Thursday, August 26, 2021

Skinnydipped

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HEY!!!!

Just a quick update.

Sorry for the wait.

I know I've been missing for a bit.

Just been busy hustling with my part-time.

And taking newer roles and responsibilities at my full-time.

Taking it day by day.

This month is passing by in a blink of an eye.

Well, the last work week for the month has ended for me. 

Time for a 'break.'

Well not exactly, but I'll be going for reservist and clearing some leaves in the coming weeks.

Not exactly excited for reservist cause I didnt quite have a good one 2 years ago (LOLOL).

But anyways, at least there will be familiar faces! Quite excited to catch up hahah.

For now, the weekends are almost here and I'm just gonna relax, unwind and spend time with me partner. :)

Cheerss.

Love, Eran.

Ps. This new BANKS song rocksss.

Current Song Mood: BANKS - Skinnydipped

I'm a little late
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Get your water for the wait
Uh-uh, uh-uh

I dabble in the past, yeah, I said it
I finally admit it
I told you it was over then I skinny-dipped and did it
I shoulda known better but I didn't overthink it
And I probably would've floated but I sank it

Took a dive in the deep and forgot to move
Swam with the fish till my kiss turn blue
I aired out my sheets 'cause they smell like you
I cleaned out the salt in my wounds

And I'm a little late
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Get your water for the wait
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Take you out onto the lake
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Then I'll let you swim away
Uh-uh, uh-uh

I step on every crack, gimme credit
Your ego never fed it
My legs just caught a cold and so I didn't wanna spread it
You told me if I tried to walk away, I would regret it
Maybe if I didn't swim I woulda sweat it

Used to read every story about me and you
Checked out your book, now it's overdue
I tried to return 'cause I'm over you
I cleaned out the salt in my wounds

And I'm a little late
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Get your water for the wait
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Take you out onto the lake
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Then I'll let you swim away
Uh-uh, uh-uh

Acting like you know me
Instead of trying to show me
Say you praise my body
I could love somebody else
Better if I was lonely
Justified to hold me
Maybe if I was the only
Better if I woulda known better

And I'm a little late
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Get your water for the wait
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Take you out onto the lake
Uh-uh, uh-uh
Then I'll let you swim away
Uh-uh, uh-uh


Sunday, August 8, 2021

The Devil

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Shucks. 

It has begun.

Gates of hell has opened and the devil lurks in every corner.

Quite an interesting activity going on just now.

The garden outside my workplace probably looks like a graveyard by now.

:D

I for one, particularly don't look forward to this particular month because so many things happened to me last year (my injuries & workplace blowing up etc).

Meh.

Life still goes on.

I on the other hand, am not looking to go back to work after 3 days away.

Where did the time go man????

But then again I did enjoy spending time with my partner. :)

Living & Loving.

In the comfort of our own space.

I'm forever thankful.

🤍

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: BANKS - The Devil

I'm the devil and I speed with the pedal on the gas
And I think I like a fast life better now
I'm the devil, did they tell you I'm the devil?
Put your faith in another life past

Someone write my new name down
Someone write my new name down
Someone write my new name down
Someone write my new name down

Way down I go
Got a one-way ticket and the devil waiting
Call from down low
Naïve I know

Pu-pu-pu-pull me back down through the fire
Write my name down for the hire
I hear the bones in the devil retired
So someone write my new name down
Cuz I'm the
DEVIL

I'm the devil and I speed with the pedal on the gas
And I think I like a fast life better now
I'm the devil, did they tell you I'm the devil?
Put your faith in another life past

I'm the devil and I speed with the pedal on the gas
And I think I like a fast life better now
I'm the devil, did they tell you I'm the devil?
Put your faith in another life past

Rectified while feeding me for lying
And it taste so good
Two on my shoulder
One of em right
Black and the white
Certified- I ain't the nice one

Pu-pu-pu-pull em back all the opinions
I ain't really bothered and it taste so good
And you liking me ain't something I desire
So someone write my new name down
Cuz I'm the
DEVIL

I'm the devil and I speed with the pedal on the gas
And I think I like a fast life better now
I'm the devil, did they tell you I'm the devil?
Put your faith in another life past

I'm the devil and I speed with the pedal on the gas
And I think I like a fast life better now
I'm the devil, did they tell you I'm the devil?
Put your faith in another life past

I go
Way down
Cuz I'm the
DEVIL now
I go
Way down
I go
Way down
Cuz I'm the
DEVIL now

Cuz I'm the
DEVIL now

Cuz I'm the
DEVIL now


Sunday, August 1, 2021

Happier Than Ever

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Happy August! :)

Have you heard Billie Eilish's new album???

If not, you are trulyyyyy, respectfullyyyy, missing out.

Even though I've told myself I don't want to overplay it.

I did.

Haha.

There's so much nostalgia in this album. With influences from old rnb throwback tracks. And heck, even Avril Lavigne!

It is timeless. And cathartic. And a classic.

And makes me feel things I have not felt in a lot time.

Everyone seems to be embracing their rock/pop-punk roots again.

And as did Billie with the second half of Happier Than Ever.

I remembered listening to it with my partner and we both were just going crazy and rolling on the floor when it went all out maaaaaad. That feeling was just, sooo surreal. Special. & Priceless.

It's why I love music.

Heck, even Ms Hayley Williams herself came back from her hiatus to tweet about her.

Which Billie acknowledge on Insta herself! Hehe.

It's sooo crazy. 

And then there's the music video.

 I had goosebumps watching it. Especially when she was in the rain and being herself. And the ending where she just jumped into the water. And disappeared. 

Damn.

She really outdid herself this era.

And I'm so inspired to see her continue growing. 

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever

When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true

Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do

Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passing through
Was I even on your way?

I knew when I asked you to
Be cool about what I was telling you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid

Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware that you
Made me miserable
So if you really wanna know

When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true

You call me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends

I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You made me hate this city

And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fucking sad

So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad

I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I
Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid

You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone