This Is Me Trying

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Ok wow.

Love this new blogger layout.

You guys cant see it, but its edit interface is completely new.

Cool.

Anyways.

Today was quite a hectic day.

With people testing my patience. 

And annoying managers who have nothing better to do.

But I somehow made it through.

Without breaking down. (almost blanked out)

The mood was somehow lighter amongst my colleagues.

Discussions about the new company.

And other random things.

I guess I'm starting to get comfortable with everyone.

And vice versa.

:)

I'll do things at my own pace.

At my.. personal best.

This is me trying.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Taylor Swift - This Is Me Trying

I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
Could've followed my fears all the way down
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
But I'm here in your doorway

I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
Pourin' out my heart to a stranger
But I didn't pour the whiskey

I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

At least I'm trying

And it's hard to be at a party
When I feel like an open wound
It's hard to be anywhere these days
When all I want is you
You're a flashback in a film reel
On the one screen in my town

And I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying (Maybe I don't quite know what to say)
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying

At least I'm trying