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Recently I had an open house for Raya for all my relatives.
There was so much to do - At least my Mum had me and my 2nd Brother to help out.
And we were pretty fast workers haha.
I havent seen my relatives for 2 years and of course, I had bad anxiety and was triggered throughout the day.
But hey, it turned out better than I expected.
One of my cousins even gave me a big hug and screamed my name. Hahaha. Weirdo.
We had so much to catch up. And we talked about bands and music.
Man, it made me feel young again.
My other close cousins came in and out of the room, and we had so much to talk about.
Horror stories from when we were young.
About not getting married too fast.
And we joked about every single thing. Hahaha. I missed this. Gathering around and just.. talking.
These days I'm having a certain kind of hurt in my heart.
One I'd rather much bury inside and let it kill me.
I guess it's just the foundations of decay.
I just blast MCR and pretend I'm screaming in my head.
Thank God for Emo music.
Love, Eran.
He dreams of all the battles won
But fate had left its scars upon his face
With all the damage they had done
And so time, with age
He turns the page
Let the flesh
Submit itself to gravity
Let our bodies lay
While our hearts will stay
Let our blood in vein
Feel forgotten pain, now
If your convictions were a passing phase
May your ashes feed the river in the morning rays
And as the vermin crawls
We lay in the foundations of decay
He was there, the day the towers fell
And so he wandered down the road
And we would all build towers of our own
Only to watch the rooms corrode
But it's much too late
You're in the race
So we'll press
And press 'til you can't take it anymore
Let our bodies lay
While our hearts will stay
Let our blood in vein
Feel forgotten pain
And if by his own hand his spirit flies
Take his body as a relic to be canonized, now
And so he gets to die a saint
But she will always be the whore
(Let's flip out)
Against faith (Antihero)
Against all life (As if it must be pure)
Against change (We wander through the ruins)
We are free (The guiltiness is yours)
You must fix your heart
And you must build an altar where it rests
When the storm decays and the sky it rains
Let it flood, let it flood, let it wash away
And as we stumble through your last crusade
When you welcome your extinction in the morning rays
And as the swarming calls, we lay in the foundations
Yes, it comforts me much more
Yes, it comforts me much more
To lay in the foundations of decay
Get up, coward!
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