Monday, November 22, 2021

Erase Me

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Sometimes I feel so…

Disconnected from my past.

And am now, aimlessly lost.

Trying to get by, each day. 

With no definite end goal in mind. 

I used to have a lot of friends.

I used to have big dreams.

Adulting life came and it took a lot of that away.

I.. faded away. 

I am grateful for those that have stuck by me. 

But yet, there is this aching pain whenever I reminisce about a nostalgic moment from the past.

And I just wonder, where did the rest go?

Sometimes I look at myself and wonder, am I not worth missing or keeping?

Why am I not included anymore?

What have I turned into?

Who will erase me?

Sometimes I don’t even see myself in the mirror 

I can’t.. see me anymore.

Or maybe it’s just a seasonal depression.

Cause it’s fucking November, after all. 


Love, Eran.


Current Song Mood: Lizzy Mcalpine, Jacob Collier - Erase Me


Why am I awake?
Nails on the floor
And soot on my tongue
I don't know his name
But I still taste the rum

Nothing there but skin
Skeletons crawl on the ceiling
They know
That him and his aftershave hit like a drug
(Drug)
(Drug)

Don't answer me
I'm calling just to hear you scream
And you're fading
But he feels like you in between
I've said too much
In and out of wanting us
Now you're fading
And I wonder who will erase me
Who will erase me?

Race you to the end
My innocence waits like it desperately knows
That I'll crash if I don't let you go

Don't answer me
I'm calling just to hear you scream
And you're fading
But he feels like you in between
I've said too much
In and out of wanting us
Now you're fading
And I wonder who will erase me

Erase me
Erase me
And I wonder who will erase me

Don't answer me
I'm calling just to hear you scream
And you're fading
But he feels like you in between
I've said too much
In and out of wanting us
Now you're fading
And I wonder who will erase

Don't answer me
I'm calling just to hear you scream
And you're fading
But he feels like you in between
I've said too much
In and out of wanting us
Now you're fading
And I wonder who will erase me
Oh who will erase me?

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