Sawzall

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It's been a long tiring day.

Back to school.

At least I saw familiar faces today.

Prema was one of them.

We hugged, so excited to see each other as usual.

We havent seen each other for one semester.

And we were busy catching up.

I told her I'd definitely make it for her wedding.

And then.. she told me something that made me feel.. surprised.

A gathering without me? 

Awkward.

It made me question a lot of things..

But I guess, I'll just let it slide for now.

I continued sharing her about my life.

A lot has changed since we last met..

I was still heartbroken that time.

And she was there for me too.

My songs.

I let her listen, and she loved them.

She was genuinely excited & happy for me, as I was for her.

How far we've made it since Poly days...

Life goes back and forth like a sawzall.

But its up to you to hold it together.

Heh.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: BANKS - Sawzall

I go over every word you said to me
Every single syllable I could repeat
Certified to scuba dive in my memory

Why didn't you tell me how you felt that day?
How was I supposed to know?
I can't mind read
How was I supposed to see
It was underneath

Caught you singing from the ceiling
I thought that meant you were healing
Looking back I see the meaning
I didn't notice the teething
Why didn't you say you need me?
Why don't you say what you mean?

I told you I'm sorry
I know you are

Shoulda read into you drifting from your friends
But you were the apple of both of my eyes
So I couldn't see the signs
Baby I was blind

Miss being self-conscious why you laughed at me
Said it was embarrassing but secretly
It made me feel special when I saw you smile cause of me

Caught you singing from the ceiling
I thought that meant you were healing
Looking back I see the meaning wish I asked more
I didn't notice the teething
Why didn't you say you need me?
Why don't you say what you mean!?
I told you I'm sorry

I donate my love
I donate my
I do
I donate my love

I gave you nothing
I understand
I understand
I gave you nothing