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Salam Eid Mubarak. <3
This year.. was a total different experience than the last.
I had tried so hard, to impress someone, that I lost the true meaning of Hari Raya.
The rousing environment, plus the togetherness of relatives.
I've never felt so motivated to celebrate.
Today, I even saw relatives I've never even seen before.
Amazing.
They seem like great people too.
I didnt know my family line was so huge.
My Grandma kept crying everytime people asked for forgiveness.
Haha it was cute, but I felt sad too, watching how this year was diff than the last.
Watching her condition now...
I'm so thankful I get to celebrate another year with her.
Love you Nenek.
Everything started early in the morning, with prayers at the mosque.
We were pretty early for once.
I felt... in such a high spiritual place.
I can't explain.
As we were asking for forgiveness...
I suddenly felt sad. Extremely sad. For everything. For the sins. For the people suffering.
I was on the verge of tears.
And I've never felt that way before.
It was a defining moment for me.
As I left the mosque. I felt Him. All around. Watching.
The skies were grey.
Rain started drizzling.
That moment, everything was so perfectly timed.
I felt such peace, after such a long time.
Raya Celebration was the same old thing every year.
Managed to chat a lot with cuzzy Fad tho, shared a lot of songs and we had the drive to record again!
(We did a couple of songs together in 2014.)
Soon ok, InsyaAllah ;)
In other news...
Things just took a sudden sharp turn.
Grateful for your fursat tonight.
Thank you for letting me experience that.
It felt like some HSM scene (HAHA).
Something I've been missing.
I swear... nothing would be better than that.
Love, Eran.
But I know deep inside,
Nothing is forever.
Current Song Mood#1: Arjun Kanungo - Fursat
Dheere ke khinchon
Tum inn pardon ko
Ungli na fanse
Thoda sambhal ke taala lagana
Jo niklo ghar se
Keh paaunga main
Abse na tumse ye kabhi
Samjhaunga main
Kaise jaane kaise khud ko bhi
Fursat jo mile khudse
Tu apni khabar lena
Fursat jo mile khudse ho…
Hasrat ki hatheli pe
Mere do pal rakh lena
Fursat ke usi pal mein
Kabhi kabhi ye keh dena
Heya, hey are you feeling okay?
Heya, hey are you feeling okay?
Hmmm.. o…
Aani jaani, haan ye kahani
Ho na jaaye
Kho na jaaun, main kahin tu
Kho na jaaye
Sang mere hongi
Teri meri, meri teri yaadein
Khudse kar lunga
Teri bas teri sau baatein
Fursat jo mile khudse
Tu apni khabar lena
Fursat jo mile khudse
Kabhi kabhi ye keh dena
Heya, hey are you feeling okay?
Heya, hey are you feeling okay?
(Heya, hey are you feeling okay?
Heya, hey are you feeling okay?)
Naa raha baana
Naa koi hai wajah
Par tu phir milegi
Aayegi woh subah
Fursat jo mile khud se
Tu apni khabar lena
Fursat jo mile khud se ho…
Hasrat ki hatheli pe
Mere do pal rakh lena
Fursat ke usi pal mein
Kabhi kabhi ye keh dena
Heya, hey are you feeling okay?
Heya, hey are you feeling okay?
Current Song Mood#2: Nick Jonas - Nothing Would Be Better
Nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Than the love you're giving me
I just gotta have you, wish you didn't have too
When you'll gonna set me free?
Like it or not, we were doomed from the start
I know that you'll agree
But nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Better than you and me
Than you and me
Than you and...
I take the worst of what you got
It hurts more than sticks and rocks
You know I'll be there
You know I'll be there
And I would be a punching bag
Throw it all and don't hold back
Still I'll be there
You know I'll be there
Cause I used to live in fear, it was my home
But there are harder things to be than all alone
You're the broken part of me that makes me whole
But so unsure
Nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Than the love you're giving me
I just gotta have you
Wish I didn't have too
When you gonna set me free?
Like it or not, we were doomed from the start
I know that you'll agree
But nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Better than you and me
Than you and me
Than you and me
We don't turn around unless we're throwing stones
And we're crawling like there's cracks all in our bones
You're the broken part of me that makes me whole
But so unsure
Ohh ohhh
Ohh ohhh
Nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Than the love you're giving me
And I just gotta have you
Wish I didn't have too
When You're gonna set me free?
Like it or not, we were doomed from the start
And I know that you'll agree
But nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Better than you and me
Than the love you're giving me
I just gotta have you, wish you didn't have too
When you'll gonna set me free?
Like it or not, we were doomed from the start
I know that you'll agree
But nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Better than you and me
Than you and me
Than you and...
I take the worst of what you got
It hurts more than sticks and rocks
You know I'll be there
You know I'll be there
And I would be a punching bag
Throw it all and don't hold back
Still I'll be there
You know I'll be there
Cause I used to live in fear, it was my home
But there are harder things to be than all alone
You're the broken part of me that makes me whole
But so unsure
Nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Than the love you're giving me
I just gotta have you
Wish I didn't have too
When you gonna set me free?
Like it or not, we were doomed from the start
I know that you'll agree
But nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Better than you and me
Than you and me
Than you and me
We don't turn around unless we're throwing stones
And we're crawling like there's cracks all in our bones
You're the broken part of me that makes me whole
But so unsure
Ohh ohhh
Ohh ohhh
Nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Than the love you're giving me
And I just gotta have you
Wish I didn't have too
When You're gonna set me free?
Like it or not, we were doomed from the start
And I know that you'll agree
But nothing is forever, nothing would be better
Better than you and me
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