Lonely

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Finally!

The weekends at laaast.

Been a while. 

I've had a pretty hectic week.

Been... taking up a part time job.

Yes, even I didn't expect myself to.

But the money's good, so why not?

And it's a good experience.

Sorta like.. giving back to the community.

I like it.

It makes me feel whole. :)

It's always fun working with people you know too.

Met some interesting folks.

Even those teasing me about being a 'recording artist.'

Hahaha.

They even played my song in the hall. 

I- 

Died.

Lmao.

Ya'll are funny.

I just hope I don't push myself too much.

Once or twice a week is fine.

But I feel good about it.

Gonna grab every chance, while it's still there.

Lately being around people can be pretty overwhelming.

People know how I work.

And I have patients that like to approach me to attend to them first.

I am not bragging. But it is honestly tiring.

There is only 1 me. 

I just want to hibernate in a corner somewhere.

Let me be the lonely loner that I am.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Justin Bieber & Benny Blanco - Lonely

Everybody knows my name now
But something 'bout it still feels strange
Like looking in a mirror, trying to steady yourself
And seeing somebody else

And everything is not the same now
It feels like all our lives have changed
Maybe when I'm older, it'll all calm down
But it's killing me now

What if you had it all
But nobody to call?
Maybe then you'd know me
'Cause I've had everything
But no one's listening
And that's just fucking lonely

I'm so lo-o-o-onely
Lo-o-o-onely

Everybody knows my past now
Like my house was always made of glass
And maybe that's the price you pay
For the money and fame at an early age
And everybody saw me sick
And it felt like no one gave a shit
They criticized the things I did
As an idiot kid

What if you had it all
But nobody to call?
Maybe then you'd know me

'Cause I've had everything
But no one's listening
And that's just fucking lonely

I'm so lo-o-o-onely
Lo-o-o-onely
I'm so lo-o-o-onely
Lo-o-o-onely