I Dont Want To See You Anymore

Page 1073

I'm used to disappointments.

And people who let me down.

Not even surprised at this point.

Heh. I guess I shouldn't let it bother me anymore.

I'm gonna be doing me from now on.

I'm done with bullshit. Sweet talks. And the lack of action.

I'm tired of putting up with people who don't appreciate me.

Please don't waste my time.

I don't want to see you anymore.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: XYLO - I Don't Want To See You Anymore

I don't wanna know if you're out and you're wasted
I don't wanna know, no it's not complicated
To tell the truth, I'm just tryna stay away from you, from you
And it's hard to shake it off and to forget
When you're friends with every single person I have ever met
To tell the truth, I'm just tryna stay away from you, from you

'Cause I don't wanna see you anymore, anymore
I don't wanna see you anymore, anymore
Every time I see your face it gets me kinda crazy, oh
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna see you anymore, more

Things will never change till I stop looking for ya
When I see your face it's my personal torture
To tell the truth, I'm just tryna stay away from you, huh, from you
And it's hard to shake it off and to forget
When you're friends with every single person I have ever met
To tell the truth, I'm just tryna stay away from you, from you

'Cause I don't wanna see you anymore, anymore
I don't wanna see you anymore, anymore
Every time I see your face it gets me kinda crazy, oh
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna see you anymore
I don't wanna see you anymore, more

Woah-oh, aah
I don't wanna see ya
Woah-oh, aah
I don't wanna see ya
Woah-oh, aah
I don't wanna see ya, see ya
Woah-oh, no, no, no, no, no

Every time I see your face it gets me kinda crazy, oh
I don't wanna see you anymore
(Woah-oh, aah)
I don't wanna see you anymore
(Woah-oh, aah)
I don't wanna see you anymore
(Woah-oh, aah)
I don't wanna see you anymore, more
(Woah-oh, aah)
I don't wanna see ya

Rewrite The Stars

Page 1072

It's been so long since I felt this way.

So mesmerizing...

To just watch life go by.

And realize...

How all the dots are connected.

It struck me deeply today.

As I reconnected with an old friend today.

A heart to heart conversation.

As emotional as the night that fell upon us.

I'm so sorry you had to go through all this...

After all this time..

I finally get to know the truth.

The struggles you went through.

The sacrifices you've made.

All on your own.

You're really... really one of a kind.

An incredibly strong, brave person.

Deep down I wish...

I could just ease the pain away.

And rewrite the stars.

'Don't be sorry for me. Be happy for me.'

The fact that we're here, tonight, discussing about this...

It's all fate.

Everything happens for a reason.

Keep having faith.

You're so special.

And you really, deserve, the best.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Zac Efron Ft Zendaya - Rewrite The Stars

[Zac Efron:]
You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide
I know you want me
So don't keep saying our hands are tied
You claim it's not in the cards
But fate is pulling you miles away
And out of reach from me
But you're here in my heart
So who can stop me if I decide
That you're my destiny?

What if we rewrite the stars?
Say you were made to be mine
Nothing could keep us apart
You'd be the one I was meant to find
It's up to you
And it's up to me
No one can say what we get to be
So why don't we rewrite the stars?
Maybe the world could be ours
Tonight

[Zendaya:]
You think it's easy
You think I don't want to run to you
But there are mountains
And there are doors that we can't walk through
I know you're wondering why
Because we're able to be
Just you and me
Within these walls
But when we go outside
You're gonna wake up and see that it was hopeless after all

No one can rewrite the stars
How can you say you'll be mine
Everything keeps us apart
And I'm not the one you were meant to find
It's not up to you
It's not up to me
When everyone tells us what we can be
How can we rewrite the stars?
Say that the world can be ours
Tonight

[Zac Efron & Zendaya:]
All I want is to fly with you
All I want is to fall with you
So just give me all of you

[Zendaya:]
It feels impossible

[Zac Efron:]
It's not impossible

[Zendaya:]
Is it impossible?

[Both:]
Say that it's possible

[Zac Efron & Zendaya:]
How do we rewrite the stars?
Say you were made to be mine?
Nothing can keep us apart
Cause you are the one I was meant to find
It's up to you
And it's up to me
No one can say what we get to be
Why don't we rewrite the stars?
Changing the world to be ours

[Zendaya:]
You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide
But I can't have you
We're bound to break and
My hands are tied

Ocean

Page 1071

Fate.

That's all I can say.

It's so scary to put your faith in something you can't see.

But that's how the universe works.

Have faith.

I'm so happy to finally see you again.

Really.

It's been way too long.

No words can express it.

The nostalgia...

No ocean can keep us apart.

I'm glad you're okay now.

You're such a special friend.

And everybody knows that.

Please don't ever disappear again.

<3

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Martin Garrix Ft Khalid - Ocean

Tell me what you're crying for
I'll wipe your tears, oh love
If your soul is aching love
We'll comfort you for sure

If we're caught in a wave, I will carry you over
It don't matter where you are, I'll run to your front door
When my head goes in different directions
You know my heart's never on the move
And in the dark times you don't have to question
If I'm a hun' where were you

You could put an ocean between our love, love, love
It won't keep us apart
You could build a wall, I will run it up, up, up
Just to get to your heart
If we're caught in a wave
Baby, we'll make a way
You could put an ocean between our love, love, love
It won't keep us apart

Loves, between our love
Loves, between our love

Shadows play on idle hands
I'll lose myself if I do
But I've found my way to velvet sands
I'll crash right into you

If we're caught in a wave, I will carry you over
It don't matter where were we are, you're still the one I choose
When my head goes in different directions
You know my heart's never on the move
And in the dark times you don't have to question
If I'm a hun' where were you

You could put an ocean between our love, love, love
It won't keep us apart
You could build a wall, I will run it up, up, up (run it up)
Just to get to your heart
If we're caught in a wave (in a wave)
Baby, we'll make a way
You could put an ocean between our love, love, love
It won't keep us apart

Loves, between our love
Loves, between our love

You could put an ocean between our love, love, love
It won't keep us apart
You could build a wall, I will run it up, up, up (run it up)
Just to get to your heart
If we're caught in a wave
Baby, we'll make a way
You could put an ocean between our love, love, love
It won't keep us apart

A Million Dreams

Page 1070

Good vibes.

Good times.

I've had the most incredible week of the year so far.

Film and Acting...

It's such an amazing industry to be a part of.

Even if we don't end on time, and things go wrong.

Everyone's just so passionate and hardworking.

I first fell in love with it when I cameo'd in a Youtube production with my Buddy 2 years ago.

And now?

Finally getting my own role...

I'm blessed.

Thank you for letting me be a part of something special.

All the new friends I've made.

From the Crew to the Audio, PAs, Wardrobe and Make-Up teams who took care of my needs, to the Directors that guided me, put their trust in me & inspired me so much. Thank you.

I have a million dreams.

And one of them is finally coming true.

xo.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: The Greatest Showman Cast - A Million Dreams

[Ziv Zaifman:]
I close my eyes and I can see
The world that's waiting up for me
That I call my own
Through the dark, through the door
Through where no one's been before
But it feels like home

They can say, they can say it all sounds crazy
They can say, they can say I've lost my mind
I don't care, I don't care, so call me crazy
We can live in a world that we design

'Cause every night I lie in bed
The brightest colors fill my head
A million dreams are keeping me awake
I think of what the world could be
A vision of the one I see
A million dreams is all it's gonna take
A million dreams for the world we're gonna make

There's a house we can build
Every room inside is filled
With things from far away
The special things I compile
Each one there to make you smile
On a rainy day

They can say, they can say it all sounds crazy
They can say, they can say we've lost our minds
I don't care, I don't care if they call us crazy
Run away to a world that we design

[Hugh Jackman:]
Every night I lie in bed
The brightest colors fill my head
A million dreams are keeping me awake
I think of what the world could be
A vision of the one I see
A million dreams is all it's gonna take
A million dreams for the world we're gonna make

[Michelle Williams:]
However big, however small
Let me be part of it all
Share your dreams with me
You may be right, you may be wrong
But say that you'll bring me along
To the world you see
To the world I close my eyes to see
I close my eyes to see

[Michelle Williams & Hugh Jackman:]
Every night I lie in bed
The brightest colors fill my head
A million dreams are keeping me awake
A million dreams, a million dreams
I think of what the world could be
A vision of the one I see
A million dreams is all it's gonna take
A million dreams for the world we're gonna make

For the world we're gonna make

Where Were You In The Morning

Page 1069

Sometimes you just have to cut toxic people out of your life.

Even if it makes you look like you're overreacting.

It's the only way..

I don't know if I can put my trust in you yet.

I can already tell certain things from your character.

I don't know...

I can't believe I did THAT just to find you.

I'm amazed with myself.

It's just ... me following my heart.

Trust issues will always be a part of me.

You said you wanted to get to know me.

Maybe.. I'll slowly let you in.

Just maybe.

Where were you in the morning?

Cause I'm not sure if I'll stick around to find out.

... maybe.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Shawn Mendes - Where Were You In The Morning?

You said, "I wanna get to know ya"
Why you gotta get my hopes up?
You said that you were staying over
But then I woke up to the cold air

How could you make me believe?
That there was something in between you and me, yeah
I look around and I don't see you

Where were you in the morning, baby?
You didn't leave your number for me
Left me without a warning, waiting
Where were you in the morning, baby?

How do you, how do you just walk away?
How do you, how do you just walk away?

And I thought you really felt this
When we were talking about breakfast
You made it seem like we connected
I guess I just didn't expect this

How could you make me believe?
That there was something in between you and me, yeah
I look around and I don't see you

Where were you in the morning, baby?
You didn't leave your number for me
Left me without a warning, waiting
I said where were you in the morning, baby?

How do you, how do you just walk away?
(Where were, where were you?)
How do you, how do you just walk away?
(Where were, where were you?)

And I hope you had a good reason
'Cause I know you had a good time
And I'm looking up at the ceiling
And I keep wondering why

Where were you in the morning, baby?
(Where were you in the morning?)
You didn't leave your number for me
(You didn't leave your number)
Left me without a warning, waiting
(Left me without a warning)
I said, where were you in the morning baby?
(Where were you in the morning?)

How do you, how do you just walk away?
(Where were, where were you?)
How do you, how do you just walk away?
(Where were, where were you?)
How do you, how do you just walk away?
(Where were, where were you?)
How do you, how do you just walk away?
(Where were, where were you?)

Fallin' All In You

Page 1068

So confused.

With everything that's been happening lately.

We met at the most unexpected place.

An old flame.

Which got reignited.

Who turned out to be so different now.

It felt like fate brought us together again.

Which was why I gave you my number again.

But then I remembered... I blocked you a long time ago so you wouldn't be able to contact me.

I spent last night tossing and turning, wondering if you were looking for me too.

As I scrolled through your non-existent social media.

I decided..

I had to see you again.

And I knew just where.

And true enough, there you were today.

Surprised to see me.

Gentle.

But yet.. under inappropriate circumstances.

Sigh.

I'm sorry.

You know... I've been alone for quite a while.

I'm ready for that to stop.

You're bringing out a different kind of me.

Guess.. I'm just fallin' all in you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Shawn Mendes - Fallin' All In You

Sunrise with you on my chest
No blinds in the place where I live
Daybreak open your eyes
'Cause this was only ever meant to be for one night
Still, we're changing our minds here
Be yours, be my dear
So close with you on my lips
Touch noses, feeling your breath
Push your heart and pull away, yeah
Be my summer in a winter day love
I can't see one thing wrong
Between the both of us
Be mine, be mine, yeah
Anytime, anytime

Ooh, you know I've been alone for quite a while, haven't I
I thought I knew it all
Found love but I was wrong
More times than enough
But since you came along
I'm thinking, baby

You are bringing out a different kind of me
There's no safety net that's underneath
I'm free
Falling all in you
Fell for men who weren't how they appear
Trapped up on a tightrope now we're here
We're free
Falling all in you

Fast forward a couple years, yeah
Grown up in the place that we live
Make love, then we fight
Laugh 'cause it was only meant to be for one night baby
I guess we can't control
What's just not up to us
Be mine, be mine, yeah
Anytime, anytime

Ooh, you know I've been alone for quite a while, haven't I
I thought I knew it all
Found love but I was wrong
More times than enough
But since you came along
I'm thinking, baby

You are bringing out a different kind of me
There's no safety net that's underneath
I'm free
Falling all in you
Fell for men who weren't how they appear
Trapped up on a tightrope now we're here
We're free
Falling all in you

Every time I see you baby I get lost
If I'm dreaming, baby, please don't wake me up
Every night I'm with you I fall more in love
Now I'm laying by your side
Everything feels right since you came along
I'm thinking baby

You, yeah, are bringing out a different kind of me
There's no safety net that's underneath
I'm free
Falling all in you
Fell for men who weren't how they appear (Ooh)
Trapped up on a tightrope now we're here
We're free
Falling all in

Don't Wake Me Up

Page 1067

Weird.

Life is so so weird.

I'm at that point in life where... I'm just so amazed how everything works.

How everything is connected.

I feel like I don't deserve this.

But it's really happening.

It's unfolding in a way...

I never thought possible.

I feel like.. I can do anything.

Don't wake me up.

Cause i'm living the life.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood:  The Newton Br Ft JoJo - Don't Wake Me Up

I’m sinking
I’m falling
You lit some fire and walked away
Left me fog and let me in chains.
I’m not a fire, we’re not the same
The wind is singe, you’ll know my name

I lost my composure lost my way
Let it fog and let the air in chains
The nightmare is over
That’s what you say
But I’m scared sober and wide awake

Out of my way, I’m king of the world
Just for the day until it all burns
Don’t wake me up, just let me dream
It’s never enough, it’s never enough

Familiar foreign , everything change
I don’t even recognize my face
Without the morning , I lost faith
Just like that, the future turn grey

Out of my way, king of the world
Just for the day until it all burns
Don’t wake me up, just let me dream
It’s never enough

These days rush by, I wonder why
I just can’t find any peace, these days rush by
I wonder 

Out of my way, I’m king of the world
Just for the day until it all burns

Out of the way, I’m king of the world
Just for the day until it all burns

Don’t wake me up, just let me dream
It’s never enough, it’s never enough

Out of my way, I’m king of the world
Just for the day until it all burns
Don’t wake me up, just let me dream
It’s never enough, it’s never enough