Nobody Gets Me

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Sweet Jesuuus.

That was a pretty fast year.

Time just sieves through us like sand.

I started the year wanting to disappear...

I guess I was going through some stuff mentally.

I did what I could to stay sane.

Disappeared from social media (except for Twitter. Tried it for a month and couldnt leave it lmao.)

Changed my workplace. To somewhere closer to home.

Felt like I was too dependent on others. Well now i'm an independent bitch. Hahah. Yet I do find myself missing my old colleagues.

I've been working my ass off in this new place.

Even harder than I did previously.

I dont expect much, but I do hope it will lead to something better this year.

Worked on my own project which I'm so anxious/stoked to release this year.

All I wanted to do was just, keep my head down and keep working. On myself. On everything else.

And make a comeback that slaps. Kidding hehe.

Spent the last few days with my partner away on a quiet location in Singapore.

Dusit Thani Laguna.

It was super beautiful. The view was perfect to end the year.

Watching the airplanes go by. Wishing we were on planes to Melbourne instead. We will. Hahah.

Sadly I fell super sick.

But I still enjoyed it nonetheless. With the right company.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

Nobody gets me like you. :)

I'm proud to say that I've managed to hit most of my goals this year. 

I'm not sure what holds for me. I'm not even sure if I will still be in the same job.

But that's the beauty of it all. The mystery innit?

 

Everything that's meant to be, will be.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: SZA - Nobody Gets Me

Took a long vacation, no makeup, just Jay Z
You were balls deep, now we beefing
Had me butt naked at the MGM
So wasted, screaming, "Fuck that!"
Blurry now, but I meant it then
Hurry now, baby, stick it in
'Fore the memories get to kicking in
It's too late, I don't want to lose

What's left of you
How am I suppose to tell you
I don't wanna see you with anyone but me?
Nobody gets me like you
How am I suppose to let you go?
Only like myself when I'm with you
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do

Took me out to the ballet
You proposed, I went on the road
You was feeling empty, so you left me
Now I'm stuck dealing with a deadbeat
If I'm real, I deserve less
If I was you, I wouldn't take me back
I pretend when I'm with a man it's you
And I know that it's too late, I don't want to lose

What's left of you
How am I suppose to tell you
I don't wanna see you with anyone but me?
Nobody gets me like you
How am I suppose to let you go?
I only like myself when I'm with you
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
You do
Nobody gets me, you do
Nobody gets me, you do

Rise Up

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2017.

I wonder what awaits.

More love. More heartbreaks.

I can't seem to get away from the past.

I've been feeling pretty down today.

For certain reasons.

But I guess I'll bury these feelings away.

Whoever that wants to stay, just stay. :)

I can't please everyone.

I'm just gonna focus on being my personal best.

Be a good person, friend, son, brother.

Be a better human.

Let's rise up.

For love.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: JoJo - Rise Up.

Everybody wants to fall in love
Nobody wanna deal when it gets tough
Always looking for the next best thing
Head over heels for a six week fling
What are you gonna do when you find the one?

You can fall if you want, if is what you're wishing
You can trip over love, baby I'm not trippin'
You can run around town but that's not my wish
Never too much to work it out
Baby, we're going higher, gonna rise up the love
You and I we're going higher
Gonna rise up the love

I never said it would be easy
Believe me, it takes two
If you wanna where I'm walking, just told you
If you really, really, really love somebody
You ain't gotta listen to nobody
You should never never give up easy
I won't stand for history repeating

You can fall if you want, if is what you're wishing
You can trip over love, baby I'm not trippin'
You can run around town but that's not my wish
Never too much to work it out
Baby, we're going higher, gonna rise up the love
You and I we're going higher
Gonna rise up the love
You can fall if you want, if is what you're wishing
You can trip over love, baby I'm not trippin'
You can run around town but that's not my wish
Never too much to work it out

If you really, really, really love somebody
You ain't gotta listen to nobody
Baby, any way you go I'll follow
Fill you up never leave you hollow
I don't need to see what else is out there
Everything I want is right here

You can fall if you want, if is what you're wishing
You can trip over love, baby I'm not trippin'
You can run around town but that's not my wish
Never too much to work it out
Baby, we're going higher, gonna rise up the love
You and I we're going higher
Gonna rise up the love

You can fall if you want, if is what you're wishing
You can trip over love, baby I'm not trippin'
You can run around town but that's not my wish
Never too much to work it out
Yeah, we're going higher, gonna rise up the love
You and I we're going higher
Gonna rise up the love

Suburbia

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I watched back at the montage I made.
Reminiscing.
The past year
The trip back in Bali...
Those memories.
It feels like a dream.
I got a little emotional.
The feels were real.
It's been a while.

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Things were so different this time last year.
Looking back...
I'm glad things turned out the way it did.

From Internships to Relationships to Graduation to Overseas trips to Working to dramatic Break Ups and NS life..

It's been so overwhelming honestly. 
Like i'm living in suburbia.
Streets filled with so much memories.
Going through so much in just a span of a year..
Thinking next about the future..

There are a couple of people I really wanna thank, for making such an impact on my life this year.

My Makchicks; Ida and Ecah: Who are married now and happily preggy. Oh gosh <3

Syah, Riri and GF: For being there during my darkest times, advising and seeing the change in me. Wont be where I am without you girls <3

My Nerds; Heykim and Minie: For reuniting this year and making me treasure our past. I'm so glad it happened.

My horny babesss: YX, Lily, Tomei,Premz for always supporting and attending all the major events. Love you muah muahhhh.

My Section Mates for their unique individual characters & making my BMT such a memorable one. So many special moments hahaha. Hope to see you guys sooooon!

Especially to these few:

Andrew Bolonggong, the mega bitch that puts my Buddy into his place HAHAHA. Thanks for teaching me guitar, the Demi Lovato marathon we had and always being there for me whenever anyone tries to bully this poor short boy xD 

And my special cute awesome pretentious lovely BUDDY:

For always being there for me. From the start to the finish.

When I first found out you were a performer, I knew we were fated to be buddies.

So much to be thankful for.

For introducing me to the local music scene. Letting me gain exposure, giving me the opportunity to perform/busk with you, and building my confidence up. We're gonna rise together, I believe in that.

For giving me so much love and support in everything I do. And treating me like your own brother. #Bromo 

For always making me smile and laugh out loud each day.

Beatboxing and singing with me.

Lying on my bed at night and talking about life.

ALL THE GODDAMN FUNNY MOMENTS HAHA.

You inspire me.You’re someone I really treasure.

& I’m sososo thankful for you.

Thank you for giving me so much wonderful moments in BMT.

And making my BMT story a memorable one.

I'll forever treasure those times.

Love you Bro.

<3

It's also been a wonderful year for music.

Me indulging into indie music and wandering into the likes of BANKS, Halsey & Broods. NO REGRETS!!!
Tori Kelly's amazing debut album 'Unbreakable Smile'.
Newcomers Alessia Cara & Kehlani.
Demi Lovato's 'Confident', Selena Gomez's 'Revival' and Justin Bieber's 'Purpose' had songs that impacted me in special ways when I needed it.
JoJo's long-awaited comeback with her Tringles & #LOVEJO2. 
SO. GOOD.
YALL have no idea how long I've been waiting for new music from her. <3
Adele's surprise return with '25' that blew UP.
My boy Troye Sivan's return with EP 'WILD' and debut 'BLUE NEIGHBOURHOOD'.
*Squeaaaaaals* IT"S SO GOOD IT WAS THE THEME FOR MY LOSS.
Hahaha.
Seriously, the list goes on and on.
My love for music is endless.
And it will continue to grow.
!!!

I'm ready to leave the past in the past.
I'm gonna work harder for 2016.
Do more shoots.
More covers.
More mixtapes.
Possible even original videos & content.
I'm so excited.

To all my faithful readers.
Thank you for riding this journey with me.

Happy New Year!

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Troye Sivan - Suburbia

[Verse 1:]
The sun sets longer
Where I am from
Where dreams go to die
While having fun
The boys fix their cars and
Girls eat it up
Loving's so good when
Love is young

[Pre-Chorus:]
Yeah, there's so much history in these streets
And mama's good eats
And Wonder on repeat
There's so much history in my head
The people I've left
The ones that I've kept

[Chorus:]
Have you heard me on the radio?
Did you turn it up?
On your blown-out stereo
In suburbia
Could be playing hide and seek from home
Can't replace my blood
Yeah, it seems I'm never letting go
Of suburbia

[Verse 2:]
Swallow nostalgia
Chase it with lime
Better than dwelling
And chasing time
Missing occasions
I can't rewind
Can't help but feel I've lost what's mine

[Pre-Chorus:]
Yeah, there's so much history in these streets
And mama's good eats
And Wonder on repeat
There's so much history in my head
The people I've left
The ones that I've kept

[Chorus:]
Have you heard me on the radio?
Did you turn it up?
On your blown-out stereo
In suburbia
Could be playing hide and seek from home
Can't replace my blood
Yeah, it seems I'm never letting go
Of suburbia

[Bridge:]
They all say that nothing ever changes
Through the new lines that are on their faces
They all say that nothing ever changes
Through the new lines that are on their faces

[Pre-Chorus:]
Yeah, there's so much history in these streets
And mama's good eats
And Wonder on repeat
There's so much history in my head
The people I've left
The ones that I've kept

[Chorus:]
Have you heard me on the radio?
Did you turn it up?
On your blown-out stereo
In suburbia
Could be playing hide and seek from home
Can't replace my blood
Yeah, it seems I'm never letting go
Of suburbia