You Got To Go

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To be in your arms.

And letting all my emotions out.

Is the only thing I needed today.

Thank you for making time for me.

And listening to my sorrows.

I needed this.. therapy.

Its been an overwhelming week.

But it's going to be over soon.

I can do hard things.

I can.

I've got to.

So thank you.

For sticking by me. :)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Above & Beyond Ft Zoe Johnston - You Got To Go

Dream on, little dreamer! This is how it all begins
Move your feet ~ feel how sweet it is
Dream on, little dreamer! Follow all of your signs
You got to gather up what you need
You got to choose a direction
And when the moment is right for you

You got to go

You got to keep your ideals high
You got to know that the sky belongs to no one
You know you got to go!
Keep on, little dreamer ~ keep hold of all that you are

I Found

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You asked me if I still feel anything about my ex?

Well some songs or flashbacks do trigger certain feelings.

But it doesn't matter anymore because this year..

I found something new.

I found something better.

I found.. you.

And I could never have expected things to fall into place this way.

But it did :)

And for that, I'm forever grateful.

And I'll cherish every moment we have.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Amber Run - I Found

And I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
And I'll use you as a focal point
So I don't lose sight of what I want
And I've moved further than I thought I could
But I missed you more than I thought I would
And I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me
[2x]

And I'll use you as a makeshift gauge
Of how much to give and how much to take
Oh I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind

Oh and I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me
[3x]

Strangers

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A happy family.

That's all the anyone wants.

I've never.. felt that.

Mine always felt like a rocky boat.

Compared to when I'm hanging out with my best friend's family.

Or even anyone else's.

So so different.

I guess I'm not the only one.

And I guess that why i'd rather spend my time outside.

If you're close with your family, your siblings, or even your pets. Consider yourself lucky.

Not everyone has that.

Sometimes.. its like you're living with strangers.

Think I'll be lonely for a while.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Charles Fauna - Strangers

I saw a person's last moments today

I watched him part the crown with his eyes closed

The sirens came and descended on him

I never witnessed the moment so up close

I felt the helplessness drifting down me

I looked for blood and I didnt see a drop

All that I saw was the people watching

Thinking of who they love most

Think I'll be lonely for a while x4

Hey younger woman that napped beside him

I saw her cradle his hands and kneeled in close

She whispered into his ears and smiled, yeah

Picked up her feet and walked into the cold

I have been wondering every day now

If they were strangers or if she knew him well

What does it take to connect with someone

Guess only time can tell

Think I'll be lonely for a while x4

Think I'll be lonely for a while x4

Free Spirit

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'It's like the whole gang's back again.'

So nostalgic.

Seeing all of us together again tonight.

It feels like yesterday.

That we were in our CCA clubroom

Fooling around, making fun of each other.

Making memories.

Memories that makes us even closer 8 years later. 

I miss that.

The innocent times.

When everything was free and easy.

Like a free spirit.

Sometimes we're so busy adulting, we forget how far we've come.

Thank you guys.

For making me feel like a child again.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Khalid - Free Spirit

We were runnin' onto something
And we didn't say forever but it's all we wanted
You were so in love with simple things
And now we're searching for the fire, dripping kerosene
I've been lovin' more, livin' less
Off of highs and lows, so obsessed

Couldn't get nothin'
But we're never runnin' out, we'll be

Free spirits, free spirits
Can you hear me calling?
Oh, it's all or nothing
When you're free spirits, free spirits
Can you hear it calling?
'Cause I don't wanna live no normal life, let go

Is this Heaven or Armageddon?
Are we gettin' high, we could've watched the ending
We were trodding down our memories
A cemetery full of bottles that are incomplete
When you're loving more, caring less
It's the highs and lows with no clears
And we wanted it all then
But we'll never runnin' out, we'll be

Free spirits, free spirits
Can you hear me calling?
Oh, it's all or nothing
When you're free spirits, free spirits
Can you hear it calling?
'Cause I don't wanna live no normal life, let go

So tell me when you're falling
Though I could never doubt our love
Can you hear me calling?
Is it everything you're dreaming of?
Leave it all on the line
As long as you're not leaving me, well I am yours
Yours

Free spirits
Free spirit
Free spirit
Free spirit

In My Last Life

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I must've been a cat.

In my last life.

Cause the way I'm affectionate around you.

Is just like one.

I hope my presence around you today.

Cheered you up.

Seeing you upset..

It affects me too.

And I can't go on with my day knowing that you're not okay.

I could never.

:)

Here's to this next life...

With you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Andrew Bayer Ft Alison May - In My Last Life

In my last life

Was I living in the North?

Getting use to the feeling

Of no one in sight

Now to make right

All my other versions wrongs

I could have built my home with you

I think I've known you always

I might have been alone with you

I think I've known you all along

In a body

I'm no longer somewhere cold

But growing tired of the feeling

Of no one in sight

There's a story

But there's nothing on the page

I could have built my home with you

I think I've known you always

I might have been alone with you

I think I've known you all along

It's the end of the season

And now that it's right

I'll move onto another life

Having trust in the feeling

That we'll get more time

I'll see you in another life

It's the end of the season

And now that it's right

I'll move onto another life

Having trust in the feeling

That we'll get more time

I'll see you in another life

In my next life

I'll be living somewhere warm

Getting used to the feeling

Of you in my sight

Patience

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Therapy Night.

I love nights like this.

With the cooling weather outside.

And the somber mood.

With comfort food in our tummy. 

And Olafur in the background.

And me just, warm & safe in your arms.

What would I do without you?

I needed this. So much.

After everything I've been through.

Its taken a lot of patience...

But here we are.

Perfect.

This is perfect.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Rhye Ft Olafur Arnalds - Patience

You were
You were

I'm lost when your away
Singing songs about you, baby
Bring you back to me
I'm on my knees, mm

Give me your patience
Wanna feel your pain
Give me your patience
Wanna feel your pain
Give me your

Give me more
Give me faith
I'll be your soldier
I'm hungry for
A little more
I'll be your soldier
I'm hungry for
A little more
I wade your walls
The way I love
The way I love, it's coming in those ways
Ooh, give me all of the rain
Give me more, hey, hey, hey
I'll give you anything
Don't make me wait, baby
I see your eyes in me
Your eyes are watering
I love your songs, ooh-oh-oh
I love your songs, ooh
Don't rush the thing that's sacred

Give me your patience
Wanna feel your pain
Give me your patience
Wanna feel your pain
Give me your patience
Wanna feel your pain
Give me your patience
Wanna feel your pain

Ooooh

Break My Heart Again

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It breaks my heart again each time we part ways.

Time passes so fast.

It's never enough.

It's a bit more challenging this month I guess..

But that's okay.

I guess that's why we have to treasure every moment together.

And I really do enjoy every single time with you.

It's simple. And enough. You're more than enough.

Thank you for keeping me safe and warm in your arms.

Goodnight.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: FINNEAS - Break My Heart Again

Hey, you
I'm just now leaving
Can I come around later on this evening?
Or do you need time?
Yes, of course, that's fine

Hey, you
Good morning
I'm sure you're busy now, why else would you ignore me?
Or do you need space?
You can't help it if your mind has changed

So go ahead and break my heart again
Leave me wonderin' why the hell I ever let you in
Are you the definition of insanity?
Or am I?
Oh, it must be nice
To love someone who lets you break them twice

You're so blue
Are you still breathing?
Won't you tell me if you find that deeper meaning
Do you think I've gone blind?
I know it's not the truth when you say, "I'm fine"

So go ahead and break my heart again
Leave me wonderin' why the hell I ever let you in
Are you the definition of insanity?
Or am I?
Oh, it must be nice
To love someone who lets you break them twice

Don't pretend that I'm the instigator
You were the one, but you were born to say goodbye
Kissed me half, a decade later
That same perfume, those same sad eyes

Go ahead and break my heart again
Leave me wonderin' why the hell I ever let you in
Are you the definition of insanity?
Or am I?
Or am I?
It must be nice
To love someone who lets you break them twice

Falling Like The Stars

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Feels so right.

To be in your arms again.

I'm falling like the stars.

I guess that makes two of us.

My life feels so complete with you around.

Its been too long.

And we've both been through a lot in the past.

So this is.. a nice change.

You asked me how I feel about you?

I can't even put it into words because it still feels so surreal.

You're the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Ever.

And I never thought I'd find someone I can lean on or trust again.

Thank you. For accepting me with open arms.

Love you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: James Arthur - Falling Like The Stars

[Verse 1]
I swear to God, when I come home
I'm gonna hold you so close
I swear to God, when I come home, I'll never let go
Like a river, I flow
To the ocean I know
You pull me close, guiding me home

[Chorus]
And I need you to know that we're
Fallin' so fast, we're fallin' like the stars, fallin' in love
And I'm not scared to say those words
With you I'm safe, we're fallin' like the stars, we're fallin' in love

[Verse 2]
I swear to God, I can see
Four kids and no sleep
We'll have one on each knee, you and me, hmm
And when they've grown up
You're still the girl in the club
When I held your hair up, 'cause you had too much

[Chorus]
And I need you to know that we're
Fallin' so fast, we're fallin' like the stars, fallin' in love
And I'm not scared to say those words
With you I'm safe, we're fallin' like the stars, fallin' in love

[Verse 3]
I swear to God, every day
He won't take you away
'Cause without you, babe, I lose my way

[Bridge]
Oh, I'm in love (I'm in love)
Oh, I'm in love (I'm in love)
Oh, I'm in love (I'm in love)
Oh, I'm in love (I'm in love)
Oh, I'm in love (I'm in love)
Oh, I'm in love (Fallin' like the stars)

[Chorus]
And I need you to know that we're
Fallin' so fast, we're fallin' like the stars, fallin' in love
And I'm not scared to say those words
With you I'm safe, we're fallin' like the stars, we're fallin' in love