Look What You Made Me Do

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Wow.

You've gotten toxic so fast and we've barely even started.

Guess the answer is pretty crystal clear.

I'm not cut out for a relationship in this scene.

I've never seen a future for us from the start anyways.

I'm not in for the drama.

& I'm just gonna avoid it.

Just like.. my ex did.

I guess. I'm becoming like him huh?

Look what you made me do.

I'll be the bad guy.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Taylor Swift - Look What You Made Me Do

I don't like your little games
Don't like your tilted stage
The role you made me play
Of the fool, no, I don't like you
I don't like your perfect crime
How you laugh when you lie
You said the gun was mine
Isn't cool, no, I don't like you (oh!)

But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I've got a list of names and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!

Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do

I don't like your kingdom keys
They once belonged to me
You asked me for a place to sleep
Locked me out and threw a feast (what?)
The world moves on, another day, another drama, drama
But not for me, not for me, all I think about is karma
And then the world moves on, but one thing's for sure
Maybe I got mine, but you'll all get yours

But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I've got a list of names and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!

Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do

I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me
I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams
I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me
I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams
I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me
I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams
I don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me
I'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams
(Look what you made me do)
(Look what you made me do)
(Look what you just made me do)
(Look what you made me do)
"I'm sorry, the old Taylor can't come to the phone right now."
"Why?"
"Oh, 'cause she's dead!" (ohh!)

Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do

Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do

The Weekend

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I'll always look forward to the weekends.

Just another lazy one.

Wanted to ask people out, but then I figured I should spend some time on my own.

Do some planning.

And rest up.

Think I've got it covered for the weekends.

Cause I'll be busy working my ass off this month.

Gotta brace myself. 

It's gonna be tiring.

But I'd rather do this than the usual 9-5.

And earn decent money.

Have to make sure that my future is properly planned..

Cant risk it all.

Cant afford the same mistakes of others before me.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: SZA - The Weekend

You say you got a girl
And now you want me
How you want me when you got a girl?
The feelin' is wreckless
Of knowin' you're selfish
Knowin' I'm desperate
Gettin' all in your love
Fallin' all over love, like
Do it to last, last
Hanging out the back, all up in your lap
Like is you comin' home?
Is you out with her?
I don't care long as you here by 10: 30
No later than, drop them drawers
Give me what I want

My man is my man is your man
Heard that's her man too
My man is my man is your man
Her, that's her man
Tuesday and Wednesday, Thursday and Friday
I just keep him satisfied through the weekend
You like 9 to 5, I'm the weekend
Make him lose his mind every weekend
You'll take Wednesday, Thursday
Then just send him my way
Think I got it covered for the weekend

I gotta say I'm in the mood for a little bit more of that
I mean I'm saying what kind of deal is two days?
I need me at least 'bout four of them
More of them, more of you on me
On us, just tell me you want me, yeah
Monday and I'll be at your door
Ready to take her place
Ready to give you
What you've been missin' on weekdays
What you've been waitin' for
10: 30, no later than
Drop them drawers, I know what you want

My man is my man is your man
Heard that's her man too
My man is my man is your man
Her, that's her man
Tuesday and Wednesday, Thursday and Friday
I just keep him satisfied through the weekend
You like 9 to 5, I'm the weekend
Make him lose his mind every weekend
You'll take Wednesday, Thursday
Then just send him my way
Think I got it covered for the weekend

Ayyy
Bright ideas
We got bright ideas
Ayyy
Bright ideas
We got bright ideas
Ayyy
Bright ideas
We got bright ideas

Quit

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A new month.

A new me?

Had a quiet time on my own today.

Catching up on sleep.

Walking around alone.

Visiting the library.

Simple things like today.

Makes me feel like something is missing.

Maybe its that.

But I can't go back to it.

I've quit.

It's for the best.

I've been planning for the future lately..

And I hope it goes smoothly.

Love, Eran.

Am I gonna regret it?

Current Song Mood: Cashmere Ft Ariana Grande - Quit

And you say that I'm the devil you know
And I don't disagree, no, I don't see the harm
They say, "You crazy, just leave him, he'll suffocate you."
But I wanna be in your arms

They say, "No, don't pick up the phone, let them think there's nobody home."
But I'm under your spell
'Cause when you call my heart starts to roll
I always want more
It's my heaven, my hell

We're heading deep
Inside lives a voice, a voice so quiet
But I can't hear that voice when your heart beats next to mine

I can't quit you
I can't quit you
I can't quit you
I can't quit you
Yeah, I'm gonna regret it
Yeah, I'm gonna regret it
Yeah, I'm gonna regret it
I know I'm gonna regret it

When you said, "Baby, I just want you to lay me down and we'll fuck the pain away."
'Cause skin on skin, I feel nothing but the burning of desire
And that's just foreplay

We're heading deep
Inside lives a voice, a voice so quiet
But I can't hear that voice when your heart beats next to mine

I can't quit you
I can't quit you
I can't quit you
I can't quit you
Yeah, I'm gonna regret it
Yeah, I'm gonna regret it
Yeah, I'm gonna regret it
I know I'm gonna regret it

I can't quit you
I can't quit you, oh baby
I can't quit you
I can't quit you, oh babe
Gonna regret it
Yeah, I'm gonna regret it
Yeah, I'm gonna regret it
I'm gonna regret it
I'm gonna regret it
(Babe, babe)
Gonna regret it
I'm gonna regret it

C'est La Vie

Page 867 

Finally did what I should've done a long time ago.

Deleting those degrading apps.

I gotta get used to this.

I'm feeling a mix of empowerment. 

Yet so drained.

I guess work is taking it's toll on me

Oh well..

C'est la vie (That's life.)

You gotta work hard to earn.

My goals have still a long way to go.

& I hope I can achieve them one day.

Seeing all these rich f*cks at work...

I gotta get to that level.

But not stoop as low as them.

Heh.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Tinashe - C'Est La Vie

Finally feeling free for the night, I got no worries
Finally got a claim on my life, baby, c'est la vie
I got plenty trees for the flight
Think I'll stay a while, I think I'll stay a while
Ah, baby, stay with me
Finally feeling free for the night, I got no worries
Finally got a claim on my life, baby, c'est la vie
I got plenty trees for the flight
Think I'll stay a while, I think I'll stay a while
Ah, baby, stay with me

It's now or never
'Cause I'm leaving the city at dawn
I'm chasing good weather (weather, weather)
I got lots of cash on me, they'll never find us
Skipping all the cracks and leave it all behind us
(Behind us, behind us, all behind us)
Never
And I like it
You ain't seen nothing (you ain't seen nothing yet)
Never really ever stop, makin' money on the low
I been on my VVS
I be on my head to toe

I'm finally feeling free for the night, I got no worries
Finally got a claim on my life, baby, c'est la vie
I got plenty trees for the flight
Think I'll stay a while, I think I'll stay a while
Ah, baby, stay with me
Finally feeling free for the night, I got no worries
Finally got a claim on my life, baby, c'est la vie
I got plenty trees for the flight
Think I'll stay a while, I think I'll stay a while
Ah, baby, stay with me

Baby, stay with me
(Baby, stay with me)

Stay with me...

Angel

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Like.. I honestly don't know why some people even exist.

So many crazy people out there man.

Like so what if you're rich?

Have a private room?

We're not your servants.

If you want servants go book some VIP shit man. 

Cause you aint shit in my eyes.

Gosh.

So damn impatient. 

And showing off your attitude doesn't help, it makes you look like a spoiled brat.

So done with selfish people today.

I aint no angel.

And I certainly won't be your slave.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Fifth Harmony - Angel

Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was an angel? Oh yeah

We was just a moment, nothing serious
Never really paid it no mind
Dropped the back side, you're paying attention
Shakin' all that, ah...
Should've never not kept your word
Woulda had a reason to keep mine
You was too inconsistent
Shakin' all that, ah...

Should've never crossed that line with ya
Everything was cool, just drinkin' with ya
Way too young to be up in handcuffs
Wasn't tryna spend my life on the phone with ya
Gotta keep it all 100 with ya
The original me wouldn't fuck with ya
And I was beginning to fuck with ya

Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was an angel? Oh yeah
When you look at me, what do you see?
Open your eyes, I'm more brilliant than you'll ever be
Who said I was an angel?

Yeah, won't lie, say I don't lie
Yeah, I might've told a few lies, yeah
Won't lie, say I didn't try
But you're only worth a few tries, yeah
Track star, think you're running these streets
You ain't the only one running the streets
Stay making ground like I only wear cleats, yeah

Should've never crossed that line with ya
Everything was cool, just drinkin' with ya
Way too young to be up in handcuffs
Wasn't tryna spend my life on the phone with ya
Gotta keep it all 100 with ya
The original me wouldn't fuck with ya
And I was beginning to fuck with ya

Who said I was an angel? (But you was wrong, oh yeah)
Who said I was an angel? (Oh, I'm no angel, when you look at me)
When you look at me, what do you see?
Open your eyes, I'm more brilliant than you'll ever be
Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was, an angel?

Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was an angel?
Didn't know real me, I'm far from an angel
Who said I was an angel?
Never took the time out, never had time to figure me out
When you look at me
When you look at me, what do you see? (What do you see?)
Open your eyes, I'm more brilliant than you'll ever be
Who said I was an angel?
Who said I was a, an angel? Oh...

Deliver

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Feeling more confident as the day passes.

Getting more experienced in what i'm doing.

And I guess people are noticing that.

Cause I am becoming a regular face, after all.

I like it.

I like this feeling.

Taking it slow and steady.

I wanna keep doing me.

I'm know I'm gonna deliver.

I know it.

So just watch.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Fifth Harmony - Deliver

He know I keep it ready on the regular
So I don't have to get ready, ain't no setting up
When I give it, I make sure I give more than enough, yeah
He know, he know this, he know, he know this
No needs for replacements or a warranty
And he'll never need another, that's a guarantee
I can overnight this body if that's what you need, yeah
He know, he know this, he know, he know this

I never hit or miss, he know I always come through
Show up looking like my photo, keep it full proof
When you call me, know you know just what I'm gon' do, gon' do (what I'm gon' do)

Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do, do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
He know what's coming when I come through, through
I know you got the message, I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do, do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
He know what's coming when I come through

I ain't even gonna try, it's in my DNA (In my DNA)
Always get the job done way too easily (Yeah)
I assure you, I back up what's on my resume
Yeah, I know you know this, I know you notice
I, I'm never letting down (I'm never letting you)
I'm all that you heard about
Why? That's why you come around
I know you know this, I know you know this

I never hit or miss, he know I always come through (Through)
Show up looking like my photo, keep it full proof (Proof)
When you call me, know you know just what I'm gon' do, gon' do

Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do, do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
He know what's coming when I come through, through
I know you got the message, I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do do (Exactly what I'm gonna do)
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver (I deliver, yeah)
He know what's coming when I come through

On your doorstep like UPS, won't send it back
You're hard to please, just like me and I'll give you that (I'll give you that)
I'll give you something that you wanna unpack
You can say I'm reliable like that (Oh)

I never hit or miss, he know I always come through (Through)
Show up looking like my photo, keep it full proof (Proof)
When you call me, know you know just what I'm gon' do, gon' do

Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do, do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver (My baby knows that I deliver)
Know what's coming when I come through, through
I know you got the message, I deliver
That's exactly what I'm gon' do do
Yeah, my baby knows that I deliver (I deliver, yeah, I deliver, yeah)
Know what's coming when I come through

Oh, baby, I deliver, ah
Mmmmm, yeah

You Already Know

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Feels like history is repeating itself.

With what I did..

I looked at you with longing eyes..

I don't have to tell you.

But you already know..

Camera rolling.

Flashes onces in a while.

This was it.

This was what I always wanted.

Something different.

Something... worth it.

This time.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Fergie Ft Nicki Minaj - You Already Know

[Fergie:]
Life's a movie, let the camera roll
Fast life moving, ain't no going slow
That's right, baby, you already know
You already know, hope you're ready (ready, steady)

Let it go, get rolled, I just can't hold
Back and forth 'cause I'm the girl with soul
Ain't controlling effects, so what the heck
Rock the discotheque 'cause this groove is up next
Tease on the camera, freeze while I animate
I'm no amateur, I'm a laminate
I'ma assassinate all the imitates
Then I'ma take a break, and meditate
Hmm, let me think about it
Put my little noodle on the problem, then I drink about it
Drink a little, swig a little, sip a little, spill a little
Feel a little loopy when I get a little tipsy
Beez got me feeling like a gypsy
Smoking on that hookah got me feeling like a hippie, trippy
Gone for a minute and you missed me
Now Fergie back with a bag full of tricksies

Life's a movie, let the camera roll
Fast life moving, ain't no going slow
That's right, baby, you already know
You already know, hope you're ready
Ready, steady, steady, rocking

This is how we do, this is how we do
This is how we do, this is how we do

[Nicki Minaj:]
Yo, ayo, let it go, let's go
I keep a bar like Esco
I wanna ball, where the nets go?
I'm on stage, you can stand where the guests go
Bitches is my sons, they don’t wanna leave the nest tho
They like, uh, where the ref go?
I-I got these hoes scared to pass, I got that intercept flow
I made a movie like Seth Rog
And since I came in the game, they careers on death row
Damn, I ain't see Meek Millie in a week
Five shows, made three millie in a week
You are now looking at the the best, the elite
Too bad you can't go and invest in critiques
I’m thick and petite, tell ‘em quick pick a seat
I pull up in a Ghost, no sheets, trick or treat
I know they on E, but I don't give a F, though
Bad attitude, but my pussy is the best, though

[Fergie:]
Life's a movie, let the camera roll
Fast life moving, ain't no going slow
That's right, baby, you already know
You already know, hope you're ready
Ready, steady, steady, rocking

This is how we do, this is how we do
This is how we do, this is how we do

Come get some, you little bums
Dudes want the cake, but they can't get a crumb
From the original, sexual, visual dope chick and all that good shit
Charismatic when I'm at it
When I, add it up, I'm mathematic, baby
Top game, I'm out the attic
There you have it, no dramatics, hold the static
Pose for the camera, daddy, I'm vogueing
Baby, I'm glamorous, and I'm folding
Grammys and AMAs, I'm holding
Amazing the way I keep shit frozen
Cool, that's true, got new shoes and a new attitude
Got my hair did, got a new hairdo
Come and see me at a venue near you

I said watch me, I said watch me when I drop it
Just watch and learn, baby, watch and learn, baby
It's hot, it burns so I drop it
Oh baby, watch me when I drop it
You didn't know I could drop it like that, did you?
You didn't know I could drop it like that, did you?

Life's a movie, let the camera roll
Fast life moving, ain't no going slow
That's right, baby, you already know
You already know, hope you're ready
Ready, steady, steady, rocking

This is how we do, this is how we do
This is how we do, this is how we do

[Nicki Minaj:]
Make some noise for my girl Fergie Ferg