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I sat at on the bench.
Lost.
My mind a blank.
As I stared on at my feet on the ground.
The shoes I was wearing.
The lights around me.
Pretty.
I've always been attracted to them.
Getting lost in the blinking lights.
I was feeling that same, empty feeling in my gut.
And she came along, at last.
My Bestfriend. GF, I would call her.
She apologized. For being very late.
I wasnt mad.
I didnt feel anything, at this point.
We went upstairs to eat.
Passed by the places that brought back memories.
We talked.
'Don't you dare cry on me. Not here.' she teased.
I honestly wasnt she if I was gonna cry or not.
I told her everything.
From the start.
How we met.
How we fell in love.
The things we've been through together.
She listened carefully.
She advised me.
And I already knew the answer.
I just... needed her to know.
I just.. needed to hear it.
Needed her acknowledgement.
Shedontknowbutsheknows.
I need to move on.
I will, eventually.
I just... don't know how.
And I need to be strong about it.
'I will... somehow. I promise.'
Love, Eran.
Current Song Mood: Tove Lo - shedontknowbutsheknows
Hanging by the bar at sunrise
With our bodies talking
Hooked up last week, had a good time
So I regret nothing
I see her come close, ooh
I wonder what you told her to make her stay
She don't know what you did when you come back home
She don't know what you doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
She'd rather smile and pretend with ya than let go
She don't know what you're doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
Blaming me for all the sadness
Didn't know 'bout you two
Don't see why I'm dragged into it
This whole thing is on you
I see her heart break, ooh
Still she's keeping face
Leave it to me, 'cause, babe
She don't know what you did when you come back home
She don't know what you doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
She'd rather smile and pretend with ya than let go
She don't know what you're doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
Don't even bother with your lies
Won't let you see her when she cries
Go on, unhappy in the night
She don't know what you did when you come back home
She don't know what you doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
She'd rather smile and pretend with ya than let go
She don't know what you're doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
With our bodies talking
Hooked up last week, had a good time
So I regret nothing
I see her come close, ooh
I wonder what you told her to make her stay
She don't know what you did when you come back home
She don't know what you doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
She'd rather smile and pretend with ya than let go
She don't know what you're doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
Blaming me for all the sadness
Didn't know 'bout you two
Don't see why I'm dragged into it
This whole thing is on you
I see her heart break, ooh
Still she's keeping face
Leave it to me, 'cause, babe
She don't know what you did when you come back home
She don't know what you doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
She'd rather smile and pretend with ya than let go
She don't know what you're doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
Don't even bother with your lies
Won't let you see her when she cries
Go on, unhappy in the night
She don't know what you did when you come back home
She don't know what you doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
She'd rather smile and pretend with ya than let go
She don't know what you're doin' now, all night long
She don't know all the photos you've (got) in your phone
But she knows (she knows, ooh)
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