Sunday, September 17, 2017

Too Much To Ask

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What an exhausting week..

I feel like I can sleep all day.

That's how tired I am.

I'm tired of everything.

Tired of people.

Tired of work.

Just need my space.

Well at least I feel like I've been doing something with my life.

Working hard to save for uni.

Planning out my future...

Helping out at home.

It was only after yesterday when Grandma went back to her place, where I realised how empty it felt.

Felt the same kind of sadness Mum felt.

There was something in the air about having company around.

The maid to help out with our chores. Grandma's silly antics. The house felt lively for once.

And now we're left.. on our own again.

Back to our old routine.

Which isn't much.

But I guess I feel the need to change that.

Just wanna spend as much time as I can with my parents I guess.

I feel like they need me.

And I want to be around them more.

They're not getting any younger...

And so am I.

Life is short, so cherish your loved ones.

Just a little more time.

Is it too much to ask?

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Niall Horan - Too Much To Ask

Waiting here for someone
Only yesterday we were on the run
You smile back at me and your face lit up the sun
Now I'm waiting here for someone

And oh, love, do you feel this rough?
Why's it only you I'm thinking of

My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
You tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
Is it too much to ask?

Someone's moving outside
The lights come on and down the drive
I forget you're not here when I close my eyes
Do you still think of me sometimes?

And oh, love, watch the sun coming up
Don't it feel fucked up we're not in love

My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
You tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?

My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
You tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet

My shadow's dancing
Without you for the first time
My heart is hoping
You'll walk right in tonight
You tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?

It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?
It's all I'm asking
Is it too much to ask?

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