Marvin Gaye

Page 506

HOLA.

Went out with GF and Ida today.

Unexpectedly wore the same colour today!!! <3

This is why we're best friends HAHAHA.

Sebok.

With my preggy Ummi HAHA.

Derp.

Been a while since we all gathered together!

They kept saying I was trying to step cool hahaha #whut.

I don't even need to try ok LOL.

Hahaha we were all so kecoh as usual.

Missed them so much <3

We went to Phoenix for dinner.

Didnt eat much but I was sooo full.

Gossiped and talked about a lot of ppl as usual ahaha.

Ida left after that and me and GF decided to walk around BPP since we still had time.

Got to talk to her about a lot of things, and decided we really are fated to be besties hahaha.

We're so similar in every way.

Going through so much shit together.

I'm glad I have you to confide in. :)

And I know you're always there for me.

 <3

GF kept singing this song.

Even though I don't like Meghan Trainor...

HAHA okok, I'll dedicate this to you.

Let's Marvin Gaye and get it on.

Ps. Super nervous/excited for my new posting tomorrow.

I wonder what adventure awaits..

Love, Eran.

Maybe she's right.

Current Song Mood: Charlie Puth Ft Meghan Trainor - Marvin Gaye

Let's Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got the healing that I want
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let's Marvin Gaye and get it on

We got this king size to ourselves
Don't have to share with no one else
Don't keep your secrets to yourself
It's kama sutra show and tell (yeah)
Woah
There's loving in your eyes
That pulls me closer
(Ooh it pulls me closer)
It's so subtle
(It's so subtle)
I'm in trouble
(I'm in trouble)
But I'd love to be in trouble with you

Let's Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got the healing that I want
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let's Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got to give it up to me
I'm screaming mercy, mercy please
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let's Marvin Gaye and get it on

[Meghan Trainor:]
And when you leave me all alone
I'm like a stray without a home
I'm like a dog without a bone
I just want you for my own
I got to have you babe
Woah
There's loving in your eyes
That pulls me closer
(Ooh it pulls me closer)
It's so subtle
(It's so subtle)
I'm in trouble
(I'm in trouble)
But I'd rather be in trouble with you

Let's Marvin Gaye and get it on
Ooh, baby I got that healing that you want, yeah
Like they say it in the songs
Until the dawn, let's Marvin Gaye and get it on

Let's Marvin Gaye and get it on
You got the healing that I want
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let's Marvin Gaye and get it on, babe
You got to give it up to me
I'm screaming mercy, mercy please
Just like they say it in the song
Until the dawn, let's Marvin Gaye and get it on
Just like they say it in a song
Until the dawn, let's Marvin Gaye and get it on
Oooh

BeFoUr

Page 505

Wasted the whole of today again.

I've done this before.

But not like this.

And I'm pretty darn tired of it.

I should always follow my feelings.

Not my lust.

Because they're always right.

It's a sign.. right?

Yeah.

I'm better than this.

I'm living on a wire.

But you can say what you wanna say.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: ZAYN - BeFoUr

I done this before
Not like this

I don't drink to get drunk
I feel all the right funk
If there's something I want
I'll take all the right wrongs
Now, I'm gonna stay in my zone
I'm tired of picking that bone
And I can't be bothered to fight it no more, no

Numb on a roof
Set it on fire
Just to give me proof
I'm living on a wire
Numb on a roof
Set it on fire
Just to give me proof
I'm living on a wire

So say what you wanna say, what you wanna
So say what you wanna say, what you gotta say, now
So say what you wanna say, what you want
Shame is you won't say that to my face

I've done this before
Not like this, not like this

Time for me to move up
So many hours have gone
Heart beats the pump of my blood
No strings for you to pull on
You've got your tongue in your cheek
So pardon if I don't speak
[?] my cuts into your soul, no

Numb on a roof
Set it on fire
Just to give me proof
I'm living on a wire

So say what you wanna say, what you wanna
So say what you wanna say, what you gotta say, now
So say what you wanna say
So say what you wanna say, what you want
Shame is you won't say that to my face

I've done this before
Not like this, not like this

Flashing lights
So say what you wanna say, what you wanna
So say what you wanna say, what you gotta say, now
So say what you wanna say, what you want
Shame is you won't say that to my face
So say what you wanna say, what you wanna
So say what you wanna say, what you gotta say, now
So say what you wanna say, what you want
Shame is you won't say that to my face

I've done this before
Not like this, not like this
I've done this before
Not like this, not like this

Cake By The Ocean

Page 504

Just came back from my JB Trip today!!!!

WOOHOOOO!

Been a while since I had this much fun.

The last time I was here was... A different time then.

I was with someone.. close.

Was.

Really appreciate the company today. 

<3

Met up with Bunk 7 at Woodlands, then we travelled to the Checkpoint.

Familiar places & memories hit me like a train.

We embarked into the mall and went around.

Ate at Manhattan where we had a big lunch.

Again, memories came, but it didnt affect me much.

Was so full after, and went to Laser Quest.

It was my first time there and I didnt knew such a place existed!!!

Played 3 round of games and it was so tiring & fun hahaha.

There was a game where it was all pitch-black and they played ghost sounds in the background.

HAHAHA me and Dan stuck close and we screamed soo loud everytime HAHAHA.

After the tiring game, we went out of the mall to a nearby market street, lead by Hafiz.

It really looked like Bugis!

I was pretty impressed. 

And the Cafe we went to was really great!

Mmdapz.

Couldnt resist a little photoshoot lmao.

Step je aheheh.

 Experimented shots with my tallest ever friend, YH. 

We chilled for a bit till night, then headed back to the mall.

Bought some popcorn to bring back home hehe.

Went to Thai Express for dinner.

Still felt so full so I had something light.

We then headed back home around 10+.

Such a tiring day since I slept really late last night.

But it was worth it.

Full of laughters and smiles today.

Thanks for the company and positive vibes guys.

A good way to celebrate the end of our course.

Till we meet again.

<3

Till then, lets have some cake by the ocean.

Love, Eran.

Ps. We're all so hooked to this song lulz.

Current Song Mood: DNCE - Cake By The Ocean

Oh no
See you walking 'round like it's a funeral
Not so serious, girl; why those feet cold?
We just getting started; don't you tip toe, tip toe

Ah!
Waste time with a masterpiece, don't waste time with a masterpiece (huh!)
You should be rolling with me, you should be rolling with me (ah)
You're a real life fantasy, you're a real life fantasy (huh!)
But you're moving so carefully; let's start living dangerously

Talk to me, baby
I'm going blind from this sweet, sweet craving, whoa
[Explicit:] Let's lose our minds and go fucking crazy
[Clean and radio:] Let's lose our minds and go crazy crazy
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean
Walk for me, baby
I'll be Diddy, you'll be Naomi, whoa
[Explicit:] Let's lose our minds and go fucking crazy
[Clean and radio:] Let's lose our minds and go crazy crazy
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean (huh)

God damn
[Clean and radio:] Hot damn
See you licking frosting from your own hands
Want another taste, I'm begging, "Yes, ma'am."
I'm tired of all this candy on the dry land, dry land, oh

Waste time with a masterpiece, don't waste time with a masterpiece (huh!)
You should be rolling with me, you should be rolling with me (ah)
You're a real life fantasy, you're a real life fantasy (huh!)
But you're moving so carefully; let's start living dangerously
Whoa

Talk to me, baby
I'm going blind from this sweet, sweet craving, whoa
[Explicit:] Let's lose our minds and go fucking crazy
[Clean and radio:] Let's lose our minds and go crazy crazy
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean
Walk for me, baby (walk for me now)
I'll be Diddy, you'll be Naomi, whoa
[Explicit:] Let's lose our minds and go fucking crazy
[Clean and radio:] Let's lose our minds and go crazy crazy
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean
Oh ah
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean
Oh ah
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean (huh)

You're fucking delicious
[Clean and radio:] You're crazy delicious
Talk to me, girl

Talk to me, baby
I'm going blind from this sweet, sweet craving, whoa
[Explicit:] Let's lose our minds and go fucking crazy
[Clean and radio:] Let's lose our minds and go crazy crazy
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean
Walk for me, baby (walk for me now)
I'll be Diddy, you'll be Naomi, whoa
[Explicit:] Let's lose our minds and go fucking crazy
[Clean and radio:] Let's lose our minds and go crazy crazy
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean (huh)

Red velvet, vanilla, chocolate in my life
Funfetti, I'm ready; I need it every night
Red velvet, vanilla, chocolate in my life
Ah ya ya ya ya I keep on hoping we'll eat cake by the ocean (huh)

Evergreen

Page 503

YAYYYYYY.

Finally graduated from my course.

It's been a good 3 months here.

I've grown to love the place actually.

Very lepak indeed.

Besides some effed-up people hahaha, the company here has been so wonderful.

Each day, they're the ones putting a smile on my face, and making everything bearable. 

:)

The first day I got placed here,  I felt pretty down, because I didnt make it to command school with my buddy. I guess I felt sore about it for a while.. But we always called each other and met up occasionally anyways. :) I've always felt like.. people in command school were in a different world and that most of them would start 'changing'. I've seen it myself. But then I realised.. we're all in the same organization. We're all donning the same uniform. So I guess if you have to change to adapt.. then so be it. Even I myself have felt like I've changed since I started.

So anyways, coming here and making new friends was pretty scary for me. It was like starting everything all over again. But things kickstarted fast as soon as I knew that majority of my nursing friends were here as well. I was so glad to see them, and getting to be with them everyday is a blessing, since we all go a long way back.

It really was like nursing school all over again haha. All the tests, practicals & lectures. It made me miss school. Kinda. 

SMTI SAMPAI MATIIII.

All the new friends made, I really treasure them a lot. Especially these group from BUNK SEVEEEEENN. Always chaotic and making each day interesting ahaha. 

 Look how tall I am HAHAHAH.

Shoutout to my parents for coming and helping put on the medic band if not I'd have to put it on myself ahahaha.

I'm gonna miss all the fun, laughter, company and good food here (seriously I've gained weight lmao).

Seriously guys, It's been a good run.

Looking forward to my next posting.

SMTI, you will be missed.

Guess I gotta stay evergreen for now.

Seek. Save. Serve.

xx

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Broods - Evergreen

Lay by me, wrapped in evergreen
Catching stars to keep
Feel my quiver seize

[Chorus:]
Since we found out that we're invincible
We've been living in a dream world
Since we decided to be infinite
There's no ending and there's no fear

I was filled
You made my bones still
Your eyes well with tears
We're alive, my dear

[Chorus]

(No fear, no fear, no fear)
(No, no, no, no, no fear)
We've been weak, we've been down
(No fear, no fear, no fear)
(No, no, no, no, no fear)
Kicked ourselves to the ground
(No fear, no fear, no fear)
(No, no, no, no, no fear)
Only lost to be found
You're my hero now

[Chorus]

(No fear, no fear, no fear)
Ahh...
(No, no, no, no, no fear)
Ahh...
(No fear, no fear, no fear)
(No, no, no, no, no fear)
Ahh...
(No fear, no fear, no fear)
(No, no, no, no, no fear)
Ahh...

Enemiez

Page 502

Been thinking about the past lately.

And all my experiences.

The amount of horrible people I've met.

People that I've once looked up to but now..

Are just a thing of the past.

I'm glad I'm not associated with them anymore.

I'm better off without them.

I guezz all we are right now are enemiez.

Love, Eran.

Keep your friends close.

And your enemies closer.

Current Song Mood: Keke Palmer Ft Jeremih - Enemiez

[Verse 1: Keke Palmer]

I bite my tongue, it never hurt so bad

Keep wanting you to cross that line

I keep trying to get you to react

It never happens every time

[Pre-Chorus: Jeremih + Keke Palmer]

Now you're flowing through my veins

There's one thing to cure this pain

I want you inside of me

Can you fill this empty space?

[Chorus: Keke Palmer]

This ain't enough for me

Gotta be honest, I want you to lust for me

And if we're just friends I'd rather be your enemy

So we can do all the things you're holding back from me

So let's be enemies, yeah

I know you keep your friends close

I know you keep your enemies closer, yeah

I know you keep your friends close

I know you keep your enemies closer, yeah

[Verse 2: Jeremih]

I'm gonna change the way you look at me

I'll put desire in your eyes

And I can't wait to see your fantasies

I can make you come alive

[Pre-Chorus: Keke Palmer]

Now you're flowing through my veins

There's one way to cure this pain

I want you inside of me

Can you fill this empty space?

[Chorus: Keke Palmer]

This ain't enough for me

Gotta be honest, I want you to lust for me

And if we're just friends I'd rather be your enemy

So we can do all the things you're holding back from me

So let's be enemies, yeah

I know you keep your friends close

I know you keep your enemies closer, yeah

I know you keep your friends close

I know you keep your enemies closer, yeah

[Bridge: Keke Palmer]

I've been on my worst behavior

I want you to punish me

I bet you that I can take it

All this fake shit just ain't enough for me

[Chorus: Keke Palmer]

Gotta be honest, I want you to lust for me

And if we're just friends I'd rather be your enemy

So we can do all the things you're holding back from me

So let's be enemies, yeah

I know you keep your friends close

I know you keep your enemies closer, yeah

I know you keep your friends close

I know you keep your enemies closer, yeah

We Don't Talk Anymore

Page 501

I don't know why I even try.

I admit, I missed those moments.

Somehow the feeling got triggered again.

I thought after all this time.. maybe you'd change.

But you're still the same.

You don't even try.

You don't care anymore.

And we don't talk anymore.

It's a shame..

You were the first one I fell for after the break-up.

So much potential yet..

Ugh.

It's a reminder to myself.

Not to waste my time on people who doesn't deserve it.

I know my worth.

What's yours?

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Charlie Puth Ft Selena Gomez - We Dont Talk Anymore

[Charlie Puth:]
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't laugh anymore
What was all of it for
Ohh, we don't talk anymore, like we used to do...

I just heard you found the one, you been looking
You been looking for
I wish I would have known that wasn't me
Cause even after all this time
I still wonder
Why I can't move on
Just the way you did so easily

Don't wanna know
Kinda dress you're wearing tonight
If he's holdin onto you so tight
The way I did before
I overdosed
Shoulda known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Ohh, it's such a shame

That we don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't laugh anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do

[Selena Gomez:]
I just hope you're lying next to somebody
Who knows how to love you like me
There must be a good reason that you're gone
Every now and then I think you might want me to
Come show up at your door
But I'm just too afraid that I'll be wrong

Don't wanna know
If you're looking into her eyes
If she's holdin onto you so tight the way I did before
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame

[Charlie Puth & Selena Gomez:]
That we don't talk anymore
(We don't we don't)
We don't talk anymore
(We don't we don't)
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't laugh anymore
(We don't we don't)
What was all of it for?
(We don't we don't)
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
Like we used to do

Don't wanna know
Kinda dress you're wearing tonight
If he's giving it to you just right
The way I did before
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame

That we don't talk anymore
(We don't we don't)
We don't talk anymore
(We don't we don't)
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't laugh anymore
(We don't we don't)
What was all of it for?
(We don't we don't)
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do

(We don't talk anymore)
Don't wanna know
Kinda dress you're wearing tonight (Oh)
If he's holding onto you so tight (Oh)
The way I did before
(We don't talk anymore)
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game (Oh)
Now I can't get you out of my brain (Woah)
Oh, it's such a shame

That we don't talk anymore