Safe Inside

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I closed my eyes.

Tried to take a nap but I couldnt.

As I played this song, that struck a chord in my heart.

The words, the melody, everything sinked in.

Oh god.

I just wanna curl into a ball and sink in somewhere.

I can't help but feel so down today.

When was the last time I felt this way.

Maybe I really am losing it.

We met for the first time and I couldnt help but feel butterflies.

I was.. so shy.

I kept looking away the whole time.

Even when you came by.

We made eye contact at one point.

You were staring intensely.

What was that look?

Was that a frown?

Or something that said 'don't acknowledge me.'

I don't.. know...

I panicked and looked away.

Why was I so flustered?

Maybe I missed the signs.

Maybe, when you were heading towards me when I came, you wanted me to say something.

Maybe you thought that I wasnt what you expected when we texted.

Maybe we're too different.

Maybe.. I didn't stand a chance in the first place.

I snuggled against my jacket.

I just wanna feel safe inside.

I just wanna feel something.

Different.

Love, Eran.

I can't live... like this anymore.

Current Song Mood: James Arthur - Safe Inside

I remember when you were all mine
Watched you changing in front of my eyes
What can I say
Now that I'm not the fire in the cold
Now that I'm not the hand that you hold
As you're walking away

Will you call me to tell me you're alright
Cause I worry about you the whole night
Don't repeat my mistakes
I won't sleep 'til you're safe inside
If you're home I just hope that you're sober
Is it time to let go now you're older
Don't leave me this way
I won't sleep 'til you're safe inside

Everyone has to find their own way
And I'm sure things will work out okay
I wish that was the truth
All we know is the sun will rise
Thank your lucky stars that you're alive
It's a beautiful life

Will you call me to tell me you're alright
Cause I worry about you the whole night
Don't repeat my mistakes
I won't sleep 'til you're safe inside
If you're home I just hope that you're sober
Is it time to let go now you're older
Don't leave me this way
I won't sleep 'til you're safe inside

If you make the same mistakes
I will love you either way
All I know is that I can't live without you
There is nothing I can say
That will change you anyway
Darling, I could never live without you
I can't live, I can't live

Will you call me to tell me you're alright
Cause I worry about you the whole night
Don't make my mistakes
I won't sleep, I won't sleep
If you're home I just hope that you're sober
Is it time to let go now you're older
Don't leave me this way
I won't sleep 'til you're safe inside

Will you call me to tell me you're alright
Cause I worry about you