Remember Who I was

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Man.

I don't even know where to start.

This year has been transcendent.

Taking this time to remember who I was.

I got into my Medic Course in Dec, Passed out in March.

Got posted to OCS (dream unit), and became the IC in one of the Departments.

One of the most challenging yet fulfilling roles. It was perfect for me.

It's been a WONDERFUL year for music as well.
JoJo made a comeback after 10 friggin years.
BANKS put our her amazing spiritual second album.
They're the major influences in my sound.
And I can't wait to see them live.

Did more photoshoots this year.
White Chocolate Edition
Tunnel Vision Edition.
All of which were taken by my talented friends.

I got to perform at least 3 times live the past year.

That's my biggest achievement yet.

I'm in the process of working on Original content.

Yes, it'll come.

My passion is burning alive.

More than ever.

I've also been focusing on myself this year.
Mainly my health and fitness.
Gymming frequently and also pampering myself
with facial products cause you gotta look good ;)
MOISTURISE.
Lol.

Though hardship was inevitable.

Grandma had a stroke, right on my 21st birthday.

Everything hasn't been the same since. But Grandma is a fighter.

And she's still on the road to recovery even at this moment.

I got into a health scare the second half of the year. It's still ongoing. But I need to have faith that everything will be alright. And I know it will.

Brunei Trip was the peak of the challenge. You can read my June posts. Life-changing. Especially when I saved my own Buddy.

An old flame tried to get my attention again.

I was shookt for a bit, but then, the anger came.

You don't deserve my time.

Not after everything that's happened.
Next.

Fallen in and out of love constantly.
But I'm learning something new everytime.
And becoming more wiser.
Thank you to all the people I've met.
And left.
Making love has never felt more passionate.

I'm in my happy place right now.

Contented with everything.

Perfectly alone, me myself & I.

Life is unpredictable.

Funny how things work out.

I hope it continues to.

Excited for greater things to happen next year.

Bring it On.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: James Arthur - Remember Who I Was

I know I hurt you, I was so unkind
I was ungrateful, I wasted your time
But I was young and lost, so lost
See, you took this poor boy and changed his whole life
Granted his wishes and dreams overnight
And I saw stars, they shot me down
But I deserved it, they knocked me out

I'm just waking up now, in the tears of the one's I love
It's quiet, I'll bet that everybody thinks I'm done
I need to get up now, I've been down here far too long
Two years I've been lost, now I remember who I was
Who I was, who I was

I am the one who beat me black and blue
No one can hurt all your feelings like you
Whoa, I know it, or validate
See, if you're a misfit and feel out of place
Or you don't like how you look, it's okay
'Cause someone will, but you need to love yourself
Don't end up like me, don't end up like me

I'm just waking up now, in the tears of the one's I love
It's quiet, I'll bet that everybody thinks I'm done
I need to get up now, I've been down here for too long
Two years I've been lost, now I remember who I was
Who I was, who I was (I've been down here for too...)
Who I was, who I was