Wednesday, September 19, 2018

Lucky Strike

Page 1092

'I'm so lucky.. to have met you.'

You said as you looked at me, shy.

But boy you're wrong..

Cause I'm the lucky one.

It felt that way as I stared into your pretty eyes.

As our warm hands interlocked.

And our lips quivered in those quick moments.

You...

You're my lucky strike.

:)

Take me anywhere, as long as its with you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Troye Sivan - Lucky Strike

Oh, I want to know just how to love you
The jewel of California
Oh, I want to skip stones on your skin, boy
And drown me in your water

And my boy like a queen
Unlike one you've ever seen
He knows how to love me better
A hit of dopamine, higher than I've ever been
He knows how to love me better

Cause you're safe like spring time
Short days, long nights, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Cause you taste like Lucky Strikes
You drag, I light, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you

Oh, I wanna tip toe through your bliss, boy
Get lost the more I find ya
Oh (na na na na), don't wanna miss a second of this, boy
Hold tight and love me longer

And my boy like a queen
Unlike one you've ever seen
He knows how to love me better
A hit of dopamine, higher than I've ever been
He knows how to love me better

Cause you're safe like spring time
Short days, long nights, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Cause you taste like Lucky Strikes
You drag, I light, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
(Tell me all the ways to love you)
(Tell me all the ways to love you)

Breathe me in, exhale slow
Take me to anywhere you wanna go
Breathe me in, exhale slow
Take me to anywhere you wanna go

'Cause you're safe like spring time
Short days, long nights, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Cause you taste like Lucky Strikes
You drag, I light, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
(Tell me all the ways to love you)
(Tell me all the ways to love you)
(Tell me all the ways to love you)
(Tell me all the ways to love you)



Tuesday, September 18, 2018

Better

Page 1091

It's amazing how I can feel so much for someone in such a short time.

But really, you make me feel some kinda way.

And I just wanna make you happy.

Nothing feels better than this.

Nothing...

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Khalid - Better

Love
Just know that I'll ever be here
I'll be with you, love
It's not alright and I'll never get that back now
I'm not...it doesn't sound so good

I love to see you shine in the night like the diamond you are
(I love to see you shine in the night like the diamond you are)
I'm on the other side, it's alright, just hold me in the dark
(I'm on the other side, it's alright, just hold me in the dark)
No one's got your number, what we do, hit me up when you're gone
(No one's got your number what we do, hit me up when you're gone)
'Cause all the counter space
Are we made when you name that you choose

Nothing feels better than this
Nothing feels better
Nothing feels better than this
Nothing feels better, no, no
We don't got to hide, this is what you like, I gotta make
Nothing feels better than this

You say we're just friends but I swear when nobody's around
(You say we're just friends but I swear when nobody's around)
You keep an arm around your neck, to connect, are you feeling it now?
(You keep an arm around your neck, to connect, are you feeling it now?)
'Cause I am
I'm just a hide under the nest but it got me feel my feel lift the crown
Oh, yeah
You battle against the world, this is all you've been talking about
And my answer is

Nothing feels better
Nothing feels better than this
Nothing feels better
Nothing feels better than this
Nothing feels better, no
We don't got to hide, this is what you like, I gotta make
Nothing feels better than this

No left, right left, like
Take it back to you're side to side
Like than I hate
No left, right left, like
Take it back to you're side to side
Like

Nothing feels better than this
Nothing feels better
Nothing feels better than this
Nothing feels better, no
We don't got to hide, this is what you like, I gotta make
Nothing feels better than this

Nothing feels better than this


Monday, September 17, 2018

Can't Help Falling In Love

Page 1090

I never expected it to be this.. magical.

An encounter like this..

I was hesitant to be honest.

Lazy. Tired.

But I ended up.. fallin' instead.

Your smile.

Your laugh.

The way you are.

The way you made me feel.

And how you're just... into me.

Like how I'm so into you now.

:)

Wise men say... only fools rush in.

But I can't help.. falling in love with you.

I saw how disappointed you really were when I said I had to leave for 2 weeks.

I'm sorry.

Let's meet up one last time before that happens.

Promise. 

:)

Love, Eran

Current Song Mood: Kina Grannis - Can't Help Falling In Love

Wise men say, only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you

Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows, Gently to the sea
Darlin so we go, somethings were meant to be
So take my hand, take my whole life too
Fore I can't help fallin in love with you

Like a river flows, Gently to the sea
Darlin so we know, somethings were meant to be
So take my hand, take my whole life too
Fore I can't help fallin in love with you
Fore I can't help fallin in love with you

Friday, September 14, 2018

Everytime

Page 1089

Thanks for the spending the night with me.

And slowly opening up to me.

It means a lot.

About how you choose... me.

I like how we click.

Its getting... comfortable.

Slowly...

But surely.

I go back to you, everytime.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Ariana Grande - Everytime  

Back to you, back to you, back to you
Back to you, back to you, back to you
I go back to you, back to you, back to you everytime

I get tired of your no-shows
You get tired of my control
They keep telling me to let go
But I don't really let go when I say so
I keep giving people blank stares
I'm so different when you're not there
It's like something out of Shakespeare
Because I'm really not here when you're not there

I've tried to fight our energy
But everytime I think I'm free

You get high and call on the regular
I get weak and fall like a teenager
Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?
I get drunk, pretend that I'm over it
Self-destruct, show up like an idiot
Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?

I go back to you, back to you, back to you
Back to you, back to you, back to you
I go back to you, back to you, back to you everytime

Just when I get on a new wave
Boy, you look at me and I slip outta my lace
They keep calling me a head-case
'Cause I can't make a good case why we can't change

I've tried to fight our energy
But everytime I think I'm free

You get high and call on the regular
I get weak and fall like a teenager
Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you? (back to you, baby)
I get drunk, pretend that I'm over it
Self-destruct, show up like an idiot
Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?

I go back to you, back to you, back to you (I go back to you)
Back to you, back to you, back to you (back to you)
I go back to you, back to you, back to you everytime
I go back to you, back to you, back to you
Back to you, back to you, back to you
I go back to you, back to you, back to you everytime

Wednesday, September 12, 2018

R.E.M.

Page 1088

My eyes closed and it started again.

It played and played like an R.E.M.

I'm not as intrigued as the past ones.

I've learnt my lesson.

Time and time again.

Yet, I wouldn't mind seeing you again.

And listen to your endless stories.

I wonder how you're doing?

Or maybe you already have someone else in your texts.

I wouldn't be surprised.

You're.. such a dream to me.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Ariana Grande - R.E.M

Mhm, last night, boy, I met you, yeah
When I was asleep (sleep)
You're such a dream to me, mmm, woah
And it was on a day like this, yeah
If you can believe
If you can believe (If you can believe)
You're such a dream to me

Before you speak, don't move
'Cause I don't wanna wake up
Wake up, wake up, wake up
Don't wanna wake up, oh
Wake up, wake up, wake up
Boy, you're such a dream if you can believe, ayy
Boy, you're such a dream to me

"Excuse me, um, I love you"
I know that's not the way to start a conversation, trouble
I watch them other girls when they come and bug you
But I felt like I knew you, so I just wanted to hug you
Plus, you don't know your way around
You can stop your playing now
All your worries, lay 'em down, shh, don't say it loud
Is this real, baby?
(Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum)
You like?
"I love you"
Who starts a conversation like that? Nobody, but I do
But you are not a picture, I can't cut you up and hide you
I'll get you out my mind, mhm, I tried to
But I just want to stand and yell
I will never dare to tell
Think I heard some wedding bells, shh, keep it to yourself
Is this real? (Is this real?)

Before you speak, don't move
'Cause I don't wanna wake up
Wake up, wake up, wake up
Don't wanna wake up, oh no
Wake up, wake up, wake up
'Cause you're such a dream if you can believe
You're such a dream to me, mmm, boy

I could buy you anything, but I cannot buy you
Before your boy gets smart, I would never try to
You know I'm thinking to myself, "What happened, why you?"
But when I see you in my dreams, psh, I knew
You know how to treat it, you know how to eat it
You know how to beat it (I know how to keep it)
The Good Housekeeping Seal
(Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum)
I don't just wanna touch you
I'm tryna turn two single people into a couple
What's your next month like? Tell me what ya up to
We can leave right now, boy, you don't need a duffle
What about La Perla? Let Vickie keep her secret
Boy, it ain't no secret if I know you're gonna peep it, oh

Before you speak, don't move
'Cause I don't wanna wake up
Wake up, wake up, wa-wake up
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wa-wake up
Oh, I don't wanna

'Cause you're such a dream (does this end?)
If you can believe, you're such a dream to me
To me, mmm, boy, to me




Tuesday, September 11, 2018

Goodnight N Go

Page 1087

You're eccentric.

I like that.

Why'd you have to be so cute?

You share the same sorrows I do.

I feel you.

Every bit of you.  

But I guess you've had it worse.

All the shit you've been through.

Please feel better.

I'm here now.

I want to see you again.

And learn more about you.

Well..

Till next time.

Just say goodnight n go.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Ariana Grande - Goodnight N Go

Tell me why you gotta look at me that way
You know what it does to me
So baby, what you tryna say?
Lately, all I want is you on top of me
You know where your hands should be
So baby, won't you come show me?
I got you, I got you dreamin'
You close your eyes and you're screamin'
Play with your mind for no reason
I know you love how I tease it
You know that I'm playin', so don't be mistaken
You already know what I'm thinkin', boy

Oh, why'd you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you, ah
Why must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well
Just say goodnight and go
Just say goodnight and go
Just say goodnight and go

One of these days
You'll miss your train and come stay with me
(It's always say goodnight and go)
We'll have drinks and talk about things
And any excuse to stay awake with you
And you'd sleep here, and I'd sleep there
But then the heating may be down again
(At my convenience)
We'd be good, we'd be great together

Why'd you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you, ah
Why must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well
Just say goodnight and go
Just say goodnight and go
Just say goodnight and go

I know how you want it, baby, just like this
Know you're thinking' 'bout it, baby, just one kiss
While you're lookin' at 'em, baby, read my lips
I know what you want, but you can't have this

Want to say goodnight
Want to say goodnight and go
Want to say goodnight
Baby, say goodnight and go
Want to say goodnight
Say goodnight and go

Saturday, September 8, 2018

Yellow

Page 1086

It's been quite a week.

I sat quietly. sippin' my ice drink.

As I admired the company.

The flushed faces.

The crazy laughters.

The snacks and beers.

The noisy karaoke background.

The lively night.

The different ethnicities.

Very... Singaporean.

It makes me.. proud to be yellow.

I watched Crazy Rich Asians recently.

So proud of our heritage.

Fun fact: I auditioned for the background acting haha.

Didnt get the part, but I ventured into other projects because of it.

Thankful.

Life, is beautiful.

In it's unexpected ways.

We just need to pause, and take a breather sometimes.

Have a good weekend.

xx

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Katherine Ho - Yellow ( Coldplay Cover)

我想知道 流星能飛多久
它的美麗 是否 值得去尋求
夜空的花 散落在你身後
幸福了我很久 值得去等候
於是我心狂奔 從黃昏到清晨 不能再承受

情願 墜落在你手中
羽化 成黑夜的彩虹
蛻變 成月光的清風 成月光的清風

幸福 跳進你的河流 一直游到盡頭 跳進你的河
幸福 跳進你的河流 一直游到盡頭 跳進你的河

幸福 跳進你的河流 一直游到盡頭 跳進你的河
幸福 跳進你的河流 一直游到盡頭 跳進你的河
幸福 跳進你的河流 一直游到盡頭 跳進你的河

我想知道 流星能飛多久
它的美麗 是否