Human

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I'm back again from another 2 weeks of attachment @IMH! Its been such a crazy (literally) posting.

I remember the first day - I didn't know what to expect at all. The patients were crowding at the doors like zombies and I felt like I was in a L4D2 game LOL. Even the way they walked, and their expressionless faces made me uncomfortable. But I slowly got used to them, the environment and the ward routine. I'm gonna miss the patients already HAHA. Teasing them and playing games.. :') I understand them better now. And I have more respect for them.

Not to mention, my amazing attachments, Anjek, Nadz, Jingy & Jo. I'm already missing all the silly kukubandung moments with them hehehe. They're my happy pills. <3 Like seriously I just love the positive vibes and hilarious conversations with them. Oh and also a big thank you to both of our amazingly nice CIs (they're so geeky & funny.. heheheh) for their guidance.

Well I'm so glad the posting's over. 1 month of attachment is long okay! Haha. Holidays here I come!! I'm gonna cherish it. Got some goals in my head that I wanna fulfil..

Mum's been worried about me being stressed up and keeping to myself. She thinks that one day I will hurt myself. Nah.. I don't think I'll go that far haha. When my kukubandungs share personal stories with me.. Sometimes I feel like sharing mine too.. But I don't think I should. Not everyone can handle the truth. I'll share them through other means. Bits and pieces. Slowly.

Cause I'm only human.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Christina Perri - Human

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

I can fake a smile

I can force a laugh

I can dance and play the part

If that's what you ask

Give you all I am

I can do it

I can do it

I can do it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human, yeah

I can turn it on

Be a good machine

I can hold the weight of worlds

If that's what you need

Be your everything

I can do it

I can do it

I'll get through it

But I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human, yeah

I'm only human

I'm only human

Just a little human

I can take so much

Until I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human, yeah