Rush

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Oh gosh.

What a time to be alive. Hahaha.

I just finished wrapping up shooting for a series, and my MVs the past month.

It's been soooo crazy.

Juggling work, music and acting.

I really dont know what I was surviving on.

The mental toll & rush of it all. Yet I persisted.

It was certainly a challenge. But I enjoyed every moment of it. Almost felt like it was... meant for me.

I feel absolutely blessed.

The creative people that have entered my life, makes me feel reinvigorated.

Like a match in me has been re-lit.

Even my partner told me I had a certain glow.

I can't wait for what's next.

I feel like.. This has always been my calling.

Here's to the next half of the year.

It's going to be insane.

Love, Eran

Current Song Mood: Troye Sivan - Rush

I feel the rush
Addicted to your touch

Big communication
Tell me what you want
Translate your vibration
Let your body talk to me, baby love
If you wanna show me what
You've been scheming up
If you wanna

Trust the simulation
Don't you let it break
Every stimulation
Promise I can take
What you wanna give
Boy, you betta show me what
You've been scheming up

You got my heartbeat racing
My body blazing

I feel the rush
Addicted to your touch
Oh, I feel the rush
It's so good, it's so good

I feel the rush
Addicted to your touch
Oh, I feel the rush
It's so good, it's so good

So good when we slow gravity, so good
It's so good, it's so good
Breathe, one, two, three, take all of me, so good
It's so good, it's so good

Pass your boy the heatwave, recreate the sun
Take me to the feeling, boy, you know the one
Kiss it when you're done
Man, this shit is so much fun
Pocket rocket gun

You got my heartbeat racing
My body blazing

I feel the rush
Addicted to your touch
Oh, I feel the rush
It's so good, it's so good

I feel the rush
Addicted to your touch
Oh, I feel the rush
It's so good, it's so good

So good when we slow gravity, so good
It's so good, it's so good
Breathe, one, two, three, take all of me, so good
It's so good, it's so good

It's so good, it's so good
It's so good, it's so good

Focus

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The time has finally come.

I start shooting my MVs today.

Imposter syndrome has been hitting me hard.

The past month to be exact.

But breathe, Eran.

You've wanted this for so long.

It's time to give it your all.

You're meant to do this.

Focus. And breathe.

It'll be over soon.

Just have fun.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Kiana Lede - Focus

Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Show me that's it's real
Show me, show me that it's real

It's 3:00 in the morning
Late-night scrolling
Lurkin like I'm a P.I.
Peepin' bitches that you like
I went through her photos, so she a model
See, now you playing with my pride
Fuck me up, I can't lie

That what's you like, ain't it?
I mean, let's face it
You like that ass and them
Them perfect faces
Am I enough for you?
'Cause you been tappin'
Aaliyah and Keisha
When really I need ya to

Focus on me
Focus on me
I need to see, yeah
See that energy
So focus on me, yeah-yeah
Focus on me, uh
If I'm all you want, babe, then make believe, yeah

Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Show me that's it's real
Show me, show me that it's real

You don't even want it
I can see it on your face
See it on your page
You ain't gotta say it
It's breaking me down
How the fuck am I suppose to feel?
So, baby, speak now
If the love we got is real 'cause

That what's you like, ain't it?
I mean, let's face it
You like them curves in the
The perfect places
Am I enough for you?
'Cause you been tappin'
Alicia and Toya
When you know I want ya to

Focus on me
Focus on me
I need to see, yeah
See that energy
So focus on me, yeah-yeah
Focus on me, uh
If I'm all you want, babe, then make believe, yeah

Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Focus on me, babe
Show me, show me that it's real
Show me that's it's real
Show me, show me that it's real

Just focus on me
Just focus on me
Focus on
Just focus on me

Never Ending Song

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HEYYYYYYYY,

Been a really really long while.

Has life been that busy? Hell yeah.

But I'm still here.

And the year is already almost halfway done.

Goshhh. Need to slow down. 

But there's soooo much to do. So much to plan.

I'm halfway done with the MV plannings. 

Recently reccee'd the sites with the team.

So excited. Yet so scared.

It's a never ending song.

Imposter syndrome hits like a bitch. 

But I feel like I'm meant to be doing this.

Fingers crossed.

Here's a photo dump. :)

Our favourite coffee joint is closing down :( Thanks for the memories MAXX Coffee...

First Day Raya was at mine this year!

The boyz from workplace :)

Day out in town. <3

Impromptu meet-up with bestie :)

COFFEEEEEE

Camp was so tolerable with these asses. Hahahah.

And the camp canteen had THE BEST FUSION FOOD??? No wonder the queue was long. The 1-hour was worth it xD

Brother's bday celebration!

MORE COFFEEEE

And random fishies from a trip to River Wonder with my patients. Lmao.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Conan Gray - Never Ending Song

First, I'll say, "I apologize for calling
But I saw your face in a magazine today"
Wasn't you, too late, all my tears already fallin'
Tried to turn the page, but our story wasn't stoppin'

And it goes on, and on, and on
Like a never-ending song
On and on
Like a never-ending song

You and I sacrificed my adolescence
Just to waste my time on the edges of your life
But we've grown too close, now it can't amount to nothin'
I can hear your voice in the music on the radio

And it goes on, and on, and on
Like a never-ending song
On and on
Like a never-ending song (Uh)

Can you make us stay forever?
Are we done? Can you make it play?

On, and on, and on (On)
Like a never-ending song
On and on (On)
Like a never-ending song
On and on (On)

On and on (Ooh)
Like a never-ending song