Heavy

Page 712

Time passes so fast.

It was good catching up.

For a moment, it feels like I went back in time.

Look at where we are now. 

Different ranks, different experiences, yet we're still in the same goddamn place.

Sometimes we hold on to the good memories just for the sake of it.

Just cause we're too scared to let go.

It's heavy, I know.

I've been there so many times.

But life is about being beaten to the pulp, and picking yourself from scratch.

It's the only way to grow stronger.

Here's hoping you'll find the way.

<3

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Linkin Park Ft Kiiara - Heavy

I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy
Cause I can't escape the gravity

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy
 
You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy

I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
 
I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy

Feels

Page 711

Been up in my feels lately.

Its just not the same anymore.

Too emotional.

Did the things that I told myself I wouldn't.

And yet I knew the outcome.

And yet I still did it.

Over and over.

It's the same cycle.

Get a hold of yourself Syah.

You're better than this.

F*ck it.

Just keep going.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Kiiara - Feels

And I got way too many feels, way too much emotion
I don't even know what's real, I just say fuck it, keep on going
And I get deeper, I get deeper, yeah I feel I'm rolling
I can see you, yeah I see you
I don't know I think I'm rolling
Yeah it's way too many feels, way too much emotion
I don't even know what's real, I just say fuck it, keep on going
And I get deeper, I get deeper, yeah I think I'm rolling
I can see you, yeah I see him
I don't know I just keep on going

And I got way too many feels, way too much emotion
All this Xans inside my body, I say fuck it keep on drowning
You can bring a juice I'll match you
Yeah you mix it, pour the potion
I don't know who you are, but I'd dive into your ocean
Yeah you say you smoking grams, I'm smoking into the Grammys
You say you got them bars, but all I see is candy
Still you came through so low-key, think you understand, I don't know me
Still I get along with your best friends, even better with your family

I got way too many feels, way too much emotion
I don't even know what's real, I just say fuck it, keep on going
And I get deeper, I get deeper, yeah I think I'm rolling
If you see him, yeah I see him
I don't know I just keep going

Yeah I have way too many feels, way too much emotion
I don't even know what's real, I just say fuck it, keep on going
I got all I need, you don't know what I mean
Yeah we pour up 'til we go up
And I got way too many feels, not enough to forfeit
So many fuckin' bands, so you know we finna blow it
We be faded when I'm sober, sober when I'm faded
Over scrutinized by all your counterparts there's no debating

You say it's cause they jaded, yeah they jealous that I made it
Do you remember that first time I missed you in the basement?
Back when we really didn't known it, we were searching for some
Now they pay full advance, and there ain't no fucking discussion
At the stage they jumping because it's like that
You see all these chicks and now your girl ain't even write back
You drink all my rose, and you know what to do
Someone dropped up a dose, so we finna get screwed

You know I got like way too many feels, way too much emotion
Don't know how to make you feel, but I'm sorry bitch I'm flowing
You know I just drop top in that coupe, zoom, don't know where you been at, true,
now I'm searching for who, you, yeah I'm coming right back

And I got way too many feels
Way too many feels

Nobody Like You

Page 710

Don't know why.

But I went through your posts today.

Seeing it just felt so.. wrong.

That should be me.

But I guess you don't want that anymore.

Everytime I try, it just feels like you're repelling away for some reason.

Maybe I know that reason.

I hope you're happier now.

I swear.

There's nobody like you..

...

I miss you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Little Mix - Nobody Like You

[Jesy:]
I'm alive, if living's just a beating heart
'Cause we won't admit we've taken it too far
I know it's love cause I will always be the first
To start making up excuses when it hurts

But I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone again
And all I want, all I want is to feel again

There's nobody like you, nobody like you
I've tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true
Nobody like you, nobody like you
I'm screaming "I don't want you" but you know that I do
Nobody like you

[Leigh-Anne:]
Strong, a side of me you never found
'Cause you only see me when my guard is down
And it's wrong, and I hate that it's the truth
But I only like myself when I'm with you

[Jade:]
But I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone again
And all I want, all I want is to feel again

[Leigh-Anne:]
There's nobody like you, nobody like you
I've tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true

[Jade:]
Nobody like you, nobody like you
I'm screaming "I don't want you" but you know that I do

[Leigh-Anne:]
Oh, I wanna feel you in the dark
I could use, I could use sun
But all you left me with was scars
And that's the hardest part

[Perrie:]
There's nobody like you, nobody like you
I've tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true

There's nobody like you, nobody like you
I've tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true
Nobody like you ([Jade:] Nobody like you)
Nobody like you ([Jade:] Nobody like you)

[Perrie, Jade:]
I'm screaming "I don't want you" but you know that I do
Nobody like, nobody like, nobody like you
Nobody like, nobody like, nobody like you
Nobody like, yeah, nobody like you
Nobody like

[Jade:] Nobody like you

The Truth

Page 709

I sat on the chair quietly. 

My mind blank.

My heart racing.

Was this really gonna happen?

The silence was deafening.

'You're negative.' he said.

I exhaled all the air in me.

'Wow.'

And here I was.. prepared to have my life changed for the worst.

For the past year, my mind wasnt put to ease.

'Im gonna change' I told myself.

'I'm gonna do it.'

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Blood results have always been the death of me.

I can't believe I scared myself for the second time.

I heaved a big sigh of relief as my eyes scanned the paper.

'Neg Reaction'.

I'm clean again.

Okay.

Gosh.

It's like a big lesson for me.

All the things that's hinted to this moment.

I'm so affected by what I read online today.

This isn't coincidental.

It's a friggin sign.

And I'm really counting my blessings.

Seeing life in a different view now.

I'm gonna cherish this.

And the precious life I have left.

The truth sets me free.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: James Arthur - The Truth

It was good to be there in the bright lights, mmm
But I lost good friends under the spotlight, woah
Imagine if everybody knew your name
And they had nothing nice to say, nothing nice to say
It was good to be living up the high life, woah
But the comedowns harder in the headlines, woah
Everybody tells you, you should play the game
But there's only you to play, there's only you to play
And I tried

I set fire to the glory
I set fire to the dream
I set fire to the only thing
That lead me from the streets
Don't tell me it's over, cause I don't want to believe
Cause now I've opened my eyes and I have found a way to breathe
The truth sets me free

I broke my back to make a breakthrough, mmm
I lost my mind, look what it came to, oh
I had to lose it all so I could understand, woah
I was just a boy in the shadow of a man

I set fire to the glory
I set fire to the dream
I set fire to the only thing
That lead me from the streets
Don't tell me it's over, cause I don't want to believe
Cause now I've opened my eyes and I have found a way to breathe
Oh, the truth sets me free
Oh, the truth sets me free

I set fire to the glory
I set fire to the dream
I set fire to the only thing
That lead me from the streets
Don't tell me it's over, cause I don't want to believe
Cause now I've opened my eyes and I have found a way to breathe
Oh, the truth sets me free
Oh, the truth sets me free

It sets me free

Invinsible

Page 708

I strided out of the gates.

Determined with each step.

The gloomy weather above me,

Dark and epic.

And the empowering vocals of the late Christina Grimmie in my ears.

I feel like God's given me another chance to live.

Am I worthy of it?

Maybe not.

But I'm gonna make good use of it.

And turn my life around once and for all.

After all, we all deserve a chance.

Tonight, I feel Invinsible.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Christina Grimmie - Invinsible

I'm solid, not apparition
Better check your vision, see what you're missing, boy
I don't need your permission
To go on existing with or without you, boy
I ain't gonna let it go, 'cause this been going on too long

I won't be another ghost
No, I won't be invisible
You see me everywhere you go
No, I won't be invisible, yeah

Invisible
Invisible

I had my suspicions, you kept me at a distance
I ain't disappearing, boy
I thought you were worth it
Pulling back the curtain
I see why I was hurting boy
And I ain't gonna let it go
Now you see me with the lights on

I won't be another ghost
No, I won't be invisible
You see me everywhere you go
No, I won't be invisible, yeah

Invisible
Invisible

I won't be diminished, eclipsed, or hidden
You're gonna see my light blaze black to life
Like the phoenix rise
I won't be diminished, eclipsed, or hidden
You're gonna see my light blaze black to life
Like the phoenix rise

Invisible
Invisible
Invisible, tonight

Living Out Loud

Page 707

I tried my best to concentrate.

To block out the thoughts. 

To be happy.

But your post struck a chord in me.

'All Of Me' started playing.

Remember when I covered that song for you on your birthday?

I guess you don't.

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Another karaoke session with the peeps today.

I love this kind of company..

It's healthy.

It's best to be living out loud.

Although I was personally deep in thoughts.

Gotta sort out myself first.

It's your choice.. sigh.

I hope you are happier now.

Cause I'm done trying.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Brooke Candy Ft Sia - Living Out Loud

Twenty-five ounces in a bottle of wine
Twenty-four hours it's a day at a time
Twenty-three lived a hell of a life
Twenty-two such a blur, it's passing me by
Twenty-one I caught a glimpse of the light
Twenty drinks later in the back of a ride
Nineteen momma kicked me outta the house
Eighteen minutes 'till you bail me out
Seventeen magazine was telling the truth
When they said we all have issues

Just thinking out loud
Screaming so loud
Foolish and proud
Living out loud
Living out loud
Out loud

No, nothing can stop me now
(Gonna live out loud)
And no one can break me down
(Gonna live out loud)
I'm screaming my demons out
(Gonna live out loud)
'Cause living out loud, is the only way I know how
'Cause living out loud, is the only way I know how
Living out loud is the only way I know how

Sixteen candles, yeah, I'm faking my age
Fifteen minutes till they need me on stage
Fourteen K I would have done it for free
Thirteen roses and they bought them for me
Twelve step program but I don't like to walk
Eleven wet kisses just to get me to talk
Ten fingers when you're holding my hand
Nine, Eight, Seven she lives

Just thinking out loud
Screaming so loud
Foolish and proud
Living out loud
Living out loud
Out loud

No, nothing can stop me now
(Gonna live out out loud)
And no one can break me down
(Gonna live out loud)
I'm screaming my demons out
(Gonna live out loud)
'Cause living out loud, is the only way I know how
'Cause living out loud, is the only way I know how
Living out loud is the only way I know how

I gotta live out loud, out loud
Yeah living out loud, is the only way I know how
Cause living out loud, is the only way I know how

No, nothing can stop me now
(Gonna live out out loud)
And no one can break me down
(Gonna live out loud)
I'm screaming my demons out
(Gonna live out loud)
'Cause living out loud, is the only way I know how
'Cause living out loud, is the only way I know how
Living out loud is the only way I know how

Empty

Page 706 

It's been haunting me the whole day.

The whole year.

I won't be calm until it comes back.

Walked around Bugis on my own today.

Took myself to where my feet could take me.

The glimpses of the past flashed.

And for an instance, I felt what I felt back then.

Empty.

Love, Eran.

Don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die.

Current Song Mood: Olivia O'Brien - Empty

I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I'm always trying my hardest
Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy's killing my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind
Too much going on at the same time
I wish it would stop and I've tried, but
Life just sucks then we all die

That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me
Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough
But maybe I've just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drownin' up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Wish I could erase my memories
So I could stop feeling so empty
I wish this shit wasn't so tempting
But it's hard to resist when there's plenty
Of things I could do to fuck me up
I wanna let go but I'm feeling so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts

That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me
Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough
But maybe I've just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drownin' up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

My body's shakin'
My head is achin'
It feels like my heart is breakin'
My body's shakin'
My head is achin'
I can't fix this mess I'm makin'

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Hopeless Romantic

Page 705

We stepped out of the bus, into the busy, lively area.

The air was as cooling as an air-conditioner, and I was so glad I brought my green jacket along.

The museum was in a short distance. And we decided to wait a while to avoid the crowd.

As I stepped inside... I made contact with the most beautiful pair of eyes I've ever seen.

'Woah.. Who is this...' my heart fluttered.

I walked past.

Made one round in the museum and back outside, trying to search for my eye candy.

We stepped back outside. Decided to do some trekking.

I didnt mind, we were all used to it anyway.

The stairs were long, and the roads were rocky.

And then, my wish came true.

We walked opposite past each other again.

And my eyes couldnt help but to admire every detail in that short span.

I've never seen such... perfection before.

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'Um hey.'

BB stepped into the room.

A lost expression staring at me.

I froze, slightly taken aback.

But then quickly kept my cool.

'Oh.'

I took the form that was handed to me.

As usual I started getting flustered.

Of all people, of all days...

GOSH.

My inner fanboy was going crazy.

I recalled my Thailand trip and the countless of times I caught myself admiring those looks.

I showed BB to the nearest bed.

Hourly vitals and I got anxious every single time.

It was like Mr and Mrs Universe had a baby and this beauty was a result.

Such perfection. How is it even possible?

After finally getting discharged, BB packed up and got ready to leave.

'I'll get that.' I said as I disposed the sheets.

'Thanks.' BB said and headed out.

'Take care.' I muttered.

And that was that.

But that was the closest I could ever get to someone that good-looking.

What a hopeless romantic.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Michelle Branch - Hopeless Romantic

Cause I'm a hopeless romantic
When I should run for my life

You got me on my knees, you got me crawling
But love is always bad when you're falling
Everything is dangerous when it's just the two of us
Jumping in over our heads

Never satisfied
I never wanna close my eyes
Now I can sleep at night
But I'm never sleeping

Cause I'm a hopeless romantic
When I should run for my life
Honey, I don't understand it
Cause it's magic, but it's tragic
I know you're gonna eat me alive
You're gonna eat me alive

Underneath the sheets I feel so wanted
You're the mystery that I am solving
Everything is dangerous when it's just the two of us
Jumping in over our heads

Now I toss and turn
Now I only toss and turn
When will I ever learn?
Boy, I never listen

Cause I'm a hopeless romantic
When I should run for my life
Honey, I don't understand it
Cause it's magic, but it's tragic
I know you're gonna eat me alive
You're gonna eat me alive

Cause I'm a hopeless romantic
When I should run for my life
Honey, I don't understand it
Cause it's magic, but it's tragic
I know you're gonna eat me alive
You're gonna eat me alive

Stone

Page 704

4am.

Trekking in the dark again.

But this time, it was pretty comfortable.

And super cold.

There were areas of grass which felt so soft, I could roll all over it.

Tired.

I sat on the rocky floor.

Hand supporting my head.

Slowly falling asleep as the officers beside me snored away.

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Thinking too much.

Thoughts wrapped around me like stone.

If it's not obvious enough how I feel about you,

Then I really don't know what to say.

I will follow where this takes me man.

I hope one day, it'll lead me to you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Alessia Cara Ft Sebastian Kole - Stone

So much on my mind, I think I think too much
Read between these lines, unspoken weight of words
But time comes to rest when you are by my side, it blurs

And I will follow where this takes me
And my tomorrows long to be unknown
When all is shaken, be my safety
In a world uncertain, say you'll be my stone

Change in every wind
The sands of time don't know our name
Oh nothing's sure, but surely as we stand
I promise I will stay the same
And I've never seen forever
But I know we'll remain

And I will follow where this takes me
And my tomorrows long to be unknown
When all is shaken, be my safety
In a world uncertain, say you'll be my stone
(Oooooooh oooh oooh)
Be my stone
In a world uncertain, say you'll be my stone

Oh steady me, be my source of gravity
While my world's unraveling
Say you'll never change, ooooohhhh!!! Oh!

And I will follow where this takes me
And my tomorrows long to be unknown
When all is shaken, be my safety
In a world uncertain, say you'll be my stone
(Oooooooh oooh oooh)
Be my stone
In a world uncertain, say you'll be my stone

Love Exists

Page 703

Happy Single Awareness Day.

Lol.

Does Love truly exist?

If you are, then you are the lucky one.

Cause even after meeting so many,

Even after all this time,

I'm still left on my own.

Sometimes I wonder how long it'll be this way.

Maybe.. it's just fated this way.

Or maybe I'm just looking in the wrong place.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Amy Lee - Love Exists

It can be born anywhere
In the last place you'd expect
In a way you'd never dream
It can grow from nothing
And blossom in a second
A single glance is all it takes
To get inside you

Invading every thought
And every beat of your heart
Love can make you scream
And it can leave you speechless
Love has a thousand stems
But only one flower

It can grow alone 'till it turns to dust
It can tear your world apart or bind to you forever
It can grow in darkness, make its own light
Turn a curse into a kiss, change the meaning of your words

Love makes no sense
Love has no name
Love drowns you in tears and then sets your heart on fire
Love has no fear, love has no reason

So infinitely vast
Stop standing on the edge
Take my hand, erase the past forever
My love is you, my love you are

Love makes no sense
Love has no name
Love is never wrong and never needs a reason
I'm drowning in my tears, but my heart's on fire

It can make you better
It can change you slowly
Give you everything you want, ask for nothing in return
In the blink of an eye, the hint of a smile
In the way you say goodbye and every time you find me

Love makes no sense
Love has no name
Love drowns you in tears and then sets your heart on fire
Love has no fear, love has no reason

Love makes no sense
Love has no name
Love drowns you in tears and then sets your heart on fire
Love has no fear, love has no reason

My love is you, my love you are
My love is you, my love you are

Overdose

Page 702

Why do I allow myself to feel so low?

When I know I deserve so much better.

I'm tired of giving and giving.

And getting nothing in return.

You are worth so much more.

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Times like this where I enjoy the little things in life.

Thanks for the good bonding time guys.

Been a while since I've felt so pumped.

A little adrenaline overdose.

To mask out the rest of my feelings.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Alessia Cara - Overdose

Oh and I overdose
Boy I want off of this roller coaster
You take me high just to bring me down
Oh, and you bring me down (down)

I'm trying not to take too much
I'm in over my head
Over love, oh I over trust
Give me the chance to pick up the pieces you left me in
Why did I let you in?
Overzealous, I'm over this
Oh I'm over us
Over and over
I let you under my skin and it's over
I promised never again you'd come over
Something takes over me
I can't control this hallucinogen

Oh and I overdose
Boy I want off of this roller coaster
You take me high just to bring me down
Oh, and you bring me down

Oh and I overdose
Boy I want off of this roller coaster
You take me high just to bring me down
Oh, and you bring me down

We fight, we laugh
Detox, rehab
Letting go of what we had
Ohh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Over trying
Over lies
Over crying
Over-traumatized
Over-worked and moreover I'm done
Over and over
I'm falling under your spell, call me over
I'm runnin' back to this hell are we over?
And didn't you say we were through?
Why can't I get over you?

Oh and I overdose
Boy I want off of this roller coaster
You take me high just to bring me down
Oh, and you bring me down

Oh and I overdose
Boy I want off of this roller coaster
You take me high just to bring me down
Oh, and you bring me down

Boy I come crashing (crashing)
Down from the high and wondering (wondering)
Wondering why this ain't over
Let it just be over
Sobering thoughts taking over my mind

Oh and I overdose
Boy I want off of this roller coaster
You take me high just to bring me down
Oh, and you bring me down
Oh and I overdose
Boy I want off of this roller coaster
You take me high just to bring me down
Oh, and you bring me down

To Build A Home

Page 701

I tossed and turned in bed.

The darkness, overcasting everything.

The snores heard in the still bunk.

I was thinking...

Thinking of home.

Thinking of everything back then.

Did I miss it? 

Frankly speaking, I didnt.

I was at peace here.

This... felt like home now.

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I've seen enough broken families to know what I want to achieve.

I want to build a home.

A safe haven, for my family.

For my children to run around.

Jumping into my arms and giving me kisses.

I want to protect them.

Give them all of my love.

And have my lover smiling in the corner, admiring how far we've come.

Working together.

Living together.

Loving each other.

A boy can dream.

But one day, I hope it comes true.

One day.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: The Cinematic Orchestra - To Build A Home

There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home.

And I built a home
for you
for me

Until it disappeared
from me
from you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust........

Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed its knees

By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
Held on as tightly as you held on me
Held on as tightly as you held on me......

And I built a home
for you
for me

Until it disappeared
from me
from you

And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust........

22

Page 700

22.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Don't know how to feel about that haha.

It's too soooooooon.

21 is like.. the prime year man.

Now I just feel old. ._.

Time passes so fast.

Wonder how my father felt when Mum gave birth to me.

Especially the fact that my birthday is directly a day after his.

Must've felt pretty damn special?

Haha.

Well nothing beats the love you get from your parents.

So appreciate them.

I'm just really grateful for today.

No matter how big or small the celebration.

Anything is better than the tragedy faced last year.

Never want to go through that again. Ever.

Had a really peaceful day today away from Camp hahaha.

Wishes, Texts and Phone Calls from important people in my life.

And also the secret jam I had today. Haven't sang that much in a loooong time.

Thank you guys so much.

Appreciate it loads.

Love, Eran.

:)

Current Song Mood: Taylor Swift - 22

It feels like a perfect night to dress up like hipsters
And make fun of our exes, uh uh, uh uh.
It feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight
To fall in love with strangers, uh uh, uh uh.

Yeah,
We're happy, free, confused, and lonely at the same time
It's miserable and magical.
Oh, yeah
Tonight's the night when we forget about the deadlines
It's time

Uh oh!
I don't know about you
But I'm feeling 22
Everything will be alright
If you keep me next to you
You don't know about me
But I'll bet you want to
Everything will be alright
If we just keep dancing like we're
22, ooh-ooh
22, ooh-ooh

It seems like one of those nights,
This place is too crowded.
Too many cool kids, uh uh, uh uh (who's Taylor Swift anyway, ew?)
It seems like one of those nights,
We ditch the whole scene and end up dreaming
Instead of sleeping.

Yeah,
We're happy, free, confused, and lonely in the best way
It's miserable and magical.
Oh, yeah
Tonight's the night when we forget about the heartbreaks
It's time

Uh oh! (hey!)
I don't know about you
But I'm feeling 22
Everything will be alright
If you keep me next to you
You don't know about me
But I'll bet you want to
Everything will be alright (alright)
If we just keep dancing like we're
22, ooh-ooh (oh, oh, oh)
22, ooh-ooh
I don't know about you
22, ooh-ooh
22, ooh-ooh

It feels like one of those nights,
We ditch the whole scene.
It feels like one of those nights,
We won't be sleeping.
It feels like one of those nights,
You look like bad news.
I gotta have you,
I gotta have you.

Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ye-e-e-e-eah, hey
I don't know about you (I don't know about you)
But I'm feeling 22
Everything will be alright
If you keep me next to you
You don't know about me (you don't know about me)
But I'll bet you want to
Everything will be alright
If we just keep dancing like we're
22, ooh-ooh
22, ooh-ooh
22, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
22, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah

It feels like one of those nights,
We ditch the whole scene
It feels like one of those nights,
We won't be sleeping
It feels like one of those nights,
You look like bad news,
I gotta have you,
I gotta have you.