Hunger

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Drive.

Passion.

Hunger.

I need to find that again.

I feel it in my blood.

In my soul.

Something.. unspeakable.

A desire to..

Prove myself.

To others.

To the world.

Of.. who I am.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Florence + The Machine - Hunger

Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh

At seventeen, I started to starve myself
I thought that love was a kind of emptiness
And at least I understood then the hunger I felt
And I didn't have to call it loneliness

We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger

Tell me what you need, oh, you look so free
The way you use your body, baby, come on and work it for me
Don't let it get you down, you're the best thing I've seen
We never found the answer but we knew one thing

We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger

And it's Friday night and it's kicking in
And I can't dress, they're gonna crucify me
Oh, but you and all your vibrant youth
How could anything bad ever happen to you?
You make a fool of death with your beauty, and for a moment

I thought that love was in the drugs
But the more I took, the more it took away
And I could never get enough
I thought that love was on the stage
You give yourself to strangers
You don't have to be afraid
And then it tries to find a home with people, oh, and I'm alone
Picking it apart and staring at your phone

We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger

Tell me what you need, oh, you look so free
The way you use your body, baby, come on and work it for me
Don't let it get you down, you're the best thing I've seen
We never found the answer but we knew one thing

We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger

And it's Friday night and it's kicking in
And I can't dress, they're gonna crucify me
Oh, you and all your vibrant youth
How could anything bad ever happen to you?
You make a fool of death with your beauty, and for a moment
I forget to worry

Lovin' Is Bible

Page 1052

Family time.

Is so precious.

I used to hate.. going for family gatherings.

Because I was so shy.

I'd isolate myself.

Wont talk to others.. haha.

Even with my own cousins.

That was how introvert I was.

But now, at this age...

Things are so different.

I feel more closer to my relatives.

We don't get to see each other often.

But when we do, it's so nice to catch up.

Chat, tease, laugh with each other.

Time with them, is so precious now.

And it's not enough.

Today.. being at my late grandma's home.

Was so nostalgic.

My Mum felt it. I did too.

That spot in her room where her hospital bed once was.

Now was just an empty space.

Just like how we felt at the moment.

Empty.

But the presence of each other filled that up.

It's nice.. to still hold on to that.

Doesn't matter how religious we are.

Your lovin' is bible.

Family.. is everything.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: The Aces - Lovin' Is Bible

Ooh, ooh, o-oh
Ooh, ooh, o-oh
Your lovin' is
Your lovin' is

Well you know I'm not religious but
Your lovin' is bible
You can teach me how to speak your language
Make me your disciple

Laughing in your car, you're out shining all the stars
Meet me at the moon cause we like the altitude
Feel the heat when you're around
Got the seats laying down
I love the way the way you move
When it's just me and you

Well you know I'm not religious, but
Your lovin' is bible
We could paint our love all over town
Watch it go viral
Making me feel like I could go crazy
You are the only one who can save me
I know you know you got me going crazy, but
Your lovin' is bible, your lovin' is bible

Take me to your holy places
Treat you like an idol
Confessing all my secrets to you
With no denial

So roll the windows down
It's so hot when you're around
I love the way the way you move
When it's just me and you

Well I know you're not not religious but
This lovin' is bible
We could paint our love all over town
Watch it go viral
Making me feel like I could go crazy
You are the only one who can save me
I know you know you got me going crazy, but
Your lovin' is bible, your lovin' is bible

Could you take me there
'Cause you know I've gotta have you
'Cause you know I've gotta have you
Would you take me there
'Cause you know I've gotta have you
'Cause you know I've gotta have you

You're making me feel like I could go crazy
You are the only one who can save me
I know you know you got me going crazy
Your lovin' is bible, your lovin' is bible
You know I'm not religious, but
Your lovin' is bible, your lovin' is bible
We could paint our love all over town
Watch it go viral, your lovin' is bible

Young Dumb & Broke

Page 1051

And in that moment, I remember what it felt like.

To be young and free again.

Young, dumb & broke.

But free as my wings could take me.

And it's thanks to these two who keeps me grounded.

Making me feel like.. me.

Like myself again.

I love you guys.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Khalid - Young Dumb & Broke

So you're still thinking of me
Just like I know you should
I can not give you everything, you know I wish I could
I'm so high at the moment
I'm so caught up in this
Yeah, we're just young, dumb and broke
But we still got love to give

While we're young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb broke high school kids
Yadadadadadadada
Yadadadadadada
Yadadadadadadada
Young dumb broke high school kids

We have so much in common
We argue all the time
You always say I'm wrong
I'm pretty sure I'm right
What's fun about commitment?
When we have our life to live
Yeah, we're just young dumb and broke
But we still got love to give

While we're young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb broke high school kids
Yadadadadadadada
Yadadadadadada
Yadadadadadadada
Young dumb broke high school kids

Jump and we think - leave it all in the game of love
Love
Run into sin, do it all in the name of fun
Fun
Whoa-oa-oa
I'm so high at the moment
I'm so caught up in this
Yeah, we're just young, dumb and broke
But we still got love to give

While we're young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb
Young, young dumb and broke
Young dumb broke high school kids
Yadadadadadadada
Yadadadadadada
Yadadadadadadada
Young dumb broke high school kids
Yadadadadadadada
Yadadadadadada
Yadadadadadadada
Young dumb broke high school kids

Peak

Page 1050

Seeing you in that pic, in that place.

It brought back a lot.

I guess, I'd never get to see you there again.

No... I won't see you ever.

I guess.. those feelings will cease to exist.

All this while... I've been numbed with disappointment.

I can't help but wonder...

Where did it all go wrong.

Did I do something wrong?

Wasn't I enough?

Didnt I amount to you.

No, I didnt do anything, but show love to you.

But you pushed that aside. 

I thought I was in love.

I thought you were too.

I wish you could be honest with your feelings.

Instead of trying to look cool.

I dont blame you...

J.

Cause I've lost myself since.

And I've been taking time to find myself again.

Half a year has passed.

And I've reached the peak.

It's time I move past these feelings.

Or maybe.. they'll haunt me forever.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Anne Marie - Peak

Wasn't I enough?
Didn't I amount to you?
I don't blame you for the love
That I lost to you
It will take time
A lot of heartache too
But I was in love
I thought you were too

No one compares, if I'm honest
I've beaten myself blue
I wish you could've been honest
Instead of trying to look cool

Did I breathe? Did I?
Did I sleep?
Did I eat?
Did I cheat? Did I?
Did I do something wrong?
Did I hit the peak? Did I?
Did I feel?
Did I steal?
No, I didn't do anything but love

Now we get along
That's just what we have to do
But I know every song
Sang out my heart for you
I've gotta stay humble
And you have to too
It was the hope, he crumbles
Where it once stood tall

No one compares, if I'm honest
I've beaten myself blue
I wish you could've been honest
Instead of trying to look cool

Did I breathe? Did I?
Did I sleep?
Did I eat?
Did I cheat? Did I?
Did I do something wrong?
Did I hit the peak? Did I?
Did I feel?
Did I steal?
No, I didn't do anything but love

Like To Be You

Page 1049

I had never seen beauty like you.

As you gazed on your phone.

Amongst the crowded bus.

Your beautiful hair falling in its place.

Your concentration.. strong.

Just like you were, standing tall.

Confident.

Sexy.

I wonder what it's like...

To be you.

And I couldnt help but give one last glance,

Our eyes almost meeting,

As you alighted. 

Knowing.. I'd never see you again.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Shawn Mendes Ft Julia Michaels - Like To Be You

Don't cry or do whatever makes you comfortable
I'm tired too, there's nothin' left to say
Let's call a truce, 'cause I don't really wanna go to
Bed like this

I'm so sorry
That we're still stuck in the middle
I'm so sorry
'Cause in the moment I

I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm dying to
If I could put myself in your shoes
Then I'd know what it's like to be you

Can I kiss you or not?
'Cause I'm not really sure right now of what you want
Are you still mad at me? I'm hopin' not
'Cause maybe we could go to the movies
I know that always cheers us up, hey

I'm so sorry
That we're still stuck in the middle
Yeah, I'm so sorry
'Cause in the moment I

I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm dying to
If I could put myself in your shoes
Then I'd know what it's like to be you

Tell me what's inside of your head
No matter what you say I won't love you less
And I'd be lying if I said that I do
I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like to be you

I get worried
I might lose you a little
Every time we
Every time we argue and get caught up in the moment

I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm dying to
If I could put myself in your shoes
Then I'd know what it's like to be you

So tell me what's inside of your head
No matter what you say I won't love you less
And I'd be lying if I said that I do
I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like

Let's Go

Page 1048

Focus.

On yourself.

On the things that mean something to you.

On the things that matters.

Focus..

Cause they're the only things that keep you going.

Let go.

& 

Let's go.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Khalid - Let's Go

Everybody 2 step in the motherfucker
2 step in the motherfucker, yeah
Everybody 2 step in the motherfucker
2 step in the motherfucker, everybody get up, yeah
Can you feel this energy?
This is the start of something great
We might be a little late
Hey but at least we're on our way
You got too much time to waste
Focusing on what people say
They might not like that we were right
But we're here to stay

Leave your sorrow on the table
Pick up your worries and throw them out the window
You don't gotta let your friends know
There's so much trouble to get into
Let's go, let go
Let's go, let go

I got a blacked out Chevrolet
You don't have a destination
Travelling where the wind will take
That might be from place to place
Oh shit, I just graduated
I don't have any obligations
So let's have a little fun
Go 'head and drop all the relations

Leave your sorrow on the table
Pick up your worries and throw them out the window
You don't gotta let your friends know
There's so much trouble to get into
Let's go, let go
Let's go, let's go
So let's go, let's go
Let go, let's go

Keep Me

Page 1047

Finally feeling a little like myself today.

Tried to be positive most of the day.

It worked.

I guess it all depends on your mind huh.

And that's scary.

How your mind works.

It's such a powerful tool.

And it's hard to control.

A little bit empty right now.

But that's alright.

Slow steps.

Keep me... alive.

I want to be.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Khalid - Keep Me

Roses were your favorite flower
And I couldn't stand the scent
But if it's what it takes to put a smile on your face
I guess I'll deal with it
You hung with the popular kids
And I couldn't stand them
But I sucked it up, because I wanted to be more than friends

You should walk away with me
In your heart
Keep me in your mind
You don't have to speak
Of our past, just
Keep me in your life
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Ohhhhh
Nooooo
Ohhhhh
Nooooo

We were ridin' down Dyer with my top down
Singin' our favorite songs
But the funny thing is
Every time we did, you'd always get the words wrong
And I was your biggest fan
You should never forget it
I bet your new man
Doesn't love you like I did
Does he love you like I did?
Does he love you like I did?
Noooo…

You should walk away with me
In your heart
Keep me in your mind
You don't have to speak
Of our past, just
Keep me in your life
Keep me alive

Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Ohhhhh
Nooooo
Ohhhhh
Nooooo

You should walk away with me
In your heart
Keep me in your mind
You don't have to speak
Of our past, just
Keep me in your life
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Ohhhhh
Nooooo
Ohhhhh
Nooooo