Sunday, October 30, 2016

Imaginary friend

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Lately, I've been enjoying time on my own.

No expectations.

No one to think about.

Just Me. Myself. & I.

Such a loner I am.

Haha well.

I've always grown up such an introvert.

I keep to myself a lot.

Not healthy, yes. But I have my ways to cope

I even had an imaginary friend, as a kid.

A soft toy I keep. A rabbit.

Someone I still hold on to, till this very day, keeping him near to me when I sleep at night.

I started opening up more in Poly, and even more now in NS.

I'm not that timid little kid anymore.

But I still fall back to my introvert ways at times.

It's my safe zone.

Being alone, recharges me.

I feel that it's better off this way.

Yeah.

Love, Eran.

Stay with me till the end.

Current Song Mood: Tove Lo - Imaginary Friend

People said you're not a superstar
Can't jump that far
You know better
Got my arm around with superglue
Come power through
Yeah, whatever

Crushing my heart, tear me apart
Hate on this world 'cause reality sucks
Feeling their doubt, shut them all out
Crushing my heart, tear me apart
Hate on this world 'cause reality sucks
Feeling their doubt, shut them all out
'Cause I need you

Imaginary friend, stay with me 'til the end now
Keeping me dreaming
Imaginary friend, stay with me 'til the end now
Over, over again
(Don't you know I)
Keeping me dreaming
(Don't you know I)
Over, over again
(Don't you know I)

Breaking bones to feel like I'm alive
How kids get high
Need a feeling
We want big things, but they make us small
No game at all
They don't feel it

Crushing my heart, tear me apart
Hate on this world 'cause reality sucks
Feeling their doubt, shut them all out
Crushing my heart, tear me apart
Hate on this world 'cause reality sucks
Feeling their doubt, shut them all out
'Cause I need you

Imaginary friend, stay with me 'til the end now
Keeping me dreaming
Imaginary friend, stay with me 'til the end now
Over, over again
(Don't you know I)
Keeping me dreaming
(Don't you know I)
Over, over again
(Don't you know I)

Crushing my heart, tear me apart
Hate on this world 'cause reality sucks
Crushing my heart, tear me apart
Feeling their doubt, shut them all out
Over, over again

(Don't you know I)
Keeping me dreaming
(Don't you know I)
Over, over again
(Don't you know I)
Imaginary friend, stay with me 'til the end now
Keeping me dreaming
Imaginary friend, stay with me 'til the end now
Over, over again
(Don't you know I)

I don't know, I guess it's kinda like a voice in my heart
Reminding me that there's nothing to fear in the things I'm afraid of



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