Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Run To You

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-Two days ago- 

It's been a mentally, emotionally and physically week so far..

I first got the message during gym on Sunday afternoon.

'She's in critical condition.'

I froze...

My heart skipped a beat.

Is it time?

I finished my last set and rushed out. 

I ran.

I ran & I ran until I couldnt.

All the way back home.

I panted in the train. Sweating profusely.

We rushed to the hospital.

And there she was.

Nenek.

A little distressed. But still stable.

Getting blood transfusions.

Looking confused.

But more stable... than she was this morning.

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-Today-

It was 5AM.

I woke up for work, and I noticed my Dad was gone.

Strange.. he doesn't get up this early.

I noticed Mum wasnt by my side either.

I got up. And looked around..

They were both gone.

I knew what it meant. 

I got ready for work anyway.

As I left, I received the call I was waiting for.

It was Mum.

Grandma was terminally ill. 

There wasnt much time left.

I made the decision to skip work.

Of course I would. 

I had to see her one last time.

The sky was moody as fuck. Dark. Gloomy.

And so was I.

I reached there, cold. Shivering.

And everyone was there.

I went to see her. 

Tears.

Whispers.

Prayers.

I felt my throat blocked.

And my tears started to flow automatically.

I couldnt take it.

Seeing her in that state...

It just breaks everyone's heart.

My Grandma is critically ill right now.

But she's a fighter. She's still holding on.

We've accepted that she's in her end stages.

So we're trying to make her as comfortable as possible.

I'd appreciate everyone's thoughts and prayers.

Nenek, I love you so much.

I'd run to you.

I'd do anything for you to wake up again.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Lea Michele - Run To You

The city sky's feeling dark tonight
We're back to back with our heads down
Just look at me, give me more tonight
Just give me more of your love now

Let's set fire to the lonely night
You're beautiful when you look at me
Let's give love another life

Cause you'll be safe in these arms of mine
Just call my name on the edge of the night
And I'll run to you, I'll run to you

I would run to you, if you want me to
Just give me some kind of reason
I'll take the pain, take it all away
Just give it some kind of meaning

Let's let go, let it be the start
You know I'm feeling the same thing
Let's let go of our broken hearts

Cause you'll be safe in these arms of mine
Just call my name on the edge of the night
And I'll run to you, I'll run to you

Even if it's gonna break me, love
Gonna make my way to you
Anyway it's gonna take me, love
I run to you
I run to you
Run, run

Cause you'll be safe in these arms of mine
Just call my name on the edge of the night
And I'll run to you
I'll run to you

Even if it's gonna break me, love
I run to you

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