Crave

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Gosh it takes so much effort to blog these days.

I'm getting OLDERRRR!!!! Lmao.

Being away from most social media, the ones closest to you will take the effort to wish you on your birthday.

That's when you know who to treasure in your life. The real ones.

This year's birthday was so busy, it felt pretty overwhelming?!

Tbh I've never felt that way hahah.

Spent it with the most important people in my life.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

From my eldest brother surprising us with food and cake.

And treating us to seafood at East Coast Lagoon on Saturday evening.

To earlier in the day where my partner surprised me on our date with my bestie.

I was so shocked and blur HAHAHA.

And my bestie surprising me with a care pack (filled with chocolates) & the sweetest scrapbook of our past.

?!?! 

Oh man. I teared up. Did NOT expect that! So sweet.

We had good food and coffee, over interesting stories from our lives.

We had such a good day out + casual photoshoots 🥹

Treated my family on Sunday and my 2nd bro's GF decided to surprise us with a panCAKE by calling the outlet 💀💀💀

😎

And to top it all off, Paramore released A NEW ALBUUUUUM. (It's been on repeaaaat)!

Best bday gift ever?!

Thank you. I'm so so blessed. And so so thankful.

I even feel like, I didnt deserve it.

:(

Ok back to the DIE-t. Jeezus.

Here's to an exciting 28.

🥹🤍

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Paramore - Crave

I can't wait to memorize this day
Oh, a picture could not contain
The way it feels
You say, "Live in the present."
I'm already dreaming of how it begins
And trying to savor the moment
But I know the feeling will come to an end

So I
Crave
Crave to do it again
All again
Crave
Crave to do it again, I
Just for a second it all felt simple
I'm already missing it
So I
Crave
Crave to do it again
All again

I romanticize even the worst of times
When all it took to make me cry
Was being alive
Look up and see a reflection of someone who never gave way to the pain
What if I told 'em, now that I'm older, there isn't a moment that I'd wanna change

Now I
Crave
Crave to do it again
All again
Crave
Crave to do it again, I
Just for a second it all felt simple
I'm already missing it
So I crave
Crave to do it again
All again

Any second
Feel the present
Future and the past
Connecting

Any second
Feel the present
Future and the past
Connecting

Crave
Crave, to do it again (Do it)
All again
Crave
Crave to do it again, I
Just for a second it all felt simple
I'm already missing it
So I crave
Crave to do it again
All again

KYRH

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Happy Birthday, Dad.

I'm glad you're still here.

🤍

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Hayley Williams - KYRH

Keep you right here
Where the line is
At my fingers
On the surface
Keep you right here
Where the line is
Keep you right here

Keep you right here
Where the line is
At my fingers
On the surface
Keep you right here
Where the line is
Keep you right here

Moment

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HEYYAAAAA!

It's been a while haha.

Here's a photo dump!

Syahidah's face tho HAHAHHAHAHA.

Best steak EVERRRR.

Hai :3

The year has been moving full speed ahead.

It is already February. Can you believe it?????!

I'm turning 28 in 3 days.

Wtf ._.

I still feel like I haven't changed.

Like that inner child is still in me. My partner knows best hahaha.

Been busy planning out the rest of the year.

And wow, it's hella PACKED. I'm totally booked.

I know for sure imposter's syndrome is gonna kick it.

And for the first time in a while, I'm actually glad?

There's so much to do.

So much to live for.

Live is just too short.

Thankful. Grateful. Blessed. 

This is my moment.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Joesef - Moment

Difference
Sitting across from me, I can feel the change in you
In how you move
Listen
Adjusting your tone of voice just to try and change the mood
It's nothing new

Now I can smell the burning of your mum's cigarettes
I'm staring into your eyes, hope that we can forget
The feeling's gone
Till I'm on my own

Only for a moment, moment
Take me some place where you'll never slip away
Only for a moment, moment
Take me some place where nothing could ever change

Is this it?
Could we fall apart together just like we used to do?
All blood and bruises
Do you remember
Splitting a bag infant of the car?
You know it never really mattered what for
Did those nights even happen at all?

Doesn't really matter what I did, what you said
We're wrapped around each other at the edge of the bed
The feeling's gone
I'm all alone

Only for a moment, moment
Take me some place where you'll never slip away
Only for a moment, moment
Take me some place where nothing could ever change

You said
It's just out of habit that we fall back into old ways
There's no shame
It's too late
The bitterness is killing us, it's something we just can't shake
It doesn't matter if it's

Only for a moment, moment
Take me some place where you'll never slip away
Only for a moment, moment
Take me some place where nothing could ever change

(You'll never slip away)
(You'll never slip away)
(You'll never slip away)
(You'll never slip away)