Second Nature

Page 89

Went to my cousin's crib today. Hehe. And like every other reunion, we took like over 60 selfies. ._. LOLOL. I mean come on, we're both vain pots so it's our fave past time. #dontjudge

Haha.

Sho pweety. HAHAHA okay enough spamming. ._. Had lots fun with her & I can't wait till she comes over my house next. =) Lubchu Panna :*

Okay I'm so dead cause I haven't studied for my practical. RIP NSL grades.

Ciao.

Love, Eran.

I'm so glad we cleared things up. :) I know you're reading this HAHA. I'll hold on to your words. <3

This one's for you.

Current Song Mood: Ginette Claudette - Second Nature

[Intro:]
I say loving you
Ah-ohhh
Loving you has become my everything
Need to hold you like a feel
Need to love you like I breathe
Loving you boy, It comes so naturally
Like it lives inside of me
And it flows effortlessly
All I've been thinking about is
Your hands on my skin
All I've been dreaming 'bout is
The feel of your lips
Pressing against mine
Fighting through space-time
I gave up my whole life
Too make sure you're mine

[Chorus:]
'Cause baby loving you
Loving you has become my everything
Need to hold you like a feel
Need to love you like I breathe
Yeah
Loving you boy, It comes so naturally
Like it lives inside of me
And it flows effortlessly

[Verse 1:]
All I look forward too
Is you every day
Hoping you'll stick with me
Every night that I pray
Tell me that you'll ride
So we can take flight
Baby we're so right
Little have beaten' by

[Chorus:]
Aw baby
Loving you has become my everything
Need to hold you like a feel
Need to love you like I breathe
Yeah
Loving you boy, It comes so naturally
Like it lives inside of me
And it flows effortlessly

[Verse 2:]
You're like sunshine
Without you I don't survive
If you pick me butterflies
I'm butterflies
And I just can't help how I feel
When I'm around you it's real
Can't help but love you like this
There's nothing I wanna miss
Oh-ohhhh

[Chorus:]
Loving you
Aw-ohh
Loving you it comes so naturally
It comes so naturally
Aw-ohh
Loving you has become my everything
Need to hold you like a feel
Need to love you like I breathe
Yeah
Yeah
Loving you boy, It comes so naturally
(So naturally)
Like it lives inside of me
(Inside of me)
And it flows effortlessly
Yeah-yeah

Lay Me Down

Page 88

Lonely nights like this, I wish you were by my side. I want to see you again. It's been so long. I miss you. I miss talking to you. How are you doing? I don't wanna ask. I don't want to come off as clingy. You seem like you're always in a bad mood. I don't wanna do anything that compromises our friendship. 

But my heart longs for you. And I can't do anything about it.

Love, Eran.

Can I lay by your side? Next to you. And make sure you're alright? I'll take care of you..

Current Song Mood: Sam Smith - Lay Me Down

Yes I do, I believe

That one day I will be, where I was

Right there, right next to you

And it's hard, the days just seem so dark

The moon, and the stars, are nothing without you

Your touch, your skin, where do I begin?

No words can explain, the way I'm missing you

The night, this emptiness, this hole that I'm inside

These tears, they tell their own story

You told me not to cry when you were gone

But the feeling's overwhelming, they're much too strong

Can I lay by your side, next to you, you

And make sure you're alright

I'll take care of you, 

And I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I'm reaching out to you

Can you hear my call? (Who's to say you won't hear me?)

This hurt that I've been through

I'm missing you, missing you like crazy

You told me not to cry when you were gone

But the feeling's overwhelming, they're much too strong

Can I lay by your side, next to you, you

And make sure you're alright

I'll take care of you 

And I don't wanna be here if I can't be with you tonight

Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side

Lay me down tonight, lay me down

Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side

Lay me down tonight, lay down

Can I lay by your side, next to you, you

And make sure you're alright

I'll take care of you 

And I don't wanna be here if I can't be with you tonight

Loveeeee Song

Page 87

Love & Affection. Everybody needs it. Everybody craves for it.

I realised that while I was chatting & catching up with with my close babes today. She's in a weird situation but I know exactly how she feels. It's complicating. How do you cope when your loved one doesn't give you the love you think you deserve? You find others that do.

I don't ever want to do that. I just want your love.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Rihanna Ft Future - Loveeeee Song

[Hook: Future]

I don't wanna give you the wrong impression

I need love and affection

And I hope I'm not sounding too desperate

I need love and affection

Love Love Love

Love and affection

Love Love

L-o-v-e-e-e and affection

[Verse 1: Rihanna]

Oh baby I'm not asking for the world maybe

You can give me what I want baby

Come hold me tight and when I'm drowning save me

Give it to me on a daily

If I'm your girl say my name boy

Let me know I'm in control

We both grown so how we feel we can let it show

I won't play around

I wanna lay you down

I need you now

I need you now ohhhhh

[Hook: Future]

I don't wanna give you the wrong impression

I need love and affection

And I hope I'm not sounding too desperate

I need love and affection

Love Love Love

Love and affection

Love Love

L-o-v-e and affection

[Verse 2: Rihanna]

Boy lately you've been stingy with your time

Got me wondering I'm wondering

If I'm on your mind

Boy I just wanna be in your possession

Saying I'm the one you want

So come express it

Don't slip don't slip

Cause a n**** might push up on it

Don't really wanna lose this moment

Why window shop

When you own this

I Don't put it down

I Don't fuck around

I want you now

I want you now ohhhhh

[Hook: Future]

I don't wanna give you the wrong impression

I need love and affection

And I hope I'm not sounding too desperate

I need love and affection

Love Love Love

Love and affection

Love Love

L-o-v-e and affection

[Verse 3: Future]

Can you love me for poor

I'm searching for my soul

Who ever turned you cold

You need to let him know

I can work miracles

I'll work your physical

And when I love you close

You can feel my heart

Beating through my clothes

[Hook: Rihanna & Future]

I don't wanna give you the wrong impression

I need love and affection

And I hope I'm not sounding too desperate

I need love and affection

Love Love Love

Love and affection

Love Love

L-o-v-e and affection

Chasing The Sun

Page 86

Random post.

Had a good run today. Haven't ran in 2 months lol! My stamina dropped so I'm gonna have to train hard to get better. The weather was really hot but luckily there was some wind. .-. And there was like only 1-2 people on the track. After 6 rounds, I almost died panting lol. Sat down in the shade, with my earpiece on and just stared blankly at the sky.

Decided to take this picture. It was such beautiful scenery.

I seriously miss my EXCOs so much. Lmao. This conversation seriously made my day.

We were planning when to have our Raya outing and I randomly suggested this. xD

HAHAHA SHUQ SO CUTE PLS.

Everyone started talking about their roles x)

I kinda miss posting up posters LOLOL.

Oh noes ._.

Here's our lovely poster! LMAO.

LOLed so much just now. I can't wait to see them tomorrow :* HEHEHE.

Another pretty pic I took while laying down. Feels like I'm chasing the sun.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Hilary Duff - Chasing The Sun

Why am I in such a hurry

Always getting up too early

So far, everything is blurry, oh oh

It's like the clock is always racing

But my time is not wasting

Someone else cut to the chase and

'Cause I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

Don't miss out on the fun

Gotta get it while our hearts are young

I'm chasing the sun

Oooh, oooh, oooh

I'm not pursue of happiness

I realize that more means less

If I got a love, then I am blessed, oh I know

So I'll start living while I can

And hold the moment in my hands

I'll fly until I learn to land in my home

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

Don't miss out on the fun

Gotta get it while our hearts are young

I'm chasing the sun

Oooh, oooh, oooh

Love and life I'm living out

Will live the life I love

Open up my eyes and I will take whatever comes

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

Don't miss out on the fun

Gotta get it while our hearts are young

I'm chasing the sun

Oooh, oooh, oooh

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

I'm chasing the sun

Don't miss out on the fun

Gotta get it while our hearts are young

I'm chasing the sun

Oooh, oooh, oooh

This Woman's Work

Page 85

I felt pretty miserable today for some reason. My phone was vibrating lesser than usual. I felt desperate. For what? To be noticed? Desperate for attention? Affection? Something was missing.

I went to the lib with Syah and Cougar after class and chilled at the games corner. Played a really cool board game (forgot the name ._.) But it required us to use our imagination. Pretty fun! Ecah, Ida & Nikki joined us soon after, and we played a round of charades while waiting for the heavy to rain to stop. We then headed to BT Plaza for our karaoke sesh.

I was still feeling pretty miserable. And I could tell Nikki was too (personal problems). We sang and sang for 3 whole hours. I was pretty pooped at first. 'Bleeding Love' came on and I just laid on the sofa. And I could feel my eyes starting to get wet. Haha, 'Hero' then came on and the rest sang to cheer me and Nikki up. Lmao.. thanks guys. Then 'When You're Gone' came on and me & Nikki were forced to sing. LOL. Idiots. Felt much better after that sesh, letting it out in songs. =) Maybe I'm just over thinking things. Gotta stop being so emo nemo lol.

Halfway there to the weekends. Leggo.

Love, Eran.

I know that you're busy. Just know that I'll be here for you. Even if it hurts me.

Current Song Mood: Hope Murphy - This Woman's Work (Maxwell Cover)

Ah-hah.

Ah-hah-ooo. Ooooooooo....

Pray to God you can cope, I'll stand outside,

This woman's work, this woman's world.

Ooh, it's hard on the man; now his part is over.

Now starts the craft of the father.

I know you have a little life in you yet.

I know you've got a lot of strength left.

I know you've got a little life in you yet.

I know you have a lot of strength left

I should be crying but I just can't let it show

I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking

All the things we should've said that I never said,

And all the things we should of done that we never did.

All the things we should've given but I didn't.

Ooh, darling make it go, make it go away.

Give me these moments, give them back to me.

Give me a little kiss, give me your, give me your hand, babe.

Give me that pretty hand to show you understand

My love, child. Whatever you need.

Give me your hand, give me your hand.

I know you have a little life in you yet.

I know you have a little strength left.

I know you have a little life in you yet.

I know you have a little strength left.

I should be crying but I just can't let it go.

I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking, thinking, thinking...

Of all the things we should've said that we never said.

All the things we should've done that we never did.

All the things that you wanted from me,

All the things that that you needed from me.

All the things I should of given but I didn't.

Oh, darling make it go.

Just make it go away.

Where It Hurts

Page 84

I'm soooo tired.

Lul.

Turqoish

Raya yesterday was meh. The same usual routine. Mosque in the morning, go back home to nap, go to Grandma's in the late afternoon, and rot all the way till night. Lol. And I don't know why, but every time there's a family gathering, accidents are bound to happen. And everyone will look at me cause I'm the 'nurse'. Haha damn it.

 Well my nephew fell and had quite a deep laceration on his chin. And my cousin asked me whether it needed stitching, what I think should be done, and whether she should send him to a clinic. Honestly, it was so pressurising, but I told her to go to a clinic just in case. Plus the kid couldn't stay still so we couldn't cover the wound up. Oh wells, now I know, I can't handle kids LOL.

Ate a lot.. like 3 times ._. My gosh. And there was this funny incident when lots of outsiders came, and Kak Syidah came into the kitchen to me and was like 'Damn, we should have left earlier!!' LMAO. Me and my guy cousins quickly took our escape route (we went outside LOL) and chatted all the way till night. Talked about school and ns life, and I'm thinking.. maybe I'll get army. Since my other 2 brothers got that. Idk. I hope I get police though. I've always wanted to be a detective/police officers since I was young LOLOL. Hopefully. =)

Ahh I'm tired of thinking about the future. Whatever will be, will be. Got a test to study for tomorrow. Sigh, until next time.

Ps. Just listened to Tamar Braxton's album. Lots of great RnB music going on. Love it. 

Love, Eran

Show me where it hurts. I can kiss away the pain.

Current Song Mood: Tamar Braxton - Where It Hurts

What you gotta understand is, I'm still here

It could've been my name and I want it

So, let's be clear

Yeah I know that she hurt you

None of those circumstances, you got a lot of things to work through

You don't want to take no chances, chances

What you gotta understand is, even with all that

I'm still here

Will you just show me where it hurts

I can kiss away the pain

I can make it good again if you let me

Will you just show me where it hurts

I'll make it alright if you want me to

All you gotta do is show me where it hurts

Show me where it hurts baby

I know it's hard to give in but, just try

Cause you know that you unjust me, all the lies

Yeah I know that she hurt you

None of those circumstances, I'll never be the one who hurt you

Don't miss out on this chance, chance

Let yourself go, cause I'm still here

Will you just show me where it hurts

I can kiss away the pain

I can make it good again if you let me

Will you just show me where it hurts

I'll make it alright if you want me to

All you gotta do is show me where it hurts

Show me where it hurts baby

Show me where it hurts

Show me where it hurts baby

I know you see that I'm the one you need

And it's just not that I compare her to me

She cannot compete

We're better together then know why, you had my heart

So come and show me baby

Show me where it hurts

I can kiss away the pain

I can make it good again if you let me

Just show me where it hurts

And I'll make it alright if you want me to

All you gotta do is show me where it hurts

Show me where it hurts baby

Just show me where it hurts

New Flame

Page 83

Ramadhan is officially RAMADONE ._.

Inb4 all the raya messages comes in. Lol. Been busy spring cleaning the past 2 days lol. It's so tiring and such a workout ._. And all the dust bunnies omg *sniffs*. I even managed to clean out my horribly messy wardrobe. It's a miracle HAHA. x)

Sigh must prepare getting fat tomorrow with all the good food and kuihs. I'm only looking forward to duit raya tho hehe. Gimme mahneh. Begga begga begga.

Music Updates:

Travis Garland just dropped new music today called 'Mr Rogers', supposedly from his upcoming second studio album!! The music is dope af & the lyrics are about a relationship that falls apart. Hopefully I won't need to use it..

Fifth Harmony performed their new song 'Reflection' live and I swear its the most sassy thing I've ever seen/heard!! Bad ass!!

Oh and I know this isn't a music update but THE WALKING DEAD SEASON 5 TRAILER IS OUT!! My gosh the anticipation & suspense. I can't. Its amazing and I can't wait for Oct 12. Perfect for me since I'll end attachment by then =)

Wokayz that's all for now, SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYBODEH! :*

Love, Eran

I'm not gonna let you go so easily. Lets spark a new flame. :')

Current Song Mood #1: Chris Brown Ft Usher - New Flame

Current Song Mood #2: Adriana Ft lubxtpf - New Flame (Chris Brown Cover)

There can be one only you

And baby god can never make two

And I know you came here with your crew

But I promise you that it feels like it's us two, Uh-huh

Oh I don't know what you've been up to do tonight

But I just wanna be the one to do you right, right

Been standing here looking at each other baby eye to eye

And I'm hoping you thinking about leaving with me tonight

You said you came for love in the club

Cause I wanna dance, play me wrong

Come on just baby try a new thing

And lets spark a new flame

You gon' be my baby

Love me like you crazy

Tell me if you're ready

Baby come and get me

Baby try a new thing

And let's spark a new flame

(Usher)

Can't believe you came here all alone

Baby girl where's your lover

Oh, it don't really matter cause I only wanna get to know you better

Baby baby, baby baby

I can stand stare at you forever

Girl cause I wont ever let you go, never

Oh I don't know what you've been up to do tonight

Girl I just wanna be the one to do you right, right

Been standing here looking at each other baby eye to eye

Baby I hope that you think about leaving with me tonight

You said you came for love in the club

Cause I wanna dance, play me wrong

Come on just baby try a new thing

And lets spark a new flame

You gon' be my baby

Love me like you crazy

Tell me if you're ready

Baby come and get me

Baby try a new thing

(Gonna spark it up)

And let's spark a new flame

(Rick Ross)

Homeplace, world series, sour nigga sliding in her

Baby, I'm a boss, I'm talking George Steinbrenner

Panamera, Yogi Bear'er, my two-seater Derek Jeter

Got more stripes than all these niggas

Babe Ruth balling in a Beamer

Collar on my Polo, kisses on my necklace

All my diamonds watching, now my watches getting jealous

Smoking on a bomb and my autograph Lebron's

Yeah, she told me I'm the one, that's when I only hit it once

You said you came for love in the club

Cause I wanna dance, play me wrong

Come on just baby try a new thing

And lets spark a new flame

You gon' be my baby

Love me like you crazy

Tell me if you're ready

Baby come and get me

Baby try a new thing

(Gonna spark it up)

And let's spark a new flame