a stream
Dark as a storm cloud
And bright as a dream

You are the summer
You are the sun
You are the desert plain
Where the wild horses run

I want you to know
You’re the first thought
I want you to know the grace you’ve made of
I want you to feel
That you’re my dear
Oh oh
And I want you to know

I want you to know
You’re the first thought
I want you to know the grace you’ve made of
I want you to feel
That you’re my dear
Oh oh
And I want you to know

Always In My Head

Page 1157

Such a sweetheart you are.

I don't think I'll ever get used to this.

I'll never get used to being pampered and treated specially.

Because I've been hurting for a really long time.

Being taken advantaged of again and again.

But you, you're different.

Even when you don't know me well, you've already given me so much love.

Even if its such a short amount of time knowing you.

I can feel it, your sincerity.

Thank you.

For choosing me, out of the rest.

You're always in my head.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Coldplay - Always In My Head

I think of you
I haven't slept
I think I do
But, I don't forget
My body moves
Goes where I will
But though I try my heart stays still
It never moves
Just won't be led

And so my mouth waters, to be fed
And you're always in my head

You're always in my head
You're always in my head
You're always in my head

You're always in my head
Always in my...
Always in my...

This, I guess, is to tell you you're chosen out from the rest...

High Hopes

Page 1156

Weird.

So weird.

Funny how life turns out.

How it all connects.

We've both experienced that.

Today was a whole level of deja vu.

But to see someone become passionate about something as much as I am..

That's so rare.

And I treasure that.

Yes, I'm happy with you.

Happy that I've found you.

Happy in your arms.

Seeing you tear up watching a show that means a lot to me.. it was.. something.

Something amazing.

This is healthy.

Us being there for each other.

Its.. healing.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

I don't have any expectations. 

But I have a strong feeling and high hopes that this..

This time it'll last.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Kodaline - High Hope

Broken bottles in the hotel lobby
Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again
But I know it's crazy to believe in silly things
But it's not that easy

I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started
But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept that now
It's time to let it go, go out and start again
But it's not that easy

But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, when it all comes to an end
But the world keeps spinning around

And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts of all the people who have come and gone
Memories, they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon
Naïve I was just staring at the barrel of a gun
And I do believe that, yeah

But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh, when it all comes to an end
Now the world keeps spinning
Yeah, the world keeps spinning around

High hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh,
And the world keeps spinning
Ooh, yeah, this world keeps spinning

How this world keeps spinning around

Everything I Need

Page 1155

Blessed.

Thankful.

Greatful.

To have you in my life.

You have all the qualities I love.

You..

You're everything I need.

Everything and more.

And I appreciate you.

So thank you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Skylar Grey - Everything I Need

Born on the wrong side of the ocean
With all the tides against you
You never thought you'd be much good for anyone
But that's so far from the truth

I know there's pain in your heart
And you're covered in scars
Wish you could see what I do

'Cause baby, everything you are
Is everything I need
You're everything to me
Baby, every single part
Is who you're meant to be
'Cause you were meant for me
And you're everything I need

You can say I'm wrong
You can turn your back against me
But I am here to stay
(I am here to stay)
Like the sea
She keeps kissing the shoreline
No matter how many times he pushes her away

'Cause baby, everything you are
Is everything I need
You're everything to me
Baby, every single part
Is who you're meant to be
'Cause you were meant for me

And everything happens for a reason
It's all a blessing in disguise
I used to question who I was
Well now I see
The answer is in your eyes

'Cause baby, everything you are
Is everything I need
You're everything to me
Baby, every single part
Is who you're meant to be
'Cause you were meant for me
And you're everything I need

Happier

Page 1154

Why am I so lucky?

I don't know.

Fate is so... unpredictable.

That's life.

 But I'm so happy that.. I'm in a better place right now.

This new year has started so incredibly so far.

I'm 3 songs into my EP right now.. and today was just.. so magical.

My most favourite song yet.

It was all because of you.

Inspired by you.

So thank you.

Thank you for your undying love.

Thank you for raising my spirits.

Thank you for making me.. happier.

Cause I truly am, right now.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Marshmello Ft Bastille - Happier 

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

When the morning comes
When we see what we've become
In the cold light of day we're a flame in the wind
Not the fire that we've begun
Every argument, every word we can't take back
'Cause with all that has happened
I think that we both know the way that the story ends

Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

When the evening falls
And I'm left there with my thoughts
And the image of you being with someone else
Well, it's eating me up inside
But we ran our course, we pretended we're okay
Now if we jump together at least we can swim
Far away from the wreck we made

Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go
So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
Even though I might not like this
I think that you'll be happier, I want you to be happier

Then only for a minute
I want to change my mind
'Cause this just don't feel right to me
I want to raise your spirits
I want to see you smile but
Know that means I'll have to leave

Know that means I'll have to leave
Lately, I've been, I've been thinking
I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go
I will go, go, go

Back To Life

Page 1153

Butterflies, all over again.

But this time.. from someone that loves me unconditionally.

That loves me for who I am.

That just loves... me.

Thank you so much for tonight.

It's like you brought me back to life.

And I can't wait to see you again.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Hailee Steinfeld - Back To Life

'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life

Our love's enough
Transcending us through space and time
It's holdin' up
It keeps you and me intertwined

What's a pipe dream if you ain't tryin' to do it?
What's a heartbreak if you ain't cryin' through it?
What's a sunset if you ain't ridin' into it?
Let's drive into it

'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life
And I know that you're gone but I swear that you're here
It's a feelin' that won't disappear
And you're bringin' me back to life
I was lookin' for somethin' that I couldn't find
It's a feelin' you give me inside

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
This feeling's comin' back to life

Our memories
They're more than just our history (Our history)
They lift me up
They flow like electricity (Oh-oh, oh)

What's a pipe dream if you ain't tryin' to do it?
What's a heartbreak if you ain't cryin' through it?
What's a sunset if you ain't ridin' into it?
Let's drive into it

'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life
And I know that you're gone but I swear that you're here
It's a feelin' that won't disappear
And you're bringin' me back to life
I was lookin' for somethin' that I couldn't find
It's a feelin' you give me inside

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
This feeling's comin' back to life

I can see you in the night
Comin' through like flashin' lights
When the world is passin' by
Oh, oh, oh
I can see you in the night
Comin' through like flashin' lights
When the world is passin' by
Oh, oh, oh

'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life
And I know that you're gone but I swear that you're here
It's a feelin' that won't disappear
And you're bringin' me back to life
I was lookin' for somethin' that I couldn't find
It's a feelin' you give me inside

'Cause I'm bringin' you back
'Cause I'm bringin' you back
'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life
'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life
And you're bringin' me back
And you're bringin' me back
And you're bringin' me back to life
This feeling's comin' back to life

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause I'm bringin' you back to life
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
This feeling's comin' back to life

Thank U, Next

Page 1152

Said it too soon.

Cause...

My heart's been taken already.

And we havent even met.

Hahaha. Holy shit.

I...

Don't know what to feel.

It's so exhilarating.

Yet so fucking scary.

Tomorrow...

I can't wait. 

To see you.

:)

Thank you...

To the ones before.

Because if all that never happened...

I wouldn't be this happy right now.

So for that I say..

Thank u, Next.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Ariana Grande  - Thank U, Next.

Thought I'd end up with Sean
But he wasn't a match
Wrote some songs about Ricky
Now I listen and laugh
Even almost got married
And for Pete, I'm so thankful
Wish I could say, "Thank you" to Malcolm
'Cause he was an angel

One taught me love
One taught me patience
And one taught me pain
Now, I'm so amazing
Say I've loved and I've lost
But that's not what I see
So, look what I got
Look what you taught me
And for that, I say

Thank you, next (Next)
Thank you, next (Next)
Thank you, next
I'm so fuckin' grateful for my ex
Thank you, next (Next)
Thank you, next (Next)
Thank you, next (Next)
I'm so fuckin'...

Spend more time with my friends
I ain't worried 'bout nothin'
Plus, I met someone else
We havin' better discussions
I know they say I move on too fast
But this one gon' last
'Cause her name is Ari
And I'm so good with that (So good with that)

She taught me love (Love)
She taught me patience (Patience)
How she handles pain (Pain)
That shit's amazing (Yeah, she's amazing)
I've loved and I've lost (Yeah, yeah)
But that's not what I see (Yeah, yeah)
'Cause look what I've found (Yeah, yeah)
Ain't no need for searching, and for that, I say

Thank you, next (Thank you, next)
Thank you, next (Thank you, next)
Thank you, next (Thank you)
I'm so fuckin' grateful for my ex
Thank you, next (Thank you, next)
Thank you, next (Said thank you, next)
Thank you, next (Next)
I'm so fuckin' grateful for my ex

Thank you, next
Thank you, next
Thank you, next
I'm so fucking...

One day I'll walk down the aisle
Holding hands with my mama
I'll be thanking my dad
'Cause she grew from the drama
Only wanna do it once, real bad
Gon' make that shit last
God forbid something happens
Least this song is a smash (Song is a smash)

I've got so much love (Love)
Got so much patience (Patience)
I've learned from the pain (Pain)
I turned out amazing (Turned out amazing)
Say I've loved and I've lost (Yeah, yeah)
But that's not what I see (Yeah, yeah)
'Cause look what I've found (Yeah, yeah)
Ain't no need for searching
And for that, I say

Thank you, next (Thank you, next)
Thank you, next (Thank you, next)
Thank you, next
I'm so fuckin' grateful for my ex
Thank you, next (Thank you, next)
Thank you, next (Said thank you, next)
Thank you, next (Next)
I'm so fuckin' grateful for my ex

Thank you, next
Thank you, next
Thank you, next
Yeah, yee
Thank you, next
Thank you, next
Thank you, next
Yeah, yee