Wednesday, May 24, 2023

Never Ending Song

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HEYYYYYYYY,

Been a really really long while.

Has life been that busy? Hell yeah.

But I'm still here.

And the year is already almost halfway done.

Goshhh. Need to slow down. 

But there's soooo much to do. So much to plan.

I'm halfway done with the MV plannings. 

Recently reccee'd the sites with the team.

So excited. Yet so scared.

It's a never ending song.

Imposter syndrome hits like a bitch. 

But I feel like I'm meant to be doing this.

Fingers crossed.

Here's a photo dump. :)

Our favourite coffee joint is closing down :( Thanks for the memories MAXX Coffee...


First Day Raya was at mine this year!

The boyz from workplace :)









Day out in town. <3


Impromptu meet-up with bestie :)


COFFEEEEEE


Camp was so tolerable with these asses. Hahahah.

And the camp canteen had THE BEST FUSION FOOD??? No wonder the queue was long. The 1-hour was worth it xD

Brother's bday celebration!

MORE COFFEEEE



And random fishies from a trip to River Wonder with my patients. Lmao.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Conan Gray - Never Ending Song

First, I'll say, "I apologize for calling
But I saw your face in a magazine today"
Wasn't you, too late, all my tears already fallin'
Tried to turn the page, but our story wasn't stoppin'

And it goes on, and on, and on
Like a never-ending song
On and on
Like a never-ending song

You and I sacrificed my adolescence
Just to waste my time on the edges of your life
But we've grown too close, now it can't amount to nothin'
I can hear your voice in the music on the radio

And it goes on, and on, and on
Like a never-ending song
On and on
Like a never-ending song (Uh)

Can you make us stay forever?
Are we done? Can you make it play?

On, and on, and on (On)
Like a never-ending song
On and on (On)
Like a never-ending song
On and on (On)

On and on (Ooh)
Like a never-ending song


Wednesday, March 22, 2023

Growing Up Is ____

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Growing up is...

.
.
.

Groaning about taxes.

Spending more time with family.

Worrying about the future.

Forcing yourself out of bed to workout.

Working 10-6PM, 6 days a week and barely having time for yourself.

🥵


Keep going.

We'll get there.

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Ruel - Growing Up Is ____

Heard you moved out of town on the weekend
Understand, but I'm sad that you're leavin'
Are you up makin' friends with the ceilin'?
Yeah, I know the feelin'
I wasn't tryin' to let you down
I was just workin' my shit out
I'm sorry I didn't know how much I led you on

Growin' up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growin' up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinkin' you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growin' up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is lookin' at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is—

Get emotional at two in the mornin'
It's a habit, no, I shouldn't be callin'
Then you let me in, is that what you wanted?
Is this what we wanted?
Now you're back in town, no, I can't come around
Are we better without the what-ifs and doubts?
Is this it?
Are we both too far gone to forget and try again?

Growin' up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growin' up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinkin' you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growin' up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is lookin' at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is—

Wish that you were here (Oh)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
But I'll just disappear
Wish that you were here

Growin' up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growin' up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinkin' you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growin' up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is lookin' at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is weird

Oh, but I'll just disappear
Oh, yeah, I just disappeared
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is—

Tuesday, February 21, 2023

Crave

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Gosh it takes so much effort to blog these days.

I'm getting OLDERRRR!!!! Lmao.

Being away from most social media, the ones closest to you will take the effort to wish you on your birthday.

That's when you know who to treasure in your life. The real ones.

This year's birthday was so busy, it felt pretty overwhelming?!

Tbh I've never felt that way hahah.

Spent it with the most important people in my life.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

From my eldest brother surprising us with food and cake.

And treating us to seafood at East Coast Lagoon on Saturday evening.



To earlier in the day where my partner surprised me on our date with my bestie.

I was so shocked and blur HAHAHA.

And my bestie surprising me with a care pack (filled with chocolates) & the sweetest scrapbook of our past.

?!?! 

Oh man. I teared up. Did NOT expect that! So sweet.

We had good food and coffee, over interesting stories from our lives.






















We had such a good day out + casual photoshoots 🥹

Treated my family on Sunday and my 2nd bro's GF decided to surprise us with a panCAKE by calling the outlet 💀💀💀









😎


And to top it all off, Paramore released A NEW ALBUUUUUM. (It's been on repeaaaat)!

Best bday gift ever?!

Thank you. I'm so so blessed. And so so thankful.

I even feel like, I didnt deserve it.

:(

Ok back to the DIE-t. Jeezus.

Here's to an exciting 28.

🥹🤍

Love, Eran.

Current Song Mood: Paramore - Crave

I can't wait to memorize this day
Oh, a picture could not contain
The way it feels
You say, "Live in the present."
I'm already dreaming of how it begins
And trying to savor the moment
But I know the feeling will come to an end

So I
Crave
Crave to do it again
All again
Crave
Crave to do it again, I
Just for a second it all felt simple
I'm already missing it
So I
Crave
Crave to do it again
All again

I romanticize even the worst of times
When all it took to make me cry
Was being alive
Look up and see a reflection of someone who never gave way to the pain
What if I told 'em, now that I'm older, there isn't a moment that I'd wanna change

Now I
Crave
Crave to do it again
All again
Crave
Crave to do it again, I
Just for a second it all felt simple
I'm already missing it
So I crave
Crave to do it again
All again

Any second
Feel the present
Future and the past
Connecting

Any second
Feel the present
Future and the past
Connecting

Crave
Crave, to do it again (Do it)
All again
Crave
Crave to do it again, I
Just for a second it all felt simple
I'm already missing it
So I crave
Crave to do it again
All again