Falling Back

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Hey yooooooo.

Been missing for a while, yeah.

Last month was quite a busy period for me.

Had so much gatherings, catch ups with friends etc.

But oh well, its a whole new month.

Here's what happened last month:

------ Got myself an Iphone 13 Pro Max. Ahahah. Hopefully this would inspire me to take more shots and videos. I'm grateful to even be able to afford it.

------- My close Buddy got married and I helped out a bit for the wedding.

It's an honour to be a part of his journey and watch him be where he is :)

We've come such a long way.

It was also nice to catch up with my army mates and officers haha. It felt like nothing had changed. Truly. I wish them all the best in their endeavours.

------Watched a play by another childhood friend. It took me back to 4-5 years ago when we would go to plays and support each other. I missed that so much. Those carefree days..

Work has been taking a toll on my mental health lately.

But I'm still fighting my way through day by day.

We'll see where it goes from here...

I'm a bit lonely now, but I'll get used to it.

For now, I'm thankful for my partner, my job and a roof over my head, falling back on me. 😊

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Drake - Falling Back 

Ayy, yo
Ayy, ayy
Oh

Finding myself
Showing myself
Finding a way to stay outta the way
Holding me back
Supposed to come right back
Guardin' myself while I'm all on display
I know you know all about it
I know, deep down, you feel the same
I know you know how I feel
I know you know how I feel
How do I, how do I feel? How do I feel?
How do you say to my face, "Time heals"?
Then go and leave me again, unreal
I see us fadin' away
I'm still holdin' my breath for the day that you will
See that the effort I make is too real
How can you say that you know how I feel?
Ayy, whee
How can you say you know what I'm feeling? Wait
Know what I'm feeling, wait
You don't feel nothing, wait
Nothing is healing, wait
Time is just killing, wait
How can you say? Wait
You know what I'm feeling, wait
You know what I'm feeling, wait
You don't feel nothing, wait
Time isn't healing, wait
Time is revealing, wait
How are you feeling? Wait
You don't feel nothing

Me
Me

Just like I expected, falling back on me
Falling with I, falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
Falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
Falling back on me, falling back on me
What would you do without me?
What would you do without me?
I think you would lose everything
Fallin' back on me

Wherever you are, you don't test