Let It Go

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Lovely night spent with these 'laughly' ladies hehe.

Such a fun time. Had laksa for dinner, bought pasar malam food, then chilled at the JEM rooftop where we played with water at the children's play corner.

A good way to de-stress.

In the midst of all the laughters and smiles, I couldnt help thinking.

When would it be my turn?

I'm still waiting.. for someone to call my own.

To give me butterflies in my stomach.

I rarely admit this, but I miss that feeling.

It's been a while.

But I guess part of me has been hesitant to start anything.

I don't know how long it can go this way.

I need to let it go.

I need to.

Love, Eran.

This song is so special to me.

Why don't you be you, and I'll be me.

Current Song Mood: James Bay - Let It Go

From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you

But now we're slipping at the edge
Holding something we don't need
All this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees

So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
And I'll be me

From throwing clothes across the floor
To teeth and claws and slamming doors at you
If this is all we're living for
Why are we doing it, doing it, doing it anymore?

I used to recognize myself
It's funny how reflections change
When we're becoming something else
I think it's time to walk away

So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
And I'll be me

Trying to fit your hand inside of mine
When we know it just don't belong
There's no force on earth
Could make it feel right, no

Whoa

Trying to push this problem up the hill
When it's just too heavy to hold
Think now's the time to let it slide

So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Let the ashes fall
Forget about me

Come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me?
And I'll be me

Let It Go

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Yesterday I had a chat with one of my staff, someone that I've always found a pessimist, but tbh, I currently understand why she is one. We're quite on good terms now :) I asked her what she always does at home, and she told me her routine. And I realised.. wow. What a sad life. Like.. repetitive, and really, what one would describe as 'no life'. And then I reflect and think about my future… Will I be in that position in years to come? Can I change that?

Can I make a difference?

Today I made a decision that could I either make me a victory, or it could kill me. Either way, it's done and I can only put my faith in God's hands.

I'll let go of all the negativity, and hope for better weeks to come.

xo.

Love, Eran.

Please have more faith in me.

Current Song Mood: Glee - Let It Go (Idina Menzel Cover)

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation
And it looks like I'm the queen
And the wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I tried
Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well, now they know
Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care
What they're going to say
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway
It's funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all
It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me
I'm free
Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You'll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let the storm rage on
My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I'm never going back, the past is in the past
Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone
Here I stand
In the light of day
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway