Wouldn't It Be Great

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I love connecting with people.

Especially those that have the same burning passion that I do.

Today inspired me.

The talented people I met.

It makes me wanna... do more.

Be more.

I just wish I could do music full-time.

Have my own... studio.

Wouldn't it be great?

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Rei Brown - Wouldn't It Be Great

I'm trapped beneath the ice
Memories and flashbacks pull me down
Further I decline
I hear a voice as I begin to drown

Wouldn't it be great
If no one had to leave
Wouldn't it be great
If our hearts didn't bleed
Some things stay
And some things fade
Wouldn't it be great
If things were okay

I find her silhouette
Dances in the corners of my mind
The sun begins to set
And still her shadow's there for me to find

Wouldn't it be great
If no one had to leave
Wouldn't it be great
If our hearts didn't bleed
Some things stay
And some things fade
Wouldn't it be great
If things are okay

I'm So Tired...

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I'm so tired...

Sinus and migraines.

Long day at work.

Thinking of this week makes me nervous too.

But all my problems just go away when I'm in your arms.

Thank you.

I'm never tired of you.

Please don't ever look down on yourself.

I loveeeee you.

So much.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Lauv Ft Troye Sivan - I'm So Tired...

[Lauv:]
I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, woah
So tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, woah

Party, trying my best to meet somebody
But everybody around me is falling in love to our song
I-I, oh I... yeah
Hate it, taking a shot 'cause I can't take it
But I don't think they make anything that strong so I hold on
I-I, oh I... yeah

I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, woah
So tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, woah

[Troye Sivan:]
Strangers, killing my lonely nights with strangers
And when they leave, I go back to our song, I hold on
I-I, oh I...
Hurts like heaven, lost in the sound
Buzzcut season like you're still around
Can't unmiss you and I need you now
Yeah, I-I, oh I... yeah

[Lauv & Troye Sivan:]
I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, woah
So tired of love songs, tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, woah
I'm so tired of love songs
Tired of love songs, tired of love songs (someone take me home)
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home ('cause I can't be alone)
Wanna go home, woah
So tired of love songs, tired of love songs (I'm so tired)
Tired of love songs, tired of love
Just wanna go home, wanna go home
Wanna go home, woah

Lost Stars

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Another beautiful day with you.

Love snuggling up with you on the couch.

Watching horror shows.

With yummy food in our tummies.

Hehe.

It's so simple but wonderful.

And I love it.

I love you.

We're like... lost stars. That just found each other.

Flames that got reignited. 

After being floating around and being lost for so long...

Thank you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Adam Levine - Lost Stars

Please don't see
Just a boy caught up in dreams and fantasies
Please see me
Reaching out for someone I can't see

Take my hand, let's see where we wake up tomorrow
Best laid plans sometimes are just a one night stand
I'll be damned, Cupid's demanding back his arrow
So let's get drunk on our tears

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

Who are we?
Just a speck of dust within the galaxy?
Woe is me
If we're not careful turns into reality

But don't you dare let our best memories bring you sorrow
Yesterday I saw a lion kiss a deer
Turn the page, maybe we'll find a brand new ending
Where we're dancing in our tears

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

And I thought I saw you out there crying
And I thought I heard you call my name
And I thought I heard you out there crying
Just the same

And God, give us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and this lamb is on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light ... light up the dark?

And I thought I saw you out there crying
And I thought I heard you call my name
And I thought I heard you out there crying
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?
Are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

Genesis

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I felt like a pampered princess today.

Haha.

Thank you.

For making me feel special.

It's been a month since we've met.

And life has been so beautiful and colourful since.

It feels like.. a genesis of something beautiful.

Us.

And I hope it stays this special for a really long time.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - Genesis

In the beginning
God created Heaven and Earth
For what it's worth, I think that he might've created you first
Just my opinion
Your body is the one paradise that I wanna fly to
Every day and every night

I've been sick and tired of running
Chasing all of the flashing lights
These late nights don't mean nothing
So I just wanna apologize
I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry, yeah

I need your love
And I'm dying for the rush
'Cause my heart ain't got enough
I need your touch
This is getting serious
Tell me that it's not the end of us
How can we go back to the beginning?
How can we go back to the beginning?
Without you, I've got no air to breathe in
How can we go back to the beginning?

Don't matter what's written
We can start all over again, all over again
Oh, how can I get you all over my skin?
My deep intuition tells me that I'm doing you wrong
If I don't come home
Just say you forgive me and don't let me go

I've been sick and tired of running
Chasing all of the flashing lights
These late nights don't mean nothing
So I just wanna apologize
I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry, yeah

I need your love
And I'm dying for the rush
'Cause my heart ain't got enough
I need your touch
This is getting serious
Tell me that it's not the end of us
How can we go back to the beginning?
How can we go back to the beginning?
Without you, I've got no air to breathe in
How can we go back to the beginning?

You know, I roar like a lion
For you, you know I'll keep trying 'til the sun stops rising

I need your love
And I'm dying for the rush
'Cause my heart ain't got enough
I need your touch
This is getting serious
Tell me that it's not the end of us
How can we go back to the beginning?
How can we go back to the beginning?
Without you, I've got no air to breathe in
How can we go back to the beginning?

Closer

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Yes, I love spending time with you.

Every minute of it.

No matter how tired I am.

Cause with you, I always feel safe.

I always feel.. happy.

To talk to you.

To laugh at your silly antics.

I'm just glad.. I have someone to spend my time with now.

And to lean closer to.

Each day.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Travis - Closer

I've had enough, of this parade.
I'm thinking of, the words to say.
We open up, unfinished parts,
Broken up, its so mellow.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now.

Keep waking up (waking up), without you here (without you here).
Another day (another day), another year (another year).
I seek the truth (seek the truth), we set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of a second chance (a second chance).

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

closer, closer... closer, closer.

HURT

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A week more till I grow older.

Heh.

Idk what to expect from that.

Honestly, its the same thing every year.

And I don't look forward to it.

But maybe.. this year will be a little more special.

I'm glad to see you better again.

I know you've been hurt lately.

And it hurts me to see you that way.

I think...

We just need each other.

To keep going.

To keep growing.

And become better people.

I'm there for you.

If you need me.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Jasmine Sokko - HURT

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I know how we are
Haven't been doing good for a while
But I just need somebody (need somebody)
So I came to you to cry about
The things that pull me down
But you blame it on insecurities (insecurities)

[Pre-Chorus]
You see, I know, I know
I know you know my weakness
But you didn't have to rub it in right now to remind me
You said you meant me well with your affection
So I guess there's a glitch in transaction
Some kind of miscalculation

[Chorus]
Baby, I am sorry
I just want to hurt you back
I just want to hurt you back
I just (hurt you back)
I know I'm kind of selfish
I just want to hurt you back
I just want to hurt you back
I just

[Post-Chorus]
I just, I just, I just, I just
Hurt you back
I just, I just, I just, I just
Hurt you back

[Verse 2]
See I wish I was calm
Spilling words
Like haze getting
Poisons darts right of my chest (right of my chest)
And I like your honesty
But I didn't think I need affection
Of apology, 'cause that is free

[Pre-Chorus]
You see, I know, I know
I know you know my weakness
But you didn't have to rub it in right now to remind me
You said you meant me well with your affection
So I guess there's glitch in transaction
Some kind of miscalculation

[Chorus]
Baby, I am sorry
I just want to hurt you back
I just want to hurt you back
I just (hurt you back)
I know I'm kind of selfish
I just want to hurt you back
I just want to hurt you back
I just (hurt you back)

[Post-Chorus]
I just, I just, I just, I just
Hurt you back
I just, I just, I just, I just
Hurt you back

Don't Cry

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What a week its been so far...

But putting that aside.

I just...

I just want to be here for you.

So don't cry okay?

Cause I love you.

And I'm here.

I'm here.

Please feel better soon.

Everything will be alright.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Lil Wayne Ft xxxTentacion - Dont Cry

[Lil Wayne:]
C5

[XXXTENTACION:]
Don't cry, don't go
Won't lie, I fuckin' love you
Woah!

[Lil Wayne:]
You're staring into the clouds
Am I rising or they comin' down
I see death around the corner
And the U-turn sign's lookin' like a smile
What do I do now? Who gon' find me, how?
Nowhere to turn but around and round
Just another nigga that done lost his head
No, a fucking king that forgot his crown
I am not number one, it's true
I'm number 9-27-82
Color blind, even if I may be blue
A lot on my plate, ain't my favorite food
But I'm hungry, so hungry
Need my family tree next to a money tree
With a bunch of leaves in the Garden of Eden
With a bunch of Eves, no fruit punch for me
I sip from the fountain of youth
So if I die young, blame the juice
Bury me in New Orleans
Tombstone reads "Don't cry, stay tuned"
Bring me back to life
Got to lose a life just to have a life
But if heaven's as good as advertised
I want a triple extension on my motherfuckin' afterlife
Rest in paradise

[XXXTENTACION & Lil Wayne:]
Don't cry (don't cry, don't cry), don't go (why, oh why?)
Won't lie, I fuckin' love you
Don't cry (don't cry, don't cry, don't cry), don't go (why, oh why, oh why, oh why?)
Won't lie (don't cry, don't cry), I fuckin' love you (don't cry, don't cry)

[Lil Wayne:]
Talent is God-given, be grateful
Fame is not a given, be humble
And conceit is self-driven, drive carefully
Stay in your own lane, seat buckled
And sometimes when there is no music
We toot our own horns, rum-bum-bum-bum
That woman carried the future
And Tunechi was born like "dun-dun-dun-dun"
Don't call it a comeback
It was dark, now the sun back
Hit me hard, but I punched back
The wheels fell off, I rode the hubcap
Is it suicide or it's do or die
It's newer days and it's bluer skies
I told myself "It's just you and I"
Then the breeze came and it blew my mind
Lord knows who I'm there for
I give my last breath to effort
Mama tell me to be careful
Voice in my head give me an earful
But I got mind control over my control
I lost control but knew I'd find control
I let God control what I cannot control
Can't control the tears, let them drop and roll

[XXXTENTACION & Lil Wayne:]
Don't cry (don't cry, don't cry), don't go (why, oh why, oh why?)
Won't lie (don't cry), I fuckin' love you (triple extension on my motherfuckin' afterlife)
Don't cry (don't cry, don't cry), don't go (why, oh why, oh why?)
Won't lie, I fuckin' love you (don't cry)

[Lil Wayne:]
Don't cry, stay tuned
And triple extension on my motherfuckin' afterlife
Rest in paradise