Fake Happy

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As I sat there on my own.

Staring at the wall..

I read the words made by neon lights.

'This is your moment.'

As the people who came in and out of the room smiled at me.

And I faked a smile back..

Acting is such a mysterious skill.

Are you really faking it? Or is it what you truly feel sometimes?

I wonder how those famous hollywood actors feel.

How lonely it would feel trying to be someone they're not,

in front of other strangers.

I dont understand.. How people do it.

How do you be happy for someone?

When you're really not?

You're just bitter inside. 

Bitter about everything.

About life.

I can't help but to be fake happy.

For you.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Paramore - Fake Happy

I love making you believe
What you get is what you see
But I'm so fake happy
I feel so fake happy
And I bet everybody here
Is just as insincere
We're all so fake happy
And I know fake happy

I been doing a good job of makin' 'em think
I'm quite alright
But I hope I don't blink
You see its easy when I'm stomping on a beat
But no one sees me when I crawl back underneath

If I smile with my teeth
Bet you believe me
If I smile with my teeth
I think I believe me

Oh please don't ask me how I've been
Don't make me play pretend
Oh no, oh what's the use
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

And if I go out tonight, dress up my fears
You think I'll look alright with these mascara tears?
See I'm gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth
And if the lights are low they'll never see me frown

If I smile with my teeth
Bet you believe me
If I smile with my teeth
I think I believe me

Oh please don't ask me how I've been
Don't make me play pretend
Oh no, oh oh what's the use?
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

I know I said that I was doing good and that I'm happy now
I should've known that when things are going good that's when I get knocked down

Oh please, just don't ask me how I've been
Don't make me play pretend
Oh no, oh no
Oh what's the use?
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too
Oh please I bet everybody here is fake happy too