John Doe

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Hey everyone! Its been one heck of a week. Being a Year 3 has been looking good so far. Looking out for cute freshies, getting random hellos from those that came for the camp =) I'm really liking my schedule cause I have one lesser modules than my classmates (hehehe).

Swear this is the perfect haircut for me.

Here's some random selfieszx!

Stayed back a couple of days with these peeps. Lol. Helped out my babe with a montage for her bf. =) Actually she did most of the work, I just lent her my lappy HAHA. We are all ALWAYS high at night HAHAHA. So nice to see them more often nowadays!!

Also get to go to the same lecture as some of my Excos! Baik!!! HAHAHA.

We had our Dance For Fun competition on Thursday. Its been intense cause theres a LOT of competition. And we all know how biased the school can be.. sheesh. But anyway, we won Best Costume! So incredibly proud of them, especially the freshies, for learning the steps in such a short time! & for Lily who has been working really hard on this whole thing. <3 Wooohoo Hs Havoc!! (Also had a nice time looking at eye candies mmh lol).

They were so hilarious I couldn't stop smiling x)

The D4F ticket.

Ps. Prem kissed me on the cheeks and it left a lipstick mark but its hidden in the pics! x) Hehe.

Check out their dance at the link below!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4hZWK26M3g

After the competition we went back to Logi Room for a debrief, which me and some of the EXCOs decided to use the time to snap with a GoPro cam (Hafeez's). It was AWESOME I SWEAR WE WERE LITERALLY SNAPPING EVERYWHERE LOL. (Girls toilet, Boys toilet, Urinal, Corridor, Classroom. You name it. XD)

Fave shot. HAHA they were really covering their noses cause it was SMELLY.

Love this one!!

With the Dance4Fun Peeps <3

Kool shot.

Supper with the gang.

Friday was pretty awesome too. NSL lessons were fun cause my lecturer is a guy for once LOL (the past 2 years had been middle-aged to old women) so it was a pretty nice change cause he was quite chilled and sometimes joined in our silly jokes hahaha.

Mother Theresa just became a nun HAHAHA.

I also got gifts today 1) from Bernadette who just came back from her Aussie trip. & 2) a bag from my classmates which was supposed to be one my bday gifts hahaha. Love you guys thank you!! :*

OMNOMNOMZ THIS WAS DELISH.

The bracelet smelled nice ._. *sniffs*

My pretty new bag from my classmates =)

So that sums up this crazy tiring week. Things are really 'happening' right now haha. School.. FYP.. (Oh gosh.) Meeting up with dear friends (bumped into my kukubandungs finally HAHA! Didn't get to snap pics with them though but they make my day so much better <3) & also working on my mixtape. Busybusybusy!!

Gonna start hitting the gym next week and also start on my FYP research. Have a good weekend people!

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: BoB Ft JoJo - John Doe (acoustic)

Seems like your heart stops workin

The minute they close the curtain

You take off your mask and take off your costume

And if anyone asks, you're taking a smoke break

And drinking some coffee

But everyone knows what you're doing

Seems like the bus moves slower

Just 'cause you got somewhere to go

So you take a few pills in Beverly Hills

But if anyone asks, you've got a prescription

You got an addiction

Who do you think that you're foolin?

John Doe!

I just want the John I know

Once you put the drinks on hold

Maybe you could come back home

John Doe

Oh oh oh...

Uh, everybody's addicted to something

Everybody gotta grip onto something

Even if it's just to feel the responsive appeal

Maybe once, maybe twice, maybe hundreds of times

Hundreds of times

Without it it's just harder to function at times

You race to the bottom of every single bottle

As if there was someone or something to find

You struggle in yo mind and you tell yourself lie after lie

'Till you get to the point where it's no longer private

The people that you work with notice the signs

When you walk in the room, it gets noticeably quiet

So you break up the silence

You say you've been at the gym

But the way that you look can't blame on a diet

So what you hidin?

John Doe!

I just want the John I know

Once you put the drinks on hold

Maybe you could come back home

John Doe

Oh oh oh...

Give Me Love

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So.. this is it eh. The last day of my holidays. Its been a wonderful break. Getting in touch with my inner spirits. I feel refreshed and reinvigorated.

I'm gonna be a Year 3 starting from tomorrow. Senior year. Wow… That's really fast. Feels like yesterday was my first day of Poly. I've grown and explored so much. I'm really thankful for Poly life. Now I'm gonna have to put my armour on and get through this tough year. One last final lap. Lets do this!

PS. Go listen to the first cover from my mixtape! I'm planning to call it #LovЭran. Inspired by JoJo's #LoveJo EP :) Heh. Been working really hard on it. So.. do me a favour and listen/like/share it? :D Thanks loves <3

https://soundcloud.com/eranistheone/eranistheone-loved-me-back-to-life-siaceline-dion-cover

Love, Eran.

Everyone needs some love. I wonder if I'll ever find it again.

Current Song Mood: Ed Sheeran - Give Me Love

Give me love like her,

'cause lately I've been waking up alone,

Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,

Told you I'd let them go,

And that I'll fight my corner,

Maybe tonight I'll call ya,

After my blood turns into alcohol,

No, I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,

We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love.

Give me love like never before,

'cause lately I've been craving more,

And it's been a while but I still feel the same,

Maybe I should let you go,

You know I'll fight my corner,

And that tonight I'll call ya,

After my blood is drowning in alcohol,

No I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,

We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

Give a little time to me, or burn this out,

We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My my, my, my, oh give me love.

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover.

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (love me, love me, love me).

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love, love me),

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love).

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love

[Break]

Of all the money that e'er I had

I've spent it in good company

And all the harm that e'er I've done

Alas it was to none but me

And all I've done for want of width

To memory now I can't recall

So fill to me the parting glass

Good night and joy be with you all

Of all the comrades that ever I had

They are sorry for my going away

And all the sweethearts that ever I had

They would wish me one more day to stay

But since it falls unto my lot

That I should rise and you should not

I'll gently rise and I'll softly call

Good night and joy be with you all

A man may drink and not be drunk

A man may fight and not be slain

A man may court a pretty girl

And perhaps be welcomed back again

But since it has so ordered been

By a time to rise and a time to fall

Come fill to me the parting glass

Good night and joy be with you all

Good night and joy be with you all

Chandelier

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Hola! Just wanna post how much I appreciate it when somebody plays or downloads my covers. It feels amazing I swear. That people would care enough to listen. :)

My highest played cover! Crazy! I really didn't expect so many people to play it.

 1k plays in total for all my covers.. I'm dying here.

My stats for the past week.

I'm working hard on my next project. I've been recording non-stop for the past 2 weeks. I really hope everything will work out smoothly :) Wishing everyone a Good Friday!

Love, Eran.

This song has an empowering yet melancholic feel to it. Its perfection. After everything that I've been through.. I just feel like I'm more stronger & wiser now.

Current Song Mood: Sia - Chandelier

Party girls don't get hurt

Can't feel anything, when will I learn

I push it down, push it down

I'm the one "for a good time call"

Phone's blowin' up, they're ringin' my doorbell

I feel the love, I feel the love

1,2,3 1,2,3 drink

1,2,3 1,2,3 drink

1,2,3 1,2,3 drink

Throw em back, till I lose count

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier

I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist

Like it doesn't exist

I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier

And I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes

Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight

Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes

Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight

On for tonight

Sun is up, I'm a mess

Gotta get out now, gotta run from this

Here comes the shame, here comes the shame

1,2,3 1,2,3 drink

1,2,3 1,2,3 drink

1,2,3 1,2,3 drink

Throw em back till I lose count

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier

I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist

Like it doesn't exist

I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier

And I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes

Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight

Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down won't open my eyes

Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight

On for tonight

On for for tonight

Cause i'm just holding on for tonight

No, i'm just holding on for tonight

On for tonight

On for tonight

Cause i'm just holding on for tonight

Cause i'm just holding on for tonight

No, i'm just holding on for tonight

On for tonight

On for tonight

Havoc

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Just got back home from a really loooong day. Camp is finally over and that marks the end of camps for   us. And also the last camp for EXCOs & Yr 3s. Its been such a fun time and I cherish all the crazy moments and friendships so much <3.

Irritz girl took a selfie without me knowing! Lol.

Wit ma babe Prem!!

Baes

The day was full of me rushing to do the presentation slides for the camp & cracking my head out to see what song I was gonna perform for the after party haha. Initially wanted to perform with Fluffy but due to the really upbeat atmosphere, I don't think what we were planning would be 'hyped' enough HAHA.

We first started the day going to LTs for talks and stuff. I was then approached by one of the nurses outside to join their hospital so I had to play nice and chit chat for a while. Even signed my name but gave a fake number LOL. Cos bijpls aint nobody got time fo' dat. Then went to Blk 51 for makan and also to cont with my presentation slides.

After that we went to ISH for our cheer off battle. My gawd it was awesome battling others, and I've never felt so good. But I ended up crossing the line. (f-ing literally!!!!) & ended up getting my group  disqualified. I really truly apologise to my district because I know they really worked hard for this :( Yeah I'm such a clumsy ass. Really sorry. Lol.. the moment I crossed the line I literally hugged someone tightly with my eyes closed (idk who he was but he was really tall) and people all around started getting all over me xD

It was pretty funny though but oh well what to do.. The funny thing is, Amsyar got his team disqualified too HAHAHA. I think because he fell?? Hahaha well shit happens. After that was our cheer off between the Freshies, Titans & Legends. Pretty epic I swear.

Then we went to change. Went to the girls toilet in Logi Room with my babes cause no one was around LOL. Used to it already. Then got them to do my hair & stuff haha. Then we had our partaaaaaay at ISH. Was so weird because I've never went clubbing before and this is probably the closest I can get to it hahaha. But it was pretty fun dancing around and being crazy with my friends =)

When I got tired I went out to eat with Syahf, Tomei and Gf <3 Hehehe. Then went to stalk Syahf who went to meet her.. ahem ;) Oh and we also got to see my kukubandung Gaya!!! <3 I missed her laaa. Hehe.

Well after a short chat we then went back to ISH to clear & wrap it up. Its been such an amazing time. I feel like we were literally made Legends today. And I really appreciate the GLs, GMs, Excos and Freshies for all their contributions to make it such a success. Go HS!

Love, Eran.

Ps. This is probably the song of the year for our camps HAHA.

Current Song Mood: Joe Flizzow ft Altimet & Sonaone - Havoc 

Havoc havoc hav
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Kan gua dah cakap gua
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Kan gua dah cakap gua

Budak Subang Jaya memang ada gaya
Macam hari-hari hari raya
Cuma nak pergi Fifteen
Still so fresh so clean
Memang nampak ballin' walaupun tengah miskin

Eh mestilah nak pimpin'
Nak tackle awek Ampang
Pakai topi KL lagi senang diorang pandang
Tak naik collar kita tak pakai bag sandang
Lu pakai seluar jean? Gua pakai seluar mambang

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Kan gua dah cakap gua
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Kan gua dah cakap gua

Berapa banyak enam belas dua belas dan lapan
Yang boleh aku rakam dalam masa satu malam
Keluar radio dapat berapa banyak putaran
Ini tak adil rappers buat aduan kat SUHAKAM

Kartel kuku besi mikrofon kami cengkam
Takkan lepas dari genggam walau terputus lengan
Nanti kita jumpa senyum tak boleh salam-salam
Aku belanja keluar makan jadi korang makan dalam

Havoc havoc hav
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Kan gua dah cakap gua
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Kan gua dah cakap gua

Mereka kata aku havoc jadi aku mungkin havoc
Kasut aku havoc tapi masyuk belum havoc
Jumpaku di airport tengah beli coklat
Kapal terbang terbang takde pilot cause Im so fly

Liar macam puma
Lari macam sukma
Watch how we run it
Like Mahathir bukan Lokman

Lu pi mai pi mai tang tu
Pusing bulatan Rothmans
Tinggal lu belakang macam Kagawa Dortmund

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