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I'm a very anxious person.
Before I perform.
Even after performing.
Anxiety rushes in me and drowns my self-esteem.
And I always have trouble getting myself together.
Before I go on stage, I take a deep breathe.
Make my mind go blank.
Sing my heart out.
And after that, I get off, I shake it all off.
And walk away.
Feeling tired, drained.
Like as if I've given all my energy away to the audience.
Like.. an exchange.
It's a normal ritual for me by now.
I guess thats how an introvert works.
I need to keep myself relaxed.
I need to ease my mind.
I need.. someone like you by me.
:)
Love, Eran.
Current Song Mood: Hayley Kiyoko - Ease My Mind
I hear you like a whisper
In the corner of my lovesick thoughts
Like sand through a filter
Trying to capture what time forgot
I need you to be here
I need to see you crystal clear
Like diamonds in a coal mine
In the moonlight when you appear
Girl ease my mind
Liquify
I need you mine
Can't fake it
'Cause you haunt me, baby
'Cause you haunt me, baby
I feel you in the wind chill
And it's so real, straight through my bones
I can only just imagine
Your passion, you take me home
I need you to be here
I need to see you crystal clear
Like rubies in the red night
In the dark sky when you appear
Girl ease my mind
Liquify
I need you mine
Can't fake it
'Cause you haunt me, baby
'Cause you haunt me, baby
Haunt me to my grave
Don't you ever fade away
Seeing every delusion
I don't want to face
You keep me up
You keep me up at night
Girl ease my mind
Liquify
I need you mine
Can't fake it
'Cause you haunt me, baby
'Cause you haunt me, baby
Girl ease my mind
Liquify
I need you mine
Can't fake it
'Cause you haunt me, baby
'Cause you haunt me, baby
In the corner of my lovesick thoughts
Like sand through a filter
Trying to capture what time forgot
I need you to be here
I need to see you crystal clear
Like diamonds in a coal mine
In the moonlight when you appear
Girl ease my mind
Liquify
I need you mine
Can't fake it
'Cause you haunt me, baby
'Cause you haunt me, baby
I feel you in the wind chill
And it's so real, straight through my bones
I can only just imagine
Your passion, you take me home
I need you to be here
I need to see you crystal clear
Like rubies in the red night
In the dark sky when you appear
Girl ease my mind
Liquify
I need you mine
Can't fake it
'Cause you haunt me, baby
'Cause you haunt me, baby
Haunt me to my grave
Don't you ever fade away
Seeing every delusion
I don't want to face
You keep me up
You keep me up at night
Girl ease my mind
Liquify
I need you mine
Can't fake it
'Cause you haunt me, baby
'Cause you haunt me, baby
Girl ease my mind
Liquify
I need you mine
Can't fake it
'Cause you haunt me, baby
'Cause you haunt me, baby
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