Love Galore

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Satisfied with today.

Alhamdulillah.

Things are going as planned.

Took a lot to stop myself from making the wrong decisions.

I had to.

I can't give face to people who show me disrespect.

I don't care if you're part of a big corporate, rich or have good looks. If your attitude is shit, then bye-bye.

I don't need that in my life man.

I'll cut you off easy.

I don't have space for toxic people.

Instead, I have a love galore.

And I'll only give it to people who deserve it.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: SZA Ft Travis Scott - Love Galore

[Travis Scott:]
I need, I need...
I need, I need...
I need, I need...
I need, I need...
I need, I need...

[SZA:]
Love, love, love, love, 'long as we got
Love, love, love, oh, 'long as we got

Done with these niggas, I don't love these niggas
I dust off these niggas, do it for fun
Don't take it personal, personally
I'm surprised you called me after the things I said
Skrrr, skrrr on niggas
Skirt up on niggas
Skirt down, you acting like me
Acting like we, wasn't more than a summer fling
I said farewell, you took it well
Promise I won't cry over spilled milk
Gimme a paper towel, gimme another Valium
Gimme another hour or two, hour with you

Why you bother me when you know you don't want me?
Why you bother me when you know you got a woman?
Why you hit me when you know you know better?
Know you know better
Know your crew better than you do
Call me looking for ya
I be looking for ya
Got me looking forward to weekends
With you, baby, with you, baby
With you, baby, with you
We do whatever we want, go wherever we want
Love however we want, it don't matter
You'll do whatever I want, get whatever I want
Get whatever I need, it's about...

Love, love, love, love, 'long as we got
Love, love, love, 'long as we got

Should've never gave you my number, I did it with you
Should've never let you hit it, I split it with you
I regret it, you gots a fetish
You gots a problem, now it's a problem, oh, no
Skrrr, skrrr on bitches
I don't know these bitches
Dig dirt on bitches, do it for fun
Don't take it personal, baby
Love on my ladies, luh-love to my ladies, uh
Dated a few

[Travis Scott:]
Why you bother me?
Why you bother me?
Why you bother me?
Last time I checked you were the one that left
Me in a wreck—yah—, me in a mess
You all I rep—yah—, like my side I rep
Yuh, that's that Mo City that side
That you can't come 'round at night, yuh
You like to get me high, you don't want no one beside ya
You like when I make fire
You say, "La Flame, keep makin' fire"
Let me cum inside ya, let me plant that seed inside ya
Ass and titties, titties, only thing that stuck with, with me
Whippin', that was real
Only thing I could feel, you feel me?
So why you bother me, why you bother me?
Tryna catch a P.O.V, yah

[SZA:]
Love, love, love, love, 'long as we got
Love, love, love, 'long as we got

I came to your city, lookin' for lovin' n' licky
'Cause you promised to put it down
All up in your city, lookin' for you, uh
Searchin' for you like love
Only thing keepin' me from droppin' you right now
Right now (love)
Only thing keepin' me by your side
Only thing keepin' me by your side now

"But see, Solána, if you don't say something, speak up for yourself. They think you stupid, you know what I'm saying?"

Fetish

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I really don't know what to say.

I have to be careful.

And remember to have more self-respect for myself.

It feels like a lot are craving for my...

It just feels gross to me.

I feel like I've grown out of it.

Sick of it actually.

You've got a fetish for my love.

No matter how hard I try to stay away.

They just keep coming.

Unfortunately, it's not what I'm looking for.

Like I've said before. I'm tired of this scene.

There has to be something more than this.

There has to be.

And I'm still finding it.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Selena Gomez Ft Gucci Mane - Fetish

[Selena Gomez:]
Take it or leave it
Baby take it or leave it
But I know you won't leave it
'Cause I know that you need it, ah
Look in the mirror
When I look in the mirror
Baby I see it clearer
Why you wanna be nearer, ah

I'm not surprised
I sympathize, ah
I can't deny
Your appetite, ah

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Don't see a point in blaming you
If I were you, I'd do me too

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Don't see a point in blaming you
If I were you, I'd do me too
You got a fetish for my love

Reaching your limit
Say you're reaching your limit
Going over your limit
But I know you can't quit it, ah
Something about me
Got you hooked on my body
Take you over and under and twisted up like origami, ah

I'm not surprised
I sympathize, ah
I can't deny
Your appetite, ah

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Don't see a point in blaming you
If I were you, I'd do me too

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Don't see a point in blaming you
If I were you, I'd do me too
You got a fetish for my love

[Gucci Mane:]
The way you walk, the way you talk
I blame you 'cause it's all your fault
Ya playin' hard, don't turn me off
Ya acting hard, but I know you soft
You my fetish, I'm so with it
All these rumors bein' spreaded
Might as well go 'head and whip it
'Cause they sayin' we already did it
Call on Gucci if you ever need and
I'll be South Beach in the drop top gleamin'
Order diamonds, Aquafina
Just need you in a blue bikini

[Selena Gomez:]
You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Don't see a point in blaming you
If I were you, I'd do me too

You got a fetish for my love
I push you out and you come right back
Don't see a point in blaming you
If I were you, I'd do me too
You got a fetish for my love

Homemade Dynamite

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What a hectic daaaaay.

So glad it's over.

I've never worked so hard (lmao).

Felt like a homemade dynamite.

Ready to blow off.

Things always end up differently than I'd envision them to.

Oh well.

This always happens so.. I don't expected anything.

In face, I always expect the unexpected.

It's better to live with an open mind. 

:)

Time to hit the sack.

Goodnight.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Lorde - Homemade Dynamite

A couple rebel Top Gun pilots
Flying with nowhere to be
Don't know you super well,
But I think that you might be the same as me
Behave abnormally

Let's let things come out of the woodwork
I'll give you my best side
Tell you all my best lies
Yeah, awesome right?
So let's let things come out of the woodwork
I'll give you my best side
Tell you all my best lies
Seeing me rolling, showing someone else love
Dancing with our shoes off
Know I think you're awesome, right?

Our rules, our dreams, we're blind
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite

Might get your friend to drive,
But he can hardly see
We'll end up painted on the road
Red and chrome, all the broken glass sparkling
I guess we're partying

So let's let things come out of the woodwork
I'll give you my best side
Tell you all my best lies
Seeing me rolling, showing someone else love
Hands under your T-shirt
Know I think you're awesome, right?

Our rules, our dreams, we're blind
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite

Now you know it's really gonna blow (bhoo)

Our rules, our dreams, we're blind
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite

Our rules, our dreams, we're blind
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite

Sorry Not Sorry

Page 819

Ahhh its been a hectic weekend so far!

Gosh.

When have I last been this busy? I've actually missed this HAHA. 

Met up with so many old friends.

Some whom I've havent seen in YEARS. Wow.

Lots of discussions about how far we've come in life.

And the toxic people that we've cut off.

Wow.

Sorry not sorry. 

We all deserve so much better.

Hope to see them again very soon :)

The thing about close friends is that,

No matter how long we are apart, we can come back together close like as if it was just yesterday.

It's amazing.

Love you guys so much.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Demi Lovato - Sorry Not Sorry

Payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest

Now I'm out here looking like revenge
Feelin' like a 10, the best I ever been
And yeah, I know how bad it must hurt
To see me like this, but it gets worse (wait a minute)
Now you're out here looking like regret
Ain't too proud to beg, second chance you'll never get
And yeah, I know how bad it must hurt to see me like this
But it gets worse (wait a minute)

Now payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest
You fuckin' with a savage
Can't have this, can't have this (ah)
And it'd be nice of me to take it easy on ya, but nah

Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Being so bad got me feelin' so good
Showing you up like I knew that I would
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Feeling inspired 'cause the tables have turned
Yeah, I'm on fire and I know that it burns

Baby, fineness is the way to kill
Tell me how it feel, bet it's such a bitter pill
And yeah, I know you thought you had bigger, better things
Bet right now this stings (wait a minute)
'Cause the grass is greener under me
Bright as technicolor, I can tell that you can see
And yeah, I know how bad it must hurt to see me like this
But it gets worse (wait a minute)

Now payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest
You fuckin' with a savage
Can't have this, can't have this (ah)
And it'd be nice of me to take it easy on ya, but nah

Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Being so bad got me feelin' so good
Showing you up like I knew that I would
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Feeling inspired 'cause the tables have turned
Yeah, I'm on fire and I know that it burns

Talk that talk, baby
Better walk, better walk that walk, baby
If you talk, if you talk that talk, baby
Better walk, better walk that walk, baby
Oh yeah
Talk that talk, baby
Better walk, better walk that walk, baby
If you talk, if you talk that talk, baby
Better walk, better walk that walk, baby

Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Being so bad got me feelin' so good
Showing you up like I knew that I would
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Feeling inspired 'cause the tables have turned
Yeah, I'm on fire and I know that it burns

Payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest
I'm the baddest, I'm the baddest

Strange

Page 818

Life works in such mysterious ways.

Today was a perfect example.

It was a good day to drive.

It shows that.. attitude really plays a big part.

And I hope I can keep up the positive attitude.

It was an even greater evening filled with wonders.

With an encounter that revealed eye-opening truths.

How strange.

But then again, aren't we all?

Who are we to judge, right?

:)

Thank you for today.

Love, Eran.

It aint ever gonna change.

Current Song Mood: LP - Strange

Hey
Anyone can get love
Anyone can get laid
You know you're home when you find the ones who stay
Brave enough not to tame
They let you burst into flames
Stoke the coals and then watch you blow

They're the ones make you trust in the universe
When you're lost and you're left and it's getting worse
They're the ones who you know will get you by

We are all strange
And It ain't never never ever gonna change
We are all strange
And it ain't never ever never gonna change

Hey
Anyone can get paid
Anyone can get saved
Everyday I still walk into the wild
The only thing I can see
The only real guarantee
Whenever I catch a knowing smile, yeah

They're the ones make you trust in the universe
When I'm lost and I'm left and it's getting worse
They're the ones I know will get me by

We are all strange
It ain't never ever ever gonna change
We are all strange
And it ain't never ever ever gonna change

We are all strange
But it ain't never ever never gonna change
We are all strange
And it ain't never never ever gonna change

Testosterone

Page 817

Sometimes I get so disgusted by myself.

I do things.. that aren't me.

I know.

I know what to blame.

It's the testosterone.

And I can't control it.

It gets to me.

Cause after everything is over, you're just left feeling...

Empty.

Every single time.

That momentary pleasure.

It's dumb.

It's a weakness.

Of being a man.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Sia  - Testosterone

[Verse 1]
Come on lover, you don't wanna fight me
I want another, you'll regret not hitting me
Can you feel the chemistry?
Yeah, you and me should be doing it right now
Ha ha, you got all them pheromones
Sweat sweat, do it 'till your body's low
Can you feel the chemistry?
Yeah, you and me should be doing it right now

[Chorus]
Yeah boy, you want it? That's cool
'Cause I'm feeling you too
It's your testosterone, testosterone, testosterone
Yeah boy, you want it? That's cool
I'm feeling you too
It's your testosterone, testosterone, testosterone

[Verse 2]
I'm a sucker for an alpha with a big ----
I'm a sucker, you gon' love it, feel your stick shift
Boy, it's your chemistry, you'll be doing me
Yeah, you boring me right now
Throw me down, ride it out
Let's prime one up, so bounce, bounce
Throw me down, ride it out
Let's prime one up, so bounce, bounce

[Bridge]
My body aches, but the pattern says
Just wanna give you my milkshake
Tomorrow babe, I'll walk away
'Cause all I want's another day

[Chorus]
Yeah boy, you want it? That's cool
'Cause I'm feeling you too
It's your testosterone, testosterone, testosterone
Yeah boy, you want it? That's cool
I'm feeling you too
It's your testosterone, testosterone, testosterone
Yeah boy, you want it? That's cool
'Cause I'm feeling you too
It's your testosterone, testosterone, testosterone
Yeah boy, you want it? That's cool
I'm feeling you too
It's your testosterone, testosterone, testosterone

Like This

Page 816

'Like this?' I whispered.

'Yeah, like that.'

Our bodies embraced.

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It's been a while since I've had some real fun.

People usually just come and go.

Get their blood flow pumping and then that's that.

But real people really treasure what's right before them.

It feels good to be... you know.

Appreciated.

Worshipped.

In a sense.

You feel, accepted.

And knowing that you want to see me again, it makes me feel good. 

:)

I wish there were more nicer people around.

Maybe life would be a slightly better place.

Love, Eran.

Baby come get some.

Current Song Mood: JoJo - Like This

Down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down

He told me that he like this, he like this
He wanna take his time with me, like this
Let me show you how I wind it, like this
Let me show you like, like, show you like, like
Take your body downtown, but right round
Like you better with the lights down, but right down
Higher than the ceiling, hotter than the sun
You want some of me? Baby come get some, l-l-like

Rap game flow on the radio
Two bad ones with me, we ain't goin' home
I'm a good girl, baby, tell me what you want
What you want, what you want

I got you blood flow pumpin' like this
Got you so spaced out, floatin' on the mist
Get you in my backroom in a little bit
Just give me a minute, I know you with it

He told me that he like this, he like this
He wanna take his time with me, like this
Let me show you how I wind it, like this
Let me show you like, like, show you like, like
Take your body downtown but right round
Like you better with the lights down, but way down
Higher than the ceiling, hotter than the sun
You want some of me? Baby come get some, l-l-like

Can't keep my name off your lips
Just make your eyes don't move off my hips
You're the thunder, thunder, crackin' like a whip
Don't resist, just admit...

I got you blood flow pumpin' like this
Got you so spaced out, floatin' on the mist
Ready, set, go, all the way, don't quit
Just come get it, I know you with it

He told me that he like this, he like this
He wanna take his time with me, like this
Let me show you how I wind it, like this
Let me show you like, like, show you like, like
Take your body downtown but right round
Like you better with the lights down, but way down
Higher than the ceiling, hotter than the sun
You want some of me? Baby come get some, l-l-like

...this, this, this...
Like this, this, this...
Like this, this, this...
(Like this, this, this...)
Like this, this, this...

He told me that he like this, he like this
He wanna take his time with me, like this
Let me show you how I wind it, like this
Let me show you like, like, show you like, like
Take your body downtown but right round
Like you better with the lights down, but way down
Higher than the ceiling, hotter than the sun
You want some of me? Baby come get some, l-l-like
(come get some)
He told me that he like this, he like this
He wanna take his time with me, like this
(He wanna take his time with me, like this yeah)
Let me show you how I wind it, like this
Let me show you like, like, show you like, like
Take your body downtown but right round
Like you better with the lights down, but way down
Higher than the ceiling, hotter than the sun
You want some of me? Baby come get some, l-l-like

Down, down, down, down, down, like...