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Sakura Blossom Strawberry Frappucino. So refreshing!
Phew.
Been a hectic week indeed.
But I've made it.
I'm so thankful for my partner.
And the fact that we can spend time together each week.
It's the only motivation to get me through the week. :)
We watched the first two parts of Demi's Docu today.
Dancing With The Devil.
Damn.
I.... didn't expect it to be so triggering
My partner felt it too.
Sorry.
It was really hard to watch.
Demi could've easily joined the 27 club.
And that would've been so sad.
To see her go through what she did.
And the after effects of her overdose.
I absolutely teared up.
I can relate to her struggles.
Life is so.. short.
Treasure what you have now.
Be kind to others.
Be kinder to yourself.
Cause you just.. never know.
Love, Eran.
Current Song Mood: Demi Lovato - Dancing With The Devil
It's just a little red wine, I'll be fine
Not like I wanna do this every night
I've been good, don't I deserve it?
I think I earned it, feels like it's worth it
In my mind, mind
Twisted reality, hopeless insanity
I told you I was okay but I was lying
I was dancing with the devil, out of control
Almost made it to heaven, it was closer than you know
Playing with the enemy, gambling with my soul
It's so hard to say no, when you're dancing with the devil
It's just a little white line, I'll be fine
But soon that little white line is a little glass pipe
Tinfoil remedy, almost got the best of me
I keep praying I don't reach the end of my lifetime
Twisted reality, hopeless insanity
I told you I was okay but I was lying
I was dancing with the devil, out of control
Almost made it to heaven, it was closer than you know
Playing with the enemy, gambling with my soul
It's so hard to say no, when you're dancing with the devil
Thought I knew my limit, yeah
I thought that I could quit it, yeah
I thought that I could walk away easily
But here I am falling down on my knees
Praying for better days
To come and wash this pain away
Could you please forgive me?
Lord, I'm sorry for dancing with the devil
Dancing with the devil, out of control
Almost made it to heaven, it was closer than you know
Playing with the enemy, gambling with my soul
It's so hard to say no, when you're dancing with the devil
Not like I wanna do this every night
I've been good, don't I deserve it?
I think I earned it, feels like it's worth it
In my mind, mind
Twisted reality, hopeless insanity
I told you I was okay but I was lying
I was dancing with the devil, out of control
Almost made it to heaven, it was closer than you know
Playing with the enemy, gambling with my soul
It's so hard to say no, when you're dancing with the devil
It's just a little white line, I'll be fine
But soon that little white line is a little glass pipe
Tinfoil remedy, almost got the best of me
I keep praying I don't reach the end of my lifetime
Twisted reality, hopeless insanity
I told you I was okay but I was lying
I was dancing with the devil, out of control
Almost made it to heaven, it was closer than you know
Playing with the enemy, gambling with my soul
It's so hard to say no, when you're dancing with the devil
Thought I knew my limit, yeah
I thought that I could quit it, yeah
I thought that I could walk away easily
But here I am falling down on my knees
Praying for better days
To come and wash this pain away
Could you please forgive me?
Lord, I'm sorry for dancing with the devil
Dancing with the devil, out of control
Almost made it to heaven, it was closer than you know
Playing with the enemy, gambling with my soul
It's so hard to say no, when you're dancing with the devil
