Lost Stars

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Another beautiful day with you.

Love snuggling up with you on the couch.

Watching horror shows.

With yummy food in our tummies.

Hehe.

It's so simple but wonderful.

And I love it.

I love you.

We're like... lost stars. That just found each other.

Flames that got reignited. 

After being floating around and being lost for so long...

Thank you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Adam Levine - Lost Stars

Please don't see
Just a boy caught up in dreams and fantasies
Please see me
Reaching out for someone I can't see

Take my hand, let's see where we wake up tomorrow
Best laid plans sometimes are just a one night stand
I'll be damned, Cupid's demanding back his arrow
So let's get drunk on our tears

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

Who are we?
Just a speck of dust within the galaxy?
Woe is me
If we're not careful turns into reality

But don't you dare let our best memories bring you sorrow
Yesterday I saw a lion kiss a deer
Turn the page, maybe we'll find a brand new ending
Where we're dancing in our tears

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

And I thought I saw you out there crying
And I thought I heard you call my name
And I thought I heard you out there crying
Just the same

And God, give us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and this lamb is on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light ... light up the dark?

And I thought I saw you out there crying
And I thought I heard you call my name
And I thought I heard you out there crying
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?
Are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

Genesis

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I felt like a pampered princess today.

Haha.

Thank you.

For making me feel special.

It's been a month since we've met.

And life has been so beautiful and colourful since.

It feels like.. a genesis of something beautiful.

Us.

And I hope it stays this special for a really long time.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - Genesis

In the beginning
God created Heaven and Earth
For what it's worth, I think that he might've created you first
Just my opinion
Your body is the one paradise that I wanna fly to
Every day and every night

I've been sick and tired of running
Chasing all of the flashing lights
These late nights don't mean nothing
So I just wanna apologize
I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry, yeah

I need your love
And I'm dying for the rush
'Cause my heart ain't got enough
I need your touch
This is getting serious
Tell me that it's not the end of us
How can we go back to the beginning?
How can we go back to the beginning?
Without you, I've got no air to breathe in
How can we go back to the beginning?

Don't matter what's written
We can start all over again, all over again
Oh, how can I get you all over my skin?
My deep intuition tells me that I'm doing you wrong
If I don't come home
Just say you forgive me and don't let me go

I've been sick and tired of running
Chasing all of the flashing lights
These late nights don't mean nothing
So I just wanna apologize
I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry, yeah

I need your love
And I'm dying for the rush
'Cause my heart ain't got enough
I need your touch
This is getting serious
Tell me that it's not the end of us
How can we go back to the beginning?
How can we go back to the beginning?
Without you, I've got no air to breathe in
How can we go back to the beginning?

You know, I roar like a lion
For you, you know I'll keep trying 'til the sun stops rising

I need your love
And I'm dying for the rush
'Cause my heart ain't got enough
I need your touch
This is getting serious
Tell me that it's not the end of us
How can we go back to the beginning?
How can we go back to the beginning?
Without you, I've got no air to breathe in
How can we go back to the beginning?

Closer

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Yes, I love spending time with you.

Every minute of it.

No matter how tired I am.

Cause with you, I always feel safe.

I always feel.. happy.

To talk to you.

To laugh at your silly antics.

I'm just glad.. I have someone to spend my time with now.

And to lean closer to.

Each day.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Travis - Closer

I've had enough, of this parade.
I'm thinking of, the words to say.
We open up, unfinished parts,
Broken up, its so mellow.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now.

Keep waking up (waking up), without you here (without you here).
Another day (another day), another year (another year).
I seek the truth (seek the truth), we set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of a second chance (a second chance).

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

closer, closer... closer, closer.

HURT

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A week more till I grow older.

Heh.

Idk what to expect from that.

Honestly, its the same thing every year.

And I don't look forward to it.

But maybe.. this year will be a little more special.

I'm glad to see you better again.

I know you've been hurt lately.

And it hurts me to see you that way.

I think...

We just need each other.

To keep going.

To keep growing.

And become better people.

I'm there for you.

If you need me.

:)

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Jasmine Sokko - HURT

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I know how we are
Haven't been doing good for a while
But I just need somebody (need somebody)
So I came to you to cry about
The things that pull me down
But you blame it on insecurities (insecurities)

[Pre-Chorus]
You see, I know, I know
I know you know my weakness
But you didn't have to rub it in right now to remind me
You said you meant me well with your affection
So I guess there's a glitch in transaction
Some kind of miscalculation

[Chorus]
Baby, I am sorry
I just want to hurt you back
I just want to hurt you back
I just (hurt you back)
I know I'm kind of selfish
I just want to hurt you back
I just want to hurt you back
I just

[Post-Chorus]
I just, I just, I just, I just
Hurt you back
I just, I just, I just, I just
Hurt you back

[Verse 2]
See I wish I was calm
Spilling words
Like haze getting
Poisons darts right of my chest (right of my chest)
And I like your honesty
But I didn't think I need affection
Of apology, 'cause that is free

[Pre-Chorus]
You see, I know, I know
I know you know my weakness
But you didn't have to rub it in right now to remind me
You said you meant me well with your affection
So I guess there's glitch in transaction
Some kind of miscalculation

[Chorus]
Baby, I am sorry
I just want to hurt you back
I just want to hurt you back
I just (hurt you back)
I know I'm kind of selfish
I just want to hurt you back
I just want to hurt you back
I just (hurt you back)

[Post-Chorus]
I just, I just, I just, I just
Hurt you back
I just, I just, I just, I just
Hurt you back

Don't Cry

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What a week its been so far...

But putting that aside.

I just...

I just want to be here for you.

So don't cry okay?

Cause I love you.

And I'm here.

I'm here.

Please feel better soon.

Everything will be alright.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Lil Wayne Ft xxxTentacion - Dont Cry

[Lil Wayne:]
C5

[XXXTENTACION:]
Don't cry, don't go
Won't lie, I fuckin' love you
Woah!

[Lil Wayne:]
You're staring into the clouds
Am I rising or they comin' down
I see death around the corner
And the U-turn sign's lookin' like a smile
What do I do now? Who gon' find me, how?
Nowhere to turn but around and round
Just another nigga that done lost his head
No, a fucking king that forgot his crown
I am not number one, it's true
I'm number 9-27-82
Color blind, even if I may be blue
A lot on my plate, ain't my favorite food
But I'm hungry, so hungry
Need my family tree next to a money tree
With a bunch of leaves in the Garden of Eden
With a bunch of Eves, no fruit punch for me
I sip from the fountain of youth
So if I die young, blame the juice
Bury me in New Orleans
Tombstone reads "Don't cry, stay tuned"
Bring me back to life
Got to lose a life just to have a life
But if heaven's as good as advertised
I want a triple extension on my motherfuckin' afterlife
Rest in paradise

[XXXTENTACION & Lil Wayne:]
Don't cry (don't cry, don't cry), don't go (why, oh why?)
Won't lie, I fuckin' love you
Don't cry (don't cry, don't cry, don't cry), don't go (why, oh why, oh why, oh why?)
Won't lie (don't cry, don't cry), I fuckin' love you (don't cry, don't cry)

[Lil Wayne:]
Talent is God-given, be grateful
Fame is not a given, be humble
And conceit is self-driven, drive carefully
Stay in your own lane, seat buckled
And sometimes when there is no music
We toot our own horns, rum-bum-bum-bum
That woman carried the future
And Tunechi was born like "dun-dun-dun-dun"
Don't call it a comeback
It was dark, now the sun back
Hit me hard, but I punched back
The wheels fell off, I rode the hubcap
Is it suicide or it's do or die
It's newer days and it's bluer skies
I told myself "It's just you and I"
Then the breeze came and it blew my mind
Lord knows who I'm there for
I give my last breath to effort
Mama tell me to be careful
Voice in my head give me an earful
But I got mind control over my control
I lost control but knew I'd find control
I let God control what I cannot control
Can't control the tears, let them drop and roll

[XXXTENTACION & Lil Wayne:]
Don't cry (don't cry, don't cry), don't go (why, oh why, oh why?)
Won't lie (don't cry), I fuckin' love you (triple extension on my motherfuckin' afterlife)
Don't cry (don't cry, don't cry), don't go (why, oh why, oh why?)
Won't lie, I fuckin' love you (don't cry)

[Lil Wayne:]
Don't cry, stay tuned
And triple extension on my motherfuckin' afterlife
Rest in paradise

Change Your Mind

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The past seemed so recent..

It's always the end of the year that shit happens to me.

And I know you go through it too.

Well I hope.. this year it'll be different.

I know parts of you are still broken.

Parts of me are too.

And thats okay.

Thats what.. we're meant for.

Right now.

To heal each other.

And have each other's company.

Thank you for having the courage to share all of that tonight.

I want to change your mind.

Change.. your life.

Cause you've changed mine.

And I can't thank you enough for that.

So let me... be your song.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Tori Kelly - Change Your Mind

He came to me like a song
Like one I knew all along
And daddy he got a hold on me
I know you think that it's wrong
But he grew on me like a rose (Hmm)
The sweetest I've ever known (Hmm)
I swear that he got a hold on me (Hmm)
And now I can't let him go (Hmm)

No one ever said it was easy
And I love him
You gotta believe me
No, it don't seem right
But I'll change your
Mind, mind

Trust in me
I'ma need your blessing
Oh, I love him
I'm confessing
If it takes my life
I'ma change your mind

He spoke to me like the rain (Hmm)
I knew that I would have to see him again (Hmm)
And as he poured out his heart on me (Hmm)
I was a moth to a flame (Hmm)

No one ever said it was easy
And I love him
You gotta believe me
No, it don't seem right
But I'll change your
Mind, mind

Trust in me
I'ma need your blessing
Oh, I love him
I'm confessing
If it takes my life
I'ma change your mind

Oh, oh, ohh
Oh ohhh
On, no, no, no
I'ma change your mind

You look at me like the sun
And I can see that your mind's made up
But daddy he got a hold of me
I swear that he is the one

Light On

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It's getting harder to leave you each time.

I'm just.. so comfortable.

With you.

Around you.

In your arms.

Even with the light on.

You keep me safe.

In your safe haven.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

Thank you for spending time with me.

It was worth it.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Maggie Rogers - Light On 

Would you believe me now if I told you I got caught up in a wave?
Almost gave it away
Would you hear me out if I told you I was terrified for days?
Thought I was gonna break

Oh, I couldn't stop it, tried to slow it all down
Crying in the bathroom, had to figure it out
With everyone around me saying, "You must be so happy now"

Oh, if you keep reachin' out
Then I'll keep coming back
And if you're gone for good
Then I'm okay with that
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)
And I am finding out
There's just no other way
That I'm still dancing at the end of the day
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)

And do you believe me now that I always had the best intentions, babe?
Always wanted to stay
Can you feel me now that I'm vulnerable in oh so many ways
And I'll never change

Oh, I couldn't stop it, tried to figure it out
But everything kept moving and the noise got too loud
With everyone around me saying, "You should be so happy now"

Oh, if you keep reachin' out
Then I'll keep coming back
And if you're gone for good
Then I'm okay with that
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)
And I am finding out
There's just no other way
That I'm still dancing at the end of the day
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)

I'll leave the light on, oh
Would you leave the light on?

If you keep reachin' out
Then I'll keep coming back
But if you're gone for good
Then I'm okay with that
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)
And I am finding out
There's just no other way
That I'm still dancing at the end of the day
If you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
(Light on, light on, light on)

Oh, if you leave the light on
Then I'll leave the light on
Oh, if you leave the light on