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Time really flies when you're having fun. Here's a recap of my week:
Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Ramadhan's finally ended. It felt like a really short period of time tbh. But I'm thankful that I got to spend most of mine at home on hospitalisation leave, as I had the chance to break fast with my family. I'm so consumed by work all the time that I rarely get that opportunity, so this was a blessing in disguise. Worked on Hari Raya cause.. well what the heck, not like we can go out any way. Haha. At least I got to spend the morning with them. And we did the traditional ask-for-forgiveness shit. Hahaha. Awkward as always. Mine is always short and sweet. 😝 But the moments after made me feel good, because ya know, there's no point holding any resentments.
2nd Circuit Breaker
Well, our outdoor movement is once again restricted due to the rising COVID cases in the community. Ah well, at we have some time to react. Plus I liked it better during circuit breaker when the trains were less crowded. LOL. I would like to experience working from home though. But on second thoughts, maybe not 🤣.
Last kopek
Last kopek (chance) to go dine out, so I decided to go JEMS with le partner. Hehe. Usually we'd be lazy and just hang out at home, but the thought of being cooped up for 3 weeks and possible longer was just a no-no.
Hung out at Starbucks & we managed to go on a last minute date at Fish & Co. How nice, it's been a whileeee. Plus we had quite a nice seat. And the food was really reallyyy good. Walked at the newly-opened IKEA too! It was a bittttt disappointing to be honest. And I bought a new rug just for the heck of it. Haha. Also, cant wait to try the cafe next time! It was funny cause we encountered a number of couple fighting there haha. Chill guys, its no biggyyyy.
A shoutout to my partner, for always pampering the heck out of me. I love you to the moon & back. 💕
Stay safe guys. Stay home. Until next time.
Love, Eran.
I'm alive
To the existential dread
I let run through my head:
The truth is that you hurt me for so long
And here's my celebration song
I know that years from now
When my final flame runs out
I'll be a grain of sand
Running through a stranger's hand
But right now
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I lived to see today
I lost so much along the way
And that's fine
'Cause I'm alive
I've been so hurt for so long
I've been so hurt for so long
I've been so hurt for so long
I've been so hurt for so long
I'm done
Trying to run
From all the things that make me feel alive
For fear that I might just catch fire
'Cause I've earned
A couple days amongst the sun
God knows I've more than paid my dues
For all the months that I didn't want to live through
The sleepless nights, the bloodshot eyes
This blissful pain contextualized
I went to deaths door
He let me inside
But for all my want
He couldn't look me in the eyes
So I
I've been so hurt for so long
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