In My Blood

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This song.. couldnt have come at a better time.

Help me.

Cause I keep losing myself. 

Over and over again.

It reached its peak today.

As she pressurised me.

And all the bad thoughts started creeping in.

There were so many things I could do.

So many things I wanted to.

To run away.

To fight.

To... hurt.

I felt the toxicity rising.

Someone help me.

And it reached its peak.

As I broke down.

The tears,

The sobs.

And she stopped.

She came closer. 

She comforted me.

And in that moment, I felt like her little boy again.

Just.. a little boy.

Lost.

Keep telling me it gets better. 

Does it ever?

I need... somebody now.

I couldnt do it.

I couldnt.

It's not..

It's not.. me.

It's not.. in my blood.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Shawn Mendes - In My Blood

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood

Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you'll feel better
Just take her home and you'll feel better
Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever?

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood

It isn't in my blood

Looking through my phone again feeling anxious
Afraid to be alone again, I hate this
I'm trying to find a way to chill, can't breathe, oh
Is there somebody who could...

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood

It isn't in my blood

I need somebody now
I need somebody now
Someone to help me out
I need somebody now

Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood

It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood