God Is A Woman

Page 1100

I'm so lucky to have you.

Really.

You make me feel so.. alive again.

Already planning for things we can do together.

I'm so happy I finally have someone to do things with.

Lately I'm just so... full of love.

It makes me feel that maybe.. God Is A Woman.

Thank God for you.

Confident.

Sexy.

Fierce.

Everything I'm feeling now.

We've been so hooked to a lot of songs. 

Hahaha.

From HSM to Ariana.

The only time I ever sing them out loud is with my best friend.

Now... I have you.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Ariana Grande - God Is A Woman

You, you love it how I move you
You love it how I touch you
My one, when all is said and done
You'll believe God is a woman
And I, I feel it after midnight
A feeling that you can't fight
My one, it lingers when we're done
You'll believe God is a woman

I don't wanna waste no time, yeah
You ain't got a one-track mind, yeah
Have it any way you like, yeah
And I can tell that you know I know how I want it
Ain't nobody else can relate
Boy, I like that you ain't afraid
Baby, lay me down and let's pray
I'm tellin' you the way I like it, how I want it

(Yeah)
And I can be all the things you told me not to be
(Yeah)
When you try to come for me, I keep on flourishing
(Yeah)
And he see the universe when I'm in company
It's all in me

You, you love it how I move you
You love it how I touch you
My one, when all is said and done
You'll believe God is a woman
And I, I feel it after midnight
A feeling that you can't fight
My one, it lingers when we're done
You'll believe God is a woman

I tell you all the things you should know
So, baby, take my hand, save your soul
We can make it last, take it slow, hmm
And I can tell that you know I know how I want it, yeah
That you different from the rest
And boy, if you confess, you might get blessed
See if you deserve what comes next
I'm tellin' you the way I like it, how I want it

(Yeah)
And I can be all the things you told me not to be
(Yeah)
When you try to come for me, I keep on flourishing
(Yeah)
And he see the universe when I'm in company
It's all in me

You, you love it how I move you
You love it how I touch you
My one, when all is said and done
You'll believe God is a woman
And I, I feel it after midnight
A feeling that you can't fight
My one, it lingers when we're done
You'll believe God is a woman, yeah, yeah

(God is a woman)
Yeah, yeah
(God is a woman, yeah)
My one
(One)
When all is said and done
You'll believe God is a woman
You'll believe God
(God is a woman)
Oh, yeah
(God is a woman, yeah)
(One)
It lingers when we're done
You'll believe God is a woman

I'm Yours

Page 1099

When was the last time I was this in love?

Probably decades haha.

But this feels new again.

It always does.

Yeah. 

:)

I've always been hesitant when it comes to it.

But I guess, i'm finally ready.

I love you so so much.

I'm yours.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Alessia Cara - I'm Yours

Some nerve you have
To break up my lonely
And tell me you want me
How dare you march into my heart?
Oh, how rude of you
To ruin my miserable
And tell me I'm beautiful
'Cause I wasn't looking for love, no
Nobody asked you to get me attached to you
In fact you tricked me
And I wasn't trying to fall in love but, boy, you pushed me
So all that I'm asking
Is that you handle me with caution
'Cause I don't give myself often
But I guess I'll try today

'Cause I've had my heart
Broken before
And I promised I would never let me hurt anymore
But I tore down my walls
And opened my doors
And made room for one
So, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
But I tore down my walls
And opened my doors
And made room for one
So, baby, I'm yours

I'm mad at you
For being so cute
And changing my mood
And altering my rude
What's wrong with you?
You make me sick for being so perfect
What did I do?
What can I do, oh?
And I wasn't trying
To melt this heart of iron
But the way you hold me makes the old me pass away
And I would be lying
If I said I wasn't scared to fall again
But if you promise me you'll catch me
Then it's okay

'Cause I've had my heart
Broken before
And I promised I would never let me hurt anymore
But I tore down my walls
And opened my doors
And made room for one
So, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
But I tore down my walls
And opened my doors
And made room for one
So, baby, I'm yours

Oh, I hate that I
Spend my days just wasting time day dreaming 'til I see you again
I'm not used to this
Oh, I used to be so used to boys just using me
For you to be you to me
Feels new to me
'Cause I usually cheer for the bad side
Love under a bad sign
So it makes me mad I'm
Falling again
Falling again

But I tore down my walls
And opened my doors
And made room for one
So, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours
But I tore down my walls
And opened my doors
And made room for one
So, baby, I'm yours
Oh, baby, I'm yours

What A Heavenly Way To Die

Page 1098

'Will you be boyfriend?'

'Yes...  yes.'

It's official.

Finally popped the question.

After days of contemplating how..

As we laid side by side, on the playground floor.

With the vast dark sky upon us, and minimal stars twinkling.

In between the love stares, light touches and soft kisses.

Our hands interlocked.

You're mine.

And I'm yours.

After facing 3 years on my own..

I can't believe it.

I finally have someone to fall on. To fall for.

I could stare into your loving eyes for days.

I could lock lips with you forever.

What a heavenly way to die.

With just you by my side.

Nothing else matters.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Troye Sivan - What A Heavenly Way To Die

Tell each other you're the one
While we're laying by the poolside, poolside
Getting tired from the sun
Fading in and out of long nights, long nights
There's no limit to your love
East or west we got the north lights, north lights, oh-oh
Take in it a-all

What a heavenly way to die
What a time to be alive
Because forever is in your eyes
But forever ain't half the time

I wanna spend with you, you
I wanna be with you, you
I wanna spend with you, you
I wanna be with you, you

When our prime has come and gone
And our youth is all but melted, melted
We can listen to this song
So we don't have to accept it, accept it
Just as long as you'll be home
In the one we've manifested-fested
Oh-oh, just take in it a-all

What a heavenly way to die
What a time to be alive
Because forever is in your eyes
But forever ain't half the time

I wanna spend with you, you
I wanna be with you, you
I wanna spend with you, you
I wanna be with you, you

Just take in it all-all-all-all
Just take in it all-all-all-all
Just take in it all-all-all-all
Just take in it all-all-all-all

What a heavenly way to die
What a time to be alive
Because forever is in your eyes
But forever ain't half the time

I wanna spend with you, you
I wanna be with you, you
I wanna spend with you, you
I wanna be with you, you

Finest Hour

Page 1097

I went through so much today.

It wasnt my finest hour.

All the anxiety at work.

I almost .. broke down.

But I managed to maintain my composure.

Deep breaths.

Praying.

Till it was time to knock off work.

I had to fight.

Fight it through.

For my sanity.

And I'm glad... i'm glad tonight worked out.

Because seeing you again helped ease my mind.

Talking about certain stuff...

And just.. behaving like proper adults.

Even though I didnt tell you what I was going through.

I'm glad I managed to help you feel better.

Much better than all the drama going on in my head.

And the best part..

That unexpected kiss.

I...m so into you.

And I want no one else.. but you.

<3

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Cash Cash Ft Abir - Finest Hour

Walking in with good intentions
Walking out with no patience
I feel my buttons being pressed on
I feel my body tryna start some
I know I'm young but I'm pissed off
Telling everyone to kick rocks
A couple rounds of the mezcal

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm falling down and I'm holding it all by a thread now
No I ain't perfect, never said I was perfect
And I'm putting it all on a prayer now
No I ain't perfect, never said I was perfect

[Chorus]
This ain't my finest hour
Might see my flaws today
My words are out of order
Maybe my drink's to blame
Emptying all my pockets
'Til I don't feel a thing
This ain't my finest hour
This ain't my finest hour

[Post-Chorus]
This ain't my f--

[Verse 2]
Bottling my emotions
All this talk and commotion
Everybody got me stressed out
I can't control if I break down
Every night is a big blur
I can't get a hold of my temper
Ain't no one to depend on

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm falling down and I'm holding it all by a thread now
No I ain't perfect, never said I was perfect
And I'm putting it all on a prayer now
No I ain't perfect, never said I was perfect

[Chorus]
This ain't my finest hour
Might see my flaws today
My words are out of order
Maybe my drink's to blame
Emptying all my pockets
'Til I don't feel a thing
This ain't my finest hour
This ain't my finest hour

[Post-Chorus]
This ain't my f--

[Bridge]
I can't hide my flaws (I)
And it's all my fault (no I ain't perfect)
I am on my knees (never said I was perfect)
Don't give up on me
I can't hide my flaws
And it's all my fault ('cause I deserved it)
I am on my knees
Don't give up on me

[Chorus]
This ain't my finest hour
Might see my flaws today
My words are out of order
Maybe my drink's to blame
Emptying all my pockets
'Til I don't feel a thing
This ain't my finest hour
This ain't my finest hour

This ain't my finest hour

GTFO

Page 1096

.. Should I?

I need to get it off my chest.

I need to.. be frank with my feelings.

Cause its bothering me.

And it gets me fucking paranoid.

My feelings they're just... bugging me.

All around.

Nagging like a persistent fly.

Like... GTFO man.

I don't need this.

Things were going perfectly.

Things.. will be okay.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Mariah Carey - GTFO

How about you
How about you

You took my love for granted
You left me lost and disenchanted
Bulldozed my heart as if you planned it
My prince was so unjustly handsome

Who was a knight in shining armor
I got a story, you'll love me harder
Might as well down this Caymus bottle
I ain't the type to play the martyr

How about you get the fuck out?
How about you get the fuck out?
Get the fuck out
How about you take your things and be on your merry way?
Fly off with a wink, bye bye, baby
How about you scuse me, let me call your valet
You just take your things and be on your merry way

My friends are sordid in your eyes
They told me once, they told me twice
I looked beyond all the signs
I guess fool's love makes you blind, I

Who was a knight in shining armor
(You, you, you)
I got a story, you'll love me harder
(You, you, you)
Might as well down this Caymus bottle
(You, you, you)
I ain't the type to play the martyr

How about you get the fuck out? How about...
How about you get the fuck out?
How about... get the fuck out?
How about you take your things and be on your merry way?
How about you... Fly off with a wink, bye bye, baby
How about you scuse me, let me call your valet
How about you... take your things and be on your merry way?
How about you get the fuck out?
Fuck out, fuck out

Stop telling me these lies when you're bluffing
How about you get the fuck out?
Go stay at your friend's house or something
Don't mean to be rude but take your shit and leave
How about you
Go and stay at your friend's house or something
How about you
Go and stay with your homeboys you was talking to
How about you
I ain't tryna be rude, but you're lucky
How about you
I ain't kicked your ass out last weekend
How about you
Just take your things and be on your merry way
How about you
Fly off with a wink, bye bye, baby

Instant Impact

Page 1095

I'm so blessed to have you in my life.

Yet there's a part of me that still wants to thread carefully.

We need to start working some things out.

What I need is.. an instant impact.

And so far..

You're almost there.

Come and wake me up.

Cause you're too good to be true.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: JoJo - Instant Impact

[Verse 1]
My hands are getting cold
I feel it through the holes in the sweater
Walking home alone and it's clear to me, mmm
Nothing I ever do
Is good enough for me, I'm feeling distant
I can't make it out, I can't make it out by myself

[Pre-Chorus]
Wherever you are right now's a good time
To come here and save me
No matter how far, I swear I'll follow, just come and take me
Wherever you are right now's a good time
To come here and save me
Whatever, wherever

[Chorus]
What I need is an instant impact
Talk to me, push through me, break me down
I need an instant Impact
Something to get me back up
Come wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
What I need is an instant impact
Something to wake me up

[Verse 2]
Mmm, no, I don't wanna feel empty
So my cup is always full, oh
I'm the fucking life of the party
But honestly, I'm so uncomfortable, hey

[Pre-Chorus]
Wherever you are right now's a good time
To come here and save me
No matter how far, I swear I'll follow, just come and take me
Wherever you are right now's a good time
To come here and save me
Whatever, wherever

[Chorus]
What I need is an instant impact
Talk to me, push through me, break me down
I need an instant Impact
Something to get me back up
Come wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
What I need is an instant impact
Something to wake me up

[Bridge]
Somewhere, somehow
Dosen't matter, any place is better, better, better, better, better
Somewhere, somehow
Dosen't matter, any place is better, better, better, better, better
Wherever you are right now's a good time
To come here and save me, ooh
Wherever you are right now's a good time
To come here and take me, oh, oh

[Chorus]
What I need is an instant impact
Come on, talk to me, push through me, break me down
I need an instant Impact
Something to get me back up
Come wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up, oh
Come and wake me up
Come and wake me up
What I need is an instant impact
Something to wake me up

Still Mine

Page 1094

So many complications already.

Shit.

But I still wanna hold on.

I have to.

I havent felt this way in a long.. time.

It doesn't matter.

You're.. still mine.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Alextbh - Still Mine

[Verse 1]
All that I want is for you to take me in
Cuddling and asking how my day has been
All that I know’s my patience is running thin
You know I’ll never ever say it
And you will never try to save it

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been tripping to the thought of you
Looking at life in a fucked up hue
Wailing when I am not around you, you
Imma Imma keep acting a fool
Guess that I will never see this through
Why’s it gotta have to be about you, you

[Chorus]
You know that I’ve been suffocating
For thinking who is in your bed
You know I’ve not been thinking straight babe
Cause you’re still mine inside my head

[Verse 2]
Don’t wanna come off too strong but you don’t seem to mind
Been playing imageries of you I still have in my mind
Checking your instagram on the daily
Sorry if I’m a bit possessive
Give in to you I just can’t help it

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been tripping to the thought of you
Looking at life in a fucked up hue
Wailing when I am not around you, you
Imma Imma keep acting a fool
Guess that I will never see this through
Why’s it gotta have to be about you, you

[Bridge]
I’ve been losing my goddamn mind
Gimme some of your goddamn time
I’ve been losing my goddamn mind
Gimme some of your goddamn time babe

[Chorus]
You know that I’ve been suffocating
For thinking who is in your bed
You know I’ve not been thinking straight babe
Cause you’re still mine inside my head

Forever

Page 1093

I may be bothered about certain things today.

But it didnt matter.

I'm not petty.

I love with... all of my heart.

And I really, really, like you.

Would this last.. forever?

This song played at the right time.

And I wish... we could just kiss longer.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Damage - Forever

CHORUS

I'll be loving you forever

Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never

Even if you took my heart and tore it apart

I would love you still forever

You are the sun, you are my light

And you're the last thing on my mind

Before I go to sleep at night

You're always 'round when I'm in need

When trouble's on my mind

You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world

Who can love me like you do

So many reasons that I

Want to spend forever with you

We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes

But who'd have guessed along that road

We'd learn to give and take

It's so much more than I could have dreamed

You make loving you

So easy for me

There is no one in this world

Who can love me like you do

That is the reason that I

Want to share forever with you

CHORUS

(And girl I pray you leave me never)

BRIDGE:

Coz this is a world

Where lovers often go astray

But if we love each other

We won't go, won't go that way

So put your doubts aside

Do what it takes to make it right

Coz I'll love you forever

No one can tear us apart

Lucky Strike

Page 1092

'I'm so lucky.. to have met you.'

You said as you looked at me, shy.

But boy you're wrong..

Cause I'm the lucky one.

It felt that way as I stared into your pretty eyes.

As our warm hands interlocked.

And our lips quivered in those quick moments.

You...

You're my lucky strike.

:)

Take me anywhere, as long as its with you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Troye Sivan - Lucky Strike

Oh, I want to know just how to love you
The jewel of California
Oh, I want to skip stones on your skin, boy
And drown me in your water

And my boy like a queen
Unlike one you've ever seen
He knows how to love me better
A hit of dopamine, higher than I've ever been
He knows how to love me better

Cause you're safe like spring time
Short days, long nights, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Cause you taste like Lucky Strikes
You drag, I light, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you

Oh, I wanna tip toe through your bliss, boy
Get lost the more I find ya
Oh (na na na na), don't wanna miss a second of this, boy
Hold tight and love me longer

And my boy like a queen
Unlike one you've ever seen
He knows how to love me better
A hit of dopamine, higher than I've ever been
He knows how to love me better

Cause you're safe like spring time
Short days, long nights, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Cause you taste like Lucky Strikes
You drag, I light, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
(Tell me all the ways to love you)
(Tell me all the ways to love you)

Breathe me in, exhale slow
Take me to anywhere you wanna go
Breathe me in, exhale slow
Take me to anywhere you wanna go

'Cause you're safe like spring time
Short days, long nights, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Cause you taste like Lucky Strikes
You drag, I light, boy
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
Tell me all the ways to love you
(Tell me all the ways to love you)
(Tell me all the ways to love you)
(Tell me all the ways to love you)
(Tell me all the ways to love you)