Friday, March 12, 2021

Inordinary

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Sorry I haven't been updating much.

Just been so.. occupied with life.

That I forget to live sometimes.

Today was the first off day I had in a while where I could just slow down, and take a deep breath.

Spent some time on my own.

Completing tasks that I've wanted to do.

Gymmed in the morning. Finished a music production video guide. Finished a mega Quest in my game.

Had lunch at a nearby rooftop garden.

And just listened to music.

While it started pouring.

It was lonely, yet so peaceful.

And I am learning to appreciate that.

I've always felt inordinary.

Like I have always been this lone wolf.

A complete loner.

Especially as the years go by, you forget who is there by your side.

Your circle, grows smaller.

You don't even know who's there anymore.

But then again, you learn to cherish those that still stay.

I know, I'm not the only one who feels this way.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Hayley Williams - Inordinary

I don't want your concern
As some consolation prize
And I don't want to be your friend
Or just one of the guys
I am nobody's

We left home when we were teens
I grew bored of simple things
You gave me another chance
A renegade, holding your hand
I was somebody

I wasn't ordinary, ordinary, ordinary
I wasn't ordinary, ordinary
I wasn't ordinary, ordinary, ordinary
I wasn't ordinary, ordinary

Life began in seventh grade
When me and momma got away
Came home from school one afternoon
She was waiting in the car for me
She said, "Don't worry"

Started over, Tennessee
Rent was cheap and we were free
I wish that feeling stuck around
There's a beauty to be found

In the ordinary, ordinary, ordinary
In the ordinary, ordinary
In the ordinary, ordinary, ordinary
In the ordinary, ordinary


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