Friday, September 16, 2022

Eat Me

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It doesnt end does it?

One thing after another.

While i'm grasping on my sanity.

I think work is just taking a toll on me today.

Sigh.

Eat me.

Difficult patients are not worth the mental toll. So do whatever you want.

It just sucks that I know what to expect.

That I will get an earful on Monday, for just being human.

Lol.

I'm quite sick and tired of this shit.

Just take me away.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Demi Lovato Feat Royal & the Serpents - Eat Me

Be more predictable
Be less political
Not too original
Keep to tradition, but stay individual

Dirty but washable
Winning but stoppable
All that I'm hearing is
You want to make the impossible possible

Is this what you'd all prefer?
Would you like me better if I was still her?
Did she make your mouths water?
Uh

I know the part I've played before
I know the shit that I've ignored
I know the girl that you adored
She's dead, it's time to fucking mourn
I can't spoon feed you anymore
I can't spoon feed you anymore
Dinner's served, it's on the floor
I can't spoon feed you anymore
You'll have to eat me as I am
You'll have to eat me as I am

Clean and digestible (Clean and digestible)
Less of a spectacle (Less of a spectacle)
More one dimensional
Try to be sexy, but don't be too sexual (Don't be too sexual)

Please be presentable
Bit more accessible
Get up on your pedestal
Everyone's watching, so don't be forgettable

Longer hair and tighter clothes
Would you like me better if I didn't appose?
Silver platters, pretty bows
Fuck

I know the part I've played before
I know the shit that I've ignored
I know the girl that you adored
She's dead, it's time to fucking mourn
I can't spoon feed you anymore
I can't spoon feed you anymore
Dinner's served, it's on the floor
I can't spoon feed you anymore
You'll have to eat me as I am
You'll have to eat me as I am

Choke on it
Choke on it

I know the part I've played before
I know the shit that I've ignored
I know the girl that you adored
She's dead, it's time to fucking mourn
I can't spoon feed you anymore
I can't spoon feed you anymore
Dinner's served, it's on the floor
I can't spoon feed you anymore
You'll have to eat me as I am
You'll have to eat me as I am

Thursday, September 1, 2022

Billie Bossa Nova

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OMFGGGGG BILLIEEEEEE

Can't believe I got to see her perform live.

It feels like a dream come true.

And who else better to share it with than my partner? :)

Cause I'm the one who introduced Billie's music to him HAHA.

First full concert after 2 years and here we are.

What a great start to to experience gigs again.

She was soooo amazing.

Rocking each performances. With FINNEAS supporting her on the side.

Man.

It's everything I could dream of.

And more.

🤍


Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Billie Eilish - Billie Bossa Nova 

Love when it comes without a warning
'Cause waiting for it gets so boring
A lot can change in twenty seconds
A lot can happen in the dark
Love when it makes you lose your bearings
Some information's not for sharing
Use different names at hotel check-ins
It's hard to stop it once it starts
(It starts)

I'm not sentimental
But there's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
Makes me wanna take a picture
Make a movie with you that we'd have to hide

You better lock your phone
And look at me when you're alone
Won't take a lot to get you going
I'm sorry if it's torture though
I know, I know

It might be more of an obsession
You really make a strong impression
Nobody saw me in the lobby
Nobody saw me in your arms

I'm not sentimental
But there's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
Makes me wanna make 'em jealous
I'm the only one who does it how you like

You better lock your phone
And look at me when you're alone
Won't take a lot to get you going
I'm sorry if it's torture though
I know, I know

You better lock your door
And look at me a little more
We both know I'm worth waiting for
That heavy breathing on the floor
I'm yours, I'm yours
(I'm yours)

I'm not sentimental
I'm not sentimental
I'm not sentimental