Friday, December 29, 2023

The End

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OMG I FORGOT I HAD A BLOG.

Ok kidding, I've just been super lazy to post.

What's up guys, how YOU doing?

We're at the end of the year.

It feels like time just slipped through your fingers doesnt it?

For me especially because of how chaotic it was, but also damn productive???

For once, haha.

I started the year determined to put out a set of visuals for the Album that I was crafting.

I remembered how chaotic it was trying to find people to do it for me, the way I wanted to...

And how EXPENSIVE it actually was. 

Was I ready to fork out more money? Well I guess I had to. But it was definitely tough to find something of value.

Ultimately I ended up going with a friend from NS (Thank god for connections!) And we ended up making a set of videos I was really proud of, albeit the budget.

From then on it was an insane ride.

I filmed 5 videos and a webseries in a span of a month.

By then I was so so drained, but so satisfied.

It was NON-STOP.

Even after that I was hit with a series of unfortunate events at home, which I dont want to get into. (That was Aug-Oct)

The only thing keeping me sane was my partner & my cat. 

My beautiful cat!!!

DID I MENTION WE ADOPTED A CAT??!!?


Bella has been the greatest blessing this year..

I am so so thankful she came into our lives.

After videos were shot, it was planning for the release.

My NS Buddy (again, thank god for NS) helped me through with it, and we had a night worth remembering & celebrating on Oct 13. :). (Same release day as Troye's album EEEEK!)







After the release date, was our trip to Melbourne :))

Again, some series of unfortunate events, but fuck thaaaat.

We had the best time, living & breathing the coffee in Melbourne.

The cold weather was MUCH appreciated.

I truly just wanna live there for a year and see how it goes. 

Haha... Maybe one day.

14 days went by and back to reality.

When I got back I got so FAT, I decided it was time. 

To go for a blood test and see what shit I needed worry about next.

*Thankfully*, it was just high cholesterol. I guess?

Doc said to me 'Did you ummm, enjoy life a bit too much?'

Me to myself 'Fuck yeah I did.' LOL.

But anyway, it was right after that, that I told myself I needed to get my shit together, and LOSE SOME FUCKING WEIGHT.

So I've literally been counting calories, fasting during lunch and hitting the gym routinely.

I've lost close to 4kg since then.. but not checking during this holiday period cause IYKYK LMAO.

Anyway, that's about it!

All in all, 2023 has a been a chaotic, wonderful & memorable ride.

And I just wanna quiet down a bit from now.

Work on my craft..

Learn production.

Continue writing.

We shall see where it leads..

Till then, take care guys. 

🤍✨

Love, Eran.


Current Song Mood: Tom Odell - The End

I was twenty days clean yesterday
Got a key ring if I make it through to May
Can we talk? Is that okay?
If you've got time, I know a place
A rose garden in the north side of the park
They shut the gates about an hour after dark
We could walk there, we can laugh
Ain't it funny how owners look like their dogs
Oh, I'll claw back my confidence
You'll say, "Do you think we can be friends?"
Or maybe we have reached the end
Or maybe we have reached the end
Do you remember when Taylor Hawkins died?
Did you see his son playing the drums live?
It made me sad, did it make you cry?
I thought of you, I don't know why
Oh, give me back my oxygen
You'll say, "Do you think we can be friends?"
Or maybe we have reached the end
Maybe we have reached the end