Monday, October 22, 2018

Airbrush

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Being with my friends today reminded me what I was missing in life.

Just.. that carefree-ness.

Being less serious for once, and just having fun.

It feels great to be a kid again.

To be... free.

Even if its for a short while.

Sigh.

I miss those days.

Poly days..

Sec Sch days..

Heh.

Adulting is just.. taking your youth away.

This shouldn't be the case.

Nevermind.

I'll be okay.

I'll play it cool.

I'll put in the effort.

I'll sacrifice myself, just to at least... make something out of it.

I got this.

I'll airbrush these feelings.

And mask the pain away..

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Elyar - Airbrush

We drove on up to the front gate
The red lights don’t cross my mind on a weekday
That’s a little lie, but real talk ain’t cheap, is it LA
A little time that’s all I need, said I can’t stay
Never mind

Wanna fuck her in the bed and I wanna keep my eyes wide open
‘Cause she fucking with my head and it bringing me nothing but trouble
Peace signs on fire, roses smell like burnt rubber
Wanna feel what I feel, I don’t wanna feel this oh mama

I love that bitch, I never I never wanna loose this shit, I
Can’t trust these lips, I never I never I never built these walls
Oooh built these walls, oooh take these scars
Oooh airbrush right over right over right over them

Said I love that bitch, I never I never wanna loose this shit, I
Can’t trust these lips, I never I never I never built these walls
Oooh built these walls, oooh take these scars
Oooh airbrush right over right over right over them

No waiting, I’m a stone on a downhill route I’ma just keep moving, yeah
And she passive aggressive, I’m restless, I can’t see through it, no
I can feel she’s screwing, uh
Me right but my psyche curb stomped by her Nikes
Got blood on my white tee, but


Yeah, she wanna fuck me right here on the queen-size eyes wide open, yeah
And it’s fucking with me yeah, cause the flip-side looks like trouble, yeah
Peace signs on fire, roses smell like burnt rubber, yeah
Wanna feel what I feel, I don’t wanna feel this oh mama

I love that bitch, I never I never wanna loose this shit, I
Can’t trust these lips, I never I never I never built these walls
Oooh built these walls, oooh take these scars
Oooh airbrush right over right over right over them

Said I love that bitch, I never I never wanna loose this shit, I
Can’t trust these lips, I never I never I never built these walls
Oooh built these walls, oooh take these scars
Oooh airbrush right over right over right over them

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