Sunday, January 1, 2023

Nobody Gets Me

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Sweet Jesuuus.

That was a pretty fast year.

Time just sieves through us like sand.

I started the year wanting to disappear...

I guess I was going through some stuff mentally.

I did what I could to stay sane.

Disappeared from social media (except for Twitter. Tried it for a month and couldnt leave it lmao.)

Changed my workplace. To somewhere closer to home.

Felt like I was too dependent on others. Well now i'm an independent bitch. Hahah. Yet I do find myself missing my old colleagues.

I've been working my ass off in this new place.

Even harder than I did previously.

I dont expect much, but I do hope it will lead to something better this year.

Worked on my own project which I'm so anxious/stoked to release this year.

All I wanted to do was just, keep my head down and keep working. On myself. On everything else.

And make a comeback that slaps. Kidding hehe.















Spent the last few days with my partner away on a quiet location in Singapore.

Dusit Thani Laguna.

It was super beautiful. The view was perfect to end the year.

Watching the airplanes go by. Wishing we were on planes to Melbourne instead. We will. Hahah.

Sadly I fell super sick.

But I still enjoyed it nonetheless. With the right company.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

Nobody gets me like you. :)

I'm proud to say that I've managed to hit most of my goals this year. 

I'm not sure what holds for me. I'm not even sure if I will still be in the same job.

But that's the beauty of it all. The mystery innit?
 
Everything that's meant to be, will be.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: SZA - Nobody Gets Me

Took a long vacation, no makeup, just Jay Z
You were balls deep, now we beefing
Had me butt naked at the MGM
So wasted, screaming, "Fuck that!"
Blurry now, but I meant it then
Hurry now, baby, stick it in
'Fore the memories get to kicking in
It's too late, I don't want to lose

What's left of you
How am I suppose to tell you
I don't wanna see you with anyone but me?
Nobody gets me like you
How am I suppose to let you go?
Only like myself when I'm with you
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do

Took me out to the ballet
You proposed, I went on the road
You was feeling empty, so you left me
Now I'm stuck dealing with a deadbeat
If I'm real, I deserve less
If I was you, I wouldn't take me back
I pretend when I'm with a man it's you
And I know that it's too late, I don't want to lose

What's left of you
How am I suppose to tell you
I don't wanna see you with anyone but me?
Nobody gets me like you
How am I suppose to let you go?
I only like myself when I'm with you
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
Nobody gets me, you do