Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Honest.

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Wow.

You really think, you deserve a reply, after all this time?

After leaving me like that?

You really think,

That you can just creep back into my life just like that?

Like nothing happened?

What the fuck?

Who the fuck do you think you are?

Well ok, I'm gonna be honest.

Just like I was during the period I was with you.

Just like the long final message that I left you with before enlisting.

Which I know you didnt even bother reading and deleted anyway.

Yeah, I know, you're still looking me up.

I know you've been finding other young victims.

I've spoken to some of them.

And it's fucking disgusting.

YOU, are fucking disgusting.

Apparently that's a thing right?

Your thing.

Gross.

You think you're the shit?

Well you ARE.

I didn't spread shit about you. Lol.

I only warned others of the truth, to spare them the trouble.

To save them.

The fact that you took the effort to drop me a text shows a lot.

Aww, did I hurt your pride & ego?

I honestly have no time to entertain this.

I'm not the one to hang other's dirty laundry.

I have better, more important things to worry about.

If you want a conversation with me, then come meet me face to face.

But I know you won't have the BALLS to cause thats just the coward that you are.

Hah, 

I'm not just another one of your pretty 'boys'.

At least I've always been honest.

And you, you're still the compulsive liar that you've always been.

Piss off.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: JoJo - Honest.

Trees lose their leaves to the snow
Words cut like ice as you go
No amount of covers could keep me warm
And I've been freezing since the day you walked away

All you ever wanted was a free ride
All I ever wanted was your love
You gave it all away to start a new life
I guess what I could give wasn't enough

You left me cold, cold, cold
You left me cold, cold, cold
You left me cold, cold, cold
You left me cold, cold, cold
You left me

Away...
Away...

Why do we have to call it the nice shift?
Why do we have to hide all of our vices?
You just don't like it when I'm just open
I'm not crazy, this isn't a crisis

I'm just tryna figure out if I'm in love
It's not promiscuous, it's just owning it
You need to let go of what a good girl does
It's not that obvious, it's my prerogative

It might not be what you wanted
But at least I'm honest
But at least I'm honest
It might not be how you thought it
But I'm not that heartless
At least I'm honest
It might not be what you wanted
But at least I'm honest
At least I'm honest
It might not be what you wanted
But at least I'm honest
At least I'm honest

You wanna call me names
When I do what I do but you're doing the fuckin' same
So don't look at me that way, like you thought I was a saint
If I tell you the truth then there's nothing else to explain

I'm just tryna figure out if I'm in love
It's not promiscuous, it's just owning it
You need to let go of what a good girl does
It's not that obvious, it's my prerogative

It might not be what you wanted
But at least I'm honest
But at least I'm honest
It might not be how you thought it
But I'm not that heartless
At least I'm honest
It might not be what you wanted
But at least I'm honest
At least I'm honest
It might not be what you wanted
But at least I'm honest
At least I'm honest

Away...
Away...
Away...
Away...

Don't want you to be disheartened
Tryna do the right thing
Tell you the truth of how I'm feelin'
That's gotta mean somethin'

It might not be what you wanted
But at least I'm honest
But at least I'm honest
It might not be how you thought it
But I'm not that heartless
At least I'm honest
It might not be what you wanted
(It might not be what you wanted)
But at least I'm honest
(But at least I'm always honest)
But at least I'm honest
It might not be what you wanted
(It might not be what you wanted)
But at least I'm honest
(But at least I'm always honest)
But at least I'm honest

Away...
Away...


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