Monday, May 21, 2018

Learn Ya

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Getting triggered a lot today.

I almost broke down at work.

Coming across pictures I don't want to see.

My mental health has been deteriorating lately.

Why do I feel this way?

Why does it affect me, when it shouldn't?

Shouldn't the past remain the past?

But it does.

It gets to me.

It always does.

Even when I don't show.

I'm seriously disappointed.

I've been keeping quiet about it for a long time.

And I think I need to learn ya something.

I thought you were my friend..

In fact, you're one of my closest friends.

But you've been talking to my ex dates.

Going out with them.

Texting them.

How does that make me feel?

Fucking betrayed.

Fuck.

I'm trying not to take it personal but it's just so goddamn hard.

You know it yourself.

Go figure.

Eran.

Current Song Mood: 6LACK - Learn Ya

Umm-umm-ummm

You still got a lot to learn
I ain't saying I'm the best
I'm saying that I got a lot to work with
You fuck talk and we capped enough
I ain't tryna make it look like I just wanna fuck
I'm just tryna show this ain't no temporary love

I think you need to let me learn you something
How you gon' get better with a nigga who don't even measure up?
Shame-shame-shame, you've been fucking regular
I think you need to let me learn you something
Know I need to tell ya not to sneak
I let my hands speak
And learn a couple things about me

Girl when you go
Don't try to act like your last one hit it the same way
Girl when you go
Don't try to act like your last one did ya the same way
Your last one did ya the same way
Your last one hit it the same way

Girl we still got a lot to do
If you need a quick fix for your day I be on the way
Got a couple things that I gots to prove
You lack and it hurts to know
I tell ya cause I'm really tryna help ya but you take it personal
I think I really need to learn you something
Here, I met you in a past life
I know everything oh you that type
Bad-bad girl, won't you act right

I think I need to learn you something
Know I need to tell ya not to sneak
I let my hands speak
Just learn a couple things about me

Girl when you go
Don't try to act like your last one hit it the same way
Girl when you go
Don't try to act like your last one did ya the same way
Your last one did ya the same way
Your last one hit it the same way, girl

Yeah-yeah, oh-ohhh

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