Remember Not To Forget

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It's been a tiring past few days..

But I've finally found time to rest and breathe today.

Its the little things that.. matters most.

Just an extra few hours of sleep, and a little alone time, really does wonders.

Remember not to forget.

To breathe. 

To appreciate the things around you.

And with that I'll leave behind these quotes from Winnie The Pooh;

Doing nothing often leads to the very best of something. I must go forward where I have never been instead of backwards where I have. Nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day. When I'm going somewhere and I wait, somewhere often comes to me.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Audiomachine - Remember Not To Forget

Dynamite

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Love is in the air today.

Like an exploding dynamite.

I'm exhausted.

But it was worth it.

Witnessing 2 of my closest friends getting married..

Nurul & Prema.

It was just magical.

I am so happy getting to be a part of it.

Reconnecting with old friends as well.

And getting reminded of how much we've all grown.

Good times.

I keep thinking of my own happiness.

How... blessed I am. 

To find my own.

The realisation of how..

I am in love.

& I am enough.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Westlife - Dynamite

Last night I thought I was dreaming
’cause things like you don't usually happen to me
Outside, the stars are the ceiling
We sang to the moon then we danced underneath

I fell so hard but you kissed so soft
I felt my heart couldn't beat enough
You pulled me closer and called my bluff
I am in love, I am enough

Sleeping in on Sunday morning, I am
Lying next to you
Darling, if we're falling sparks will fly and
Ignite the fuse
(Like dynamite)

We are exploding colors that shining purple and green and red
(In the sky)
Love is unfolding before our eyes and lighting the way ahead
(Like fireflies)
This is a memory in our minds and we will never forget
(You and I)
We are the love and we are the night, we are
Dynamite

First love with a reason
Darling, hold my hand and take my heart
Say love once more with a feeling
And kiss me slow in the back of the car

I drop my guard, let you in
This love is ours, it's everything
And we both know, it's simple stuff
We are in love, we are enough

Sleeping in on Monday morning, I am
Lying next to you
And darling, if we're falling sparks will fly and
Ignite the fuse
(Like dynamite)

We are exploding colors that shining purple and green and red
(In the sky)
Love is unfolding before our eyes and lighting the way ahead
(Like fireflies)
This is a memory in our minds and we will never forget
(You and I)
We are the love and we are the night, we are
Dynamite

We are exploding colors that shining purple and green and red

We are exploding colors that shining purple and green and red
(In the sky)
Love is unfolding before our eyes and lighting the way ahead
(Like fireflies)
This is a memory in our minds that we will never forget
(You and I)
We are the love and we are the night, we are
Dynamite

It's Alright

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Wish time wouldn't pass so fast.

But we'll make do with what we have.

Things are changing, people are getting married.

New beginnings everywhere.

Well, it's another busy day tomorrow.

I need a proper break haha.

But its going to be worth it.

My old, bestest friends are getting married.

And I am honoured to be a part of it.

It is going to be a tiring & emotional day.

It's alright.

Let's do this.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Fractures - It's Alright

It's alright, It's alright
It's alright, It's alright
It's alright, It's alright
It's alright, It's alright

It's alright, It's alright
You see the fault lines, started panicking
It's alright, It's alright
You confide in the low light, you're so kind
You're caught up in the crossfire
It's alright, It's alright

Don't get dragged through
Don't be consumed
Don't catch it through
Don't be consumed

Get out the tight robes
Keep your eyes closed
Let her know you're falling
Follow your shadow
Lost count of the dice rolls
And the man hoes fighting in the morning
Acting like you don't know

Don't get dragged through
Don't be consumed
Don't catch it through
Don't be consumed

It's alright, It's alright
It's alright, It's alright
It's alright, It's alright
It's alright, It's alright

Alps

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'Do I deserve you?'

Yes. Of course you do.

We deserve each other.

All the time spent together.. just in our own world.

Hiding. Healing.

Away from the rest of the world.

Keeping our relationship.. a private & personal thing.

It's what makes this.. sacred.

:)

Thank you for cheering me up today.

You knew how stressed I've been these days.

And I have been...

But you've been there for me throughout.

You're the sweetest. 

And I am the luckiest. 

x

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Novo Amor & Ed Tullett - Alps

Fault her further on
All her flaws were gone
Covered in everything
Coveted all at once
Everything covering
Everything all at once

But I would fake
I would hate
I would break every inch of my love
But I would fake
I would hate
I would break every inch of my love
Every inch of my love

Halt her collarbone
All her haunts were home
Covered in everything
Coveted all at once
Everything covering
Everything all at once

And I saw the peaks on my own
That you probably meant for us
And I tore the fear from my bones
That you probably never lost
And I saw the peaks on my own
That you probably meant for us
And I tore the fear from my bones
That you probably never lost

But I would fake
I would hate
I would break every inch of my love
But I would fake
I would hate
I would break every inch of my love
But I would fake
I would hate
I would break every inch of my love
Every inch of my love

Blinded

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'I'm so lucky to have you.'

Me too.

It's already September.

Time flies so fast.

But we're still here.

Breathing. Healthy. Living.

2 more months, and we will be free.

I'm excited for the future.

But I'll always look back.

And see how far I've come.

I'm not blinded by anything else.

Only you. 

:)

Love, Eran.

I just hope, you'll never lose feelings for me.

Current Song Mood: Emmit Fenn - Blinded

Don't need this like I used to
'Cause I feel blinded, blinded by you
Don't need this like I used to
'Cause I feel blinded, blinded by you
Don't need this like I used to
'Cause I feel blinded, blinded by you
Don't need this like I used to
'Cause I feel blinded, blinded by you
Don't need this like I used to
'Cause I feel blinded, blinded by you
Don't need this like I used to
'Cause I feel blinded, blinded by you

Don't need this like I used to
'Cause I feel blinded, blinded by you

Waste My Time

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It was a good night out. 

:)

Although The Singapore Night Festival was pretty underwhelming and a waste of time..

But everything else made up for it.

A prata data.

Starbucks.

The beautiful art gallery of rejection.

Walking down the streets of Orchard...

Heh.

It actually brought back a lot of memories.

Nostalgic, warm ones.

:)

But now.. I get to create new ones.

New ones with you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Grace Vanderwaal - Waste My Time

Runnin with you it's like we're in a memory
That I'll try to forget when you go up and leave
Walkin slow because the times been running far
Maybe I should grow up, leave you with a scar

You say I love you with an accent
Then I pretend like nothing happened
Tell me won't you miss Manhattan
And even though this is pointless
And even though this is hopeless

I just wanna waste my time
I just wanna waste your time
We can do anything you like
We can talk all night (ooooh)

I'm unsure of you because I know you'll leave
You say you love me but I whisper I don't believe
Stopping moments cause I can't let it be true
This is going no where but I love wasting my time with you

You say I love you with an accent
Then I pretend like nothing happened
Tell me won't you miss Manhattan
And even though this is pointless
And even though this is hopeless

I just wanna waste my time
I just wanna waste your time
We can do anything you like
We can talk all night (ooooh)

Waste my time
Waste your time

You say I love you with an accent
And then I looked away and acted like nothin happened
Tell me honestly will you miss Manhattan
And even though this is pointless
And even though this is hopeless

I just wanna waste my time
And I just wanna waste your time
We can do anything you like
We can talk all night, I'll pretend your mine just waste my time

My darling you have one life
And time will fly
So you should be wise
But for you I'd happily waste mine and
You have one life
And time will fly so
You should be wise
For you I'd happily waste mine

Ayahuasca

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'I can really sleep with you around.' he said to me, half-asleep.

Heh.

Something that I've frequently heard you say the past 8 months.

I'm so lucky.. to have you in my life.

Thank you for staying in mine.

And making me feel special. And safe.

I'm so excited for our upcoming trip.

And to many more adventures with you.

Hope you sleep soundly tonight.

Goodnight.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Vancouver Sleep Clinic - Ayahuasca

Miles and miles apart, darling look how far we've come
I wish we would be closer, but we're speaking different tongues

And like a kind mirage that's been playing the desert sun
Everything I wanted
Became nothing real at all

I don't know what I'm chasing
Maybe I'll never know
When everything else around me is fading
I don't know where to go

Let the rain come down
I just wanna feel again

I could fly to the stars
I could die in your arms

Racing in my mind, doing 100 in a 60
I been swerving in the car driving demons out the city

Running all the lights
All I see is red with the devil in the district
Running out of time
I just gotta drive til I figure how to fix this