Sunday, October 29, 2017

New Love

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Well done Syah.

You've managed to fuck things up for the people you love.

Especially this new love.

Well done.

Can't even begin to explain how embarrassed I am.

What the FUCK is wrong with me today?

I've made myself look like a freakin fool.

Is this my true personality?

I really hope not.

I really hope it's just a temporary phase.

I need to think about the things I say.

Cause people get the wrong message easily.

I'm sorry for today.

I'm sorry for giving a bad impression so fast.

But I can't help myself.

And I don't want to tell you how I truly feel.

Cause I don't want to seem desperate or rush into things.

Deep down, I'm really into you.

But I feel like.. you're too great for me.

Insecurities are hitting an all time high.

Kill me.

:(

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Dua Lipa - New Love

Now it's getting quiet here, now it's getting blue
And this baby ain't no fair, taking up my youth
You've been telling me some lies, I be thinking it's the truth
But I see it in your eyes, the things that you do

I don't wanna waste no time all alone
Want somewhere to go, something to call my own
And I ain't satisfied
Where to go?
Lost out on the road, washed up on the shore

And I've been through mountains and seas
Tryna get you to come back to me
And I've been far, and I've been so deep
Now I find it harder and harder to breathe
And I need some new love
New love, new love

Even though I've run away, I still come back
No there's nothing more to say, it's all been said
I've been trying to explain the things we hide
To all of my friends who say that I've gone mad

I don't wanna waste no time all alone
Want somewhere to go, something to call my own
And I ain't satisfied
Where to go?
Lost out on the road, washed up on the shore

And I've been through mountains and seas
Tryna get you to come back to me
And I've been far, and I've been so deep
Now I find it harder and harder to breathe
And I need some new love
New love, new love

Easy come, easy go
Why are we living on, living on?
If we're not getting old, getting old?
Can we just let it go?
Cause we're waiting for a miracle
Why wait for a miracle?

And I've been through mountains and seas
Tryna get you to come back to me
And I've been far, and I've been so deep
Now I find it harder and harder to breathe
And I need some new love
New love, new love

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