Be The One

Page 922

I guess someone else beat me to it.

There goes my plans.

I keep telling myself..

Don't put your hopes up.

You're gonna get hurt in the end.

Maybe I'm right.

Or maybe I'm just... secretly hoping.

Maybe I secretly love the pain.

I can't imagine.. a life without you inside.

Cause honey.. I wanna be the one.

I wanna be the one for you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - Be The One

I see the moon, I see the moon, I see the moon
Oh, when you're looking at the sun
Not a fool, I'm not a fool, not a fool
No you're not fooling anyone

Oh, but when you're gone
When you're gone, when you're gone
Oh baby, all the lights go out
Thinking, oh that, baby, I was wrong
I was wrong, I was wrong
Come back to me, baby, we can work this out

Oh baby, come on, let me get to know you
Just another chance so that I can show
That I won't let you down and run
No, I won't let you down and run
Cause I could be the one
I could be the one
I could be the one
I could be the one

I see in blue, I see in blue, I see in blue
Oh, when you see everything in red
There is nothing that I wouldn't do for you
Do for you, do for you
Oh, cause you got inside my head

Oh, but when you're gone
When you're gone, when you're gone
Oh baby, all the lights go out
Thinking, oh that, baby, I was wrong
I was wrong, I was wrong
Come back to me, baby, we can work this out

Oh baby, come on, let me get to know you
Just another chance so that I can show
That I won't let you down and run
No, I won't let you down and run
Cause I could be the one
I could be the one
I could be the one

Be the one, be the one, be the one
Be the one, be the one, be the one
I could be the one
Be the one, be the one, be the one
Be the one, be the one, be the one
I could be the one
Be the one, be the one, be the one
Be the one, be the one, be the one
I could be the one
Be the one, be the one, be the one
Be the one, be the one, be the one
Will you be mine?

Oh baby, come on, let me get to know you
Just another chance so that I can show
That I won't let you down and run
No, I won't let you down and run
Cause I could be the one
I could be the one
I could be the one

Lost In Your Light

Page 921

Nothing but love.

I want to give nothing but love to you.

Even if I don't get any in return.

I don't know why.

Maybe I've gone crazy.

I guess it's just in my nature.

Sometimes I ask myself why.

I tell myself... I deserve better.

But I guess I can't help it.

I just... get lost in your light.

Observing you when you're not looking.

Admiring..

Crushing... hard.

I'm so into you.

You're different.

Simple yet complicated.

The feeling of comfort.

When you're right by my side...

Nothing can compare.

I hope you enjoy your special day.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa Ft Miguel - Lost In Your Light

[Dua Lipa:]
Over and over
Waves of running feelings
Floating weightless, I'm willing
My will keeps bending and breaking
Honey

Hold me, trust me
Let me ride in your love all night, babe
Hold me, touch me
I wanna die in your love all night, babe

Lost in your light, baby
I wanna stay right here all night, baby
Let's get lost in the light, baby
I wanna stay right here all night, baby

[Miguel:]
Oh
Now everything's vivid, vivid
Touch attempted with pleasure
Reckless, tangled, suspended
You want it all, nothing's wasted
Woman

[Both:]
Hold me, trust me
[Miguel:]
You know you can hide in my arms all night now
[Both:]
Hold me, trust me
[Miguel:]
I'm gonna ride in your love all night
I'm

[Both (Miguel):]
Lost in your light, baby (Alright)
I wanna stay right here all night, baby (Alright)
Let's get lost in the light, baby (Alright)
I wanna stay right here all night, baby
(All night, alright)

Midnight, your eyes
Bitter wine, conversations
You and me, some money, babe
I don't need a paycheck (Don't need a paycheck)
One taste and I'm hooked on it
Don't lie, I know you want it
I'm addicted to your light

[Dua Lipa (Miguel) {Both}:]
Lost in your light, baby
I wanna stay right here all night, baby
(All night, darling)
{Let's get lost in the light, baby} (All night)
I wanna stay right here all night, baby
(All night, all night)
{Let's get lost in the light, baby}

Bad Together

Page 920

I'm not sure what to feel at this point.

Been going through so much shit lately.

Like life is purposely piling up my plate.

I can't deal with it much...

Not sure what to do.

Or who to confide with.

But all I know is..

I wanna be with you.

Even though you're bad for me.

I wanna be bad together.

No matter what they say.

I've already said what I've wanted to say in that heartfelt letter.

And I did it in the softest way possible.

So whatever happens next, it's all up to you.

Whether I get a reply or not...

I may never know.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - Bad Together

Know you're bad for me, but you know I am too
Me and you together like a loved up bruise
I'll make you an offer that you can't refuse
Baby, you're okay
(Baby, you're okay)
No, you won't, won't go breaking my heart
You've seen that we got the same pain, same scar
Felt that when we got closer in the dark
Baby, I'm okay
(Baby, I'm okay)

Baby, when, when you're far away
I promise you I'll be good
I guess we're misunderstood
So baby, please, don't hear what people say
'Cause I've heard things 'bout you too
Makes me know that I'm for you

Oh, no, I don't care what's been done here before me
I don't give a damn, just as long as you care
'Cause, baby, I've been bad, but the heavens forgave me
You don't need to ask 'cause I'm already there
Let's be bad together, baby, you and I
Let's be bad together, if only for a while
Let's be bad together, make the devil smile
Let's be bad together, let's be bad together, ooh yeah

Nothing can stop us, we got it all
The love, the passion, but most of all
We mess up, but run from the scene
But I throw my hands up, if you know what I mean
'Cause I'm not afraid to tell you when you're wrong
And I know that you miss me when I'm gone
We make a great team
With you, I'm better than I've ever been

Baby, when, when you're far away
I promise you I'll be good
I guess we're misunderstood
So baby, please, don't hear what people say
'Cause I've heard things 'bout you too
Makes me know that I'm for you

Oh, no, I don't care what's been done here before me
I don't give a damn, just as long as you care
'Cause, baby, I've been bad, but the heavens forgave me
You don't need to ask 'cause I'm already there
Let's be bad together, baby, you and I
Let's be bad together, if only for a while
Let's be bad together, make the devil smile
Let's be bad together, let's be bad together, ooh yeah

Let's be bad, babe, let's be bad
Let's be bad, babe, let's be bad
Let's be bad, babe, let's be bad
Let's be bad, babe

Oh, no, I don't care what's been done here before me
I don't give a damn, just as long as you care
'Cause, baby, I've been bad, but the heavens forgave me
You don't need to ask 'cause I'm already there
Let's be bad together, baby, you and I
Let's be bad together, if only for a while
Let's be bad together, make the devil smile
Let's be bad together, let's be bad together, ooh yeah

Attention

Page 919

Attention.

Is that all you want?

I see you're getting it from various sources.

That's great.

You deserve it.

Really, you do.

But now it feels like I'm the one craving it.

From you.

Am I in too deep?

You don't want my heart..

We havent even started.

I need to get this out of my system.

Cause it's driving me nuts.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Charlie Puth - Attention

Whoa oh oh hm

You've been runnin' 'round, runnin' 'round, runnin' 'round throwin' that dirt all on my name
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up
You've been going 'round, going 'round, going 'round every party in LA
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd be at one, oh

I know that dress is karma, perfume regret
You got me thinking 'bout when you were mine, oh
And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect?
But you're not coming home with me tonight

You just want attention
You don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new
Yeah, you just want attention
I knew from the start
You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you, oh

You've been runnin' round, runnin' round, runnin' round throwing that dirt all on my name
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up
Baby, now that we're, now that we're, now that we're right here standing face to face
You already know, 'ready know, 'ready know that you won, oh

I know that dress is karma (dress is karma), perfume regret, yeah
You got me thinking 'bout when you were mine, oh
(You got me thinking 'bout when you were mine)
And now I'm all up on ya (all up on ya), what you expect?
(Oh, baby)
But you're not coming home with me tonight, oh no

You just want attention
You don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new, someone new
Yeah, you just want attention, oh
I knew from the start, the start
You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you, over you, oh

What are you doin' to me?
What are you doin', huh? (What are you doin'?)
What are you doin' to me?
What are you doin', huh? (What are you doin'?)
What are you doin' to me?
What are you doin', huh? (What are you doin'?)
What are you doin' to me?
What are you doin', huh?

I know that dress is karma, perfume regret
You got me thinking 'bout when you were mine
And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect?
But you're not coming home with me tonight

You just want attention
You don't want my heart
Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new
Yeah, you just want attention
I knew from the start
You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you, over you

What are you doin' to me? (hey)
What are you doin', huh? (what are you doin', what?)
What are you doin' to me?
What are you doin', huh? (yeah, you just want attention)
What are you doin' to me? (I knew from the start)
What are you doin', huh?
(You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you)
What are you doin' to me?
What are you doin', huh?

Not My Ex

Page 918

Sometimes I wonder if I'm pushing myself too hard.

Because I crave for that... feeling.

And I feel it whenever I'm with you.

A sense of.. fondness. And just.. pure love.

Like I just want to take care of you.

Yesterday started off just wrong.

But it ended just right.

I felt happy to be with you again.

You make me feel... a certain way.

No matter how weird you are.

Maybe it's your personality.

Or your passion.

I find it... attractive.

One thing's for sure.

You're not my ex.

I know that by now. :)

A friend of yours DMed me.

He totally shipped us haha.

Told me... to take it slow.

Cause you're fragile.

And I'm gonna keep that in mind.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Jessie J - Not Me Ex

My ex used to tell me I'm flawless
When laying low with other girls
Believed him when he said he was honest
Then blame myself when I got hurt
My ex used to tell me I'm selfish
But never did he put me first
Ignore me and he'd do it on purpose
Just to have the last word

But now you wanna love me, who knows what you'll find
It won't be easy, but I'm down for the ride
Just remember
You're not my ex, no
I know I can be trouble, Lord knows that it's hard
It won't be simple when I give you my heart
Just remember
I'm not your ex

I'm fallin' for you, you're fallin' for me
I won't promise I won't hurt again
I can promise we won't be like them
I'm fallin' for you, you're fallin' for me (baby)
I won't promise I won't walk away
I can promise it won't be the same

My ex used to tell me, no male friends
Cut 'em off if you really care
I will go away a couple days
Hundred girls at his place
Games night, truth or dare
My ex used to tell me, he's so chill
Then steal my phone, so I couldn't leave, yeah
Act a clown, run his mouth
Cussing out, brought me down
Thank God, I set me free

Cause now you wanna love me, who knows what you'll find
It won't be easy, but I'm down for the ride
Just remember
You're not my ex, mmm
I know I can be trouble, Lord knows that is hard
It won't be simple when I give you my heart
Just remember
I'm not your ex
Ye-ye-ye-yes!

I'm fallin' for you, you're fallin' for me
I won't promise I won't hurt again
I can promise we won't be like them
I'm fallin' for you, you're fallin' for me
I won't promise I won't walk away
I can promise it won't be the same

No... ooh, yeah
It won't be the same (yeah)
It won't be the same (no, no)
It won't be the same
I'm fallin' for you, you are fallin' for me (you are)
I won't promise I won't hurt again
I can promise we won't be like them
Your ex
And I'm not your ex
You're not my ex
You're not my ex
...

Room For 2

Page 917

Don't know how to feel about today.

Even though I enjoyed spending time with you.

I'm still startled by how you reacted in the beginning.

Lashing out on me like that..

That wasnt cool.

But I guess I have to be matured enough to let it go.

Do you feel better now?

I know you're going through certain things.

But you can't hurt those around you.

I've been tolerating this far.

I need to put us in a room for 2.

And talk it out.

Cause I really, really,  freaking love you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - Room For 2

Up and down, it all comes back around
Push and shove, do you feel better now?
Knock, knock, knock
You'll come tumblin' down
Karma's got a kiss for you

Why are you blaming me for all your insecurities?
I never did anything, but you closed the doors
Slammed shut on me
Something a little bit bitter that should've been sweet
I won't compete
You're like a king with a crown looking down
Hoping I want it

Up and down, it all comes back around
Push and shove, do you feel better now?
Knock, knock, knock
You'll come tumblin' down
Karma's got a kiss for you
Up and down, it all comes back around
Push and shove, do you feel better now?
Knock, knock, knock
You'll come tumblin' down
Karma's got a kiss for you

Remember what it felt like to start the climb
I'm just like you
Maybe you'll better with time and we'll leave it behind
There's room for 2
You should've never done something like that to someone
You can't undo
Thought you were under the radar
But under the chaos I see through

Up and down, it all comes back around
Push and shove, do you feel better now?
Knock, knock, knock
You'll come tumblin' down
Karma's got a kiss for you
Up and down, it all comes back around
Push and shove, do you feel better now?
Knock, knock, knock
You'll come tumblin' down
Karma's got a kiss for you

I hope that one day you will change
See, everyone ain't the same
We're more than machines
You saw a spark where there wasn't a flame
And you barely remember my name
Do you feel complete?

Up and down, it all comes back around
Push and shove, do you feel better now?
Knock, knock, knock
You'll come tumblin' down
Karma's got a kiss for you
Up and down, it all comes back around
Push and shove, do you feel better now?
Knock, knock, knock
You'll come tumblin' down
Karma's got a kiss for you

Homesick

Page 916

...

I don't get it.

I don't get you.

I really expect better.

Especially from you.

I don't know why you're so distant nowadays.

Even though you're online in other places.

Am I not a priority anymore?

Am I just 'another one' to you?

..

But can I really complain?

Maybe I'm just as fucked up as well.

Why are you like this?

Is it just in your nature?

That funny feeling in my stomach all day..

I've been in this place before.

The feeling of neglect.

And I never thought I'd be going through this again..

It hits so hard.

Like that homesick feeling.

I wish I was there with you.

Just... by your side.

I wish you'd understand.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa Ft Christ Martin - Homesick

Here, where the sky's falling
I'm covered in blue
I'm running and I'm crawling
Fighting for you
When the rain stops
Then, darling, what will I do
And I know I go all in
But why do I

You give me a reason
Something to believe in
I know, I know, I know
You give me a meaning
Something I can breathe in
I know, I know, I know
It's a bittersweet feeling
Longing and I'm leaving
I go, I go, I go
But I wish I was there with you
Oh, I wish I was there with you

There's a crack in my window
A bird in my room
Angels all over
That watch over you
When I'm walking on water
All my dreams have come true
Still, nothing means nothing
Without you, you

You give me a reason
Something to believe in
I know, I know, I know
You give me a meaning
Something I can breathe in
I know, I know, I know
It's a bittersweet feeling
Longing and I'm leaving
I go, I go, I go
Tell my heart to lie
But I know deep inside it's true
That I wish I was there with you
That I wish I was there with you
Oh, I wish I was there with you

You give me a reason
Something to believe in
I know, I know, I know
You give me a meaning
Something I can breathe in
I know, I know, I know
It's a bittersweet feeling
Longing and I'm leaving
I go, I go, I go
Tell my heart to lie
But I know deep inside it's true
That I wish I was there with you
That I wish I was there with you
Oh, I wish I was there with you